i screamed till my throat bleed last night
you knew that it was my birthday yesterday

now i can't talk anymore

my voice is gone

and i've gone mute

for you

It feels so strange—
as if I’m out at sea.

No land in sight,
only blue waves
rolling back and forth.

Sometimes
they bring me calm.
Other times
they bring despair.

When in doubt
About yourself
Or the world
Go somewhere
Safe, quiet
Still yourself
Disappear
Let nature
Brush away your pain
Your tears and concern
Sit for a while
Silent
No need to talk
Nor impress
Just be with your true self
Feel it in your bones
That’s who you really are
By gods grace you are here
Still living, still standing
You are meant to be
Stand tall like a redwood
Know that you are precious
And unique
Believe
Light up the world

I am from a different place
I am from a different time
I have walked a different path
I traveled a long distance
In many ways to arrive

I am from a different place
I am from a different time
I have walked a different path

I can be like a feather
Blowing in the wind
Untethered
Light to the touch
Almost invisible

I can be like a bird
Soaring high in the sky
Enjoying the glory of flying

I can be like a cat
Quiet and watching
The world go by

I am from a different place
I am from a different time
I walked a different path
I traveled a long distance
In many ways to arrive

I am on a path and journey
There have been twists and turns
That’s what took me here
At this place and time