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You think you can just bid me adieu
What the heck is wrong with you
You say that I am just too needy
I said that I could change if need be
But no, you still wouldn't hear it
Seemed like you were going to throw a fit
Well forget you, you heartless little witch
I'll forget all about you once I become filthy stinkin rich
Having befriended you will be a distant memory
Something that will have contributed to the new me
The new me that doesn't reminisce about the past
Just so your memory can fade away real fast
Fade away from any and everything that reminds me of you
All because of how you bid me adieu
Another one targeted at her.
Don't let her faze you
Just think about me boo
Let's ignore her
And let's think about each other
Hannah's sister is being mean to her and saying that I'm annoying. I don't know what I did but I guess I'll find out later.  Just hope Hannah doesn't hurt herself in any way over this.
Why must life be this way
Not everything turns out okay
We lose to the ever changing way of life
Our soul is hit by so much strife
Friendships once formed break
And that ruptures our world like an earthquake
Nothing we say or do will change it
We'll just have to deal with that hit
I personally, turn bitter
These feelings usually are targeted towards a "her"
It's the women that I've met that negatively affected me
Well not all the women, not entirely.
Just the ones that had a side of them I didn't know about
A side that just makes me want to scream and shout.
If time travel were possible I'd erase them from my past
They'd be gone like an epic blast
That's just not possible though
I have to deal with that soul shattering blow
To think that everyone thinks you're an amazing person worth befriending
Then realizing it was like a friendship fling
There one second then just completely not
Sadly, I've felt that a lot.
And naturally, that feeling of sadness turns to anger
Anger that, as I said before, is targeted at a "her"
Why is it the women that hurt me so?
Just forgive them and let go?
***** that! When I get the chance I'll make them regret their choice to unfriend me
They WILL know how much I suffered internally
I realize that I am a pretty messed up individual wishing that on her
But all my experiences dealing with women like her built up this anger.
I know that this one doesn't follow the happy/ not negative direction I've been heading in but I would love some feedback on this one.
Why do the women I meet later make me feel unlovable?
Finding out that truth makes me unstable
It makes me feel this uncontrollable rage for the opposite ***
Just like that breakup I experienced thanks to my ex
Do I not deserve love?
Will I forever be alone when push comes to shove
It's heart wrenching to think I'll never be happy
I'll never have that someone that'll someday have my baby
Will I never have a beautiful wife to wed?
Just because the women of the world make me feel worthless and unwanted.
It's sad but this is truly what I'm thinking now. Will I ever find the woman just for me? I'm tired of feeling worthless.  Is there no woman here that actually loves me?  ****!
Why
Why
After all this time
Why did she enter my dream state
She didn’t even speak she was like a mime
Is this my fate
To dream about women that left me
Now she’s back in my head
I thought I was over her finally
I wish I dreamt about a different woman instead
For those of you who know
This one is about Giovanna, the one that cut me out
You know that she did a number on me, I got so low
For a little while I admit that I did pout
In this dream she hid from me under a table
I still don’t understand why
That was not cool
I almost wanted to cry
After I found her she power walked away
She had a big frown on her face
Let me tell you, I was not okay
I wanted to grab her hand but I felt like it wasn’t my place
When she drove away I snapped back to reality
Again I can’t understand why I dreamt about her
I was so close to finally being happy
Maybe she’ll give me another chance now that she’s older
And if not I might just cry
And wipe away those tears and ask once again “Why”
It’s so bizarre to me why I dreamt about her when I didn’t even have her on my mind before bed. But now that she’s back in my head I’ll attempt to repair our friendship.
Why am I forced to say goodbye
Goodbye, to our friendship
Just cut like snip snip
Did our friendship mean nothing to you?
That you didn't hesitate to bid me adieu
Am I really this much of an annoyance?
That you won't give me a second chance.  
A chance to make things right
And not have this excruciating sight
Sight, view, whatever you want to call it
This image in my eyes of you pretty much pushing me down a dark pit.
The pain is just too much to bare
As if I'm stuck in a room with no air
I just don't understand what you are thinking
The joy of talking with you was a wonderful feeling
But now all that resides within me is sorrow, bitterness and confusion
Look at what you've done to me!!!
You've broken down a good man indefinitely.
**** it all!!
Look at how far you have made me fall
I don't think I'll ever recover from this
Will I ever feel that feeling of bliss?
Or will I be forced to wonder why?
Why, oh why was I forced to say goodbye?
Targeted at a former friend of mine named Giovanna Moreno. Gorgeous face and personality but with a heartless side that only few know about.
You
You
I am so lucky to have met you
Before you I was in a constant state of feeling blue
I love it when you call me by my name
It makes me show off and spit my game
Having you interested in me has made all the difference
I won't ever have to talk about my love life in past tense
I get to feel good about myself knowing you love me
And I'll always let you know that I love you too wholeheartedly
Expressing my love for you is something I'll always do
Because I want you to know just how much I have fallen in love with you.
And this one is about her now that she's agreed to be my girlfriend.
There will always be a you and me
Our love will last an eternity
Yes, sometimes there will be a fuss
When either one of us becomes jealous
But jealousy has some positivity too
It lets me know that you love me, don't you boo?
So don't worry about that jealousy
Because it won't come between you and me
So Hannah and I had our first lovers quarrel and it was about her thinking I liked her sister and that I have more fun with her too because her sister kept laughing and saying my real name (not my gamertag)  while we were playing "tag" on GTA V online.  Hannah started to break up with me under her false thoughts of me liking her sister.  Later she apologized for getting so jealous.  So this poem is about jealousy in a sense. And I know that the grammar is incorrect but just disregard that for this poem.

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