Why is it
That the more times
I say I’m okay
The closer I get
To not being okay

My heart aches for you
but you are nowhere to be found
I will put pen to paper
and write of my love
if you return too late
you can read my last words

Do
                                       Not
                                       Let
                                 Yesterday
                                       Use
                                       Up
                                       Too
                                      Much
                  ­                      Of
                                     Today

It's 3am

I'm on the phone
No one's awake and I'm alone

It's 3am

The radio's on
Songs are played on lonely station

It's 3am

I'm in my bed
My eyes are open and sleep has fled

It's 3am

I'm on the balcony
The sky is dark and just quite scary

It's 3am

Some windows have lights
Could they also not sleep tonight

It's 3am

I'm still awake
When will life ever give me a break

your eyes still look familiar
but the looks they give me now are foreign