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MacW Jul 18
I still want to know if youre okay
Your window is always open
Every time it is, I pray
Pray you didnt do something that hurts you
Pray no one ever again hurts you
I hated myself for loving you
I hated you for loving me
Staring out at this grecean sea
Its strange that I finally see
We may have been right
But we werent ready
I may have caught myself in a web of lies
I have caught myself admiring your eyes
I'm not sorry for falling in love
I'm sorry it was the wrong time
I'm sorry for loving you
I'm sorry for pretending I didnt
I'm sorry I hated myself for loving you
As much as I hated you for loving me
I wrote my letter
Every word trying to bring back the boy i once knew
Just the friend side of you
And you did.
And I was afraid.
Thank you.
I was tangled in my memories
Now i get my mind back
MacW Jul 15
I think I'm in love again
I think I can love again
My heart beats faster
My breath feels warmer
The world seems sweeter
The birds in my ears can sing again
The devil on my shoulder has stopped screaming
But what am I to do
When I cant be loved too
I cant be loved by who
By the one I may have fallen for
Never again will my heart lie dead
Beneath the floor
We all love again when the time comes and goes
Let the past be the past
The future holds the unknown
I think I fell in love with someone while exploring greece with them ♡
MacW Jun 14
Life holds our hands like a mother at dusk,
with palms still warm from the day’s quiet trust,
her breath is a song we have known since birth,
full of sunlit fields and the scent of earth.

She teaches us rhythm with trembling grace,
sways us in circles we ache to retrace—
each heartbeat a footfall, a whispered plea:
stay just a moment longer with me.

But Death waits quiet, just past the line,
not cruel, not kind, just steady with time.
A shadow in velvet, no need to speak,
offering rest for the bones that creak.

We dance that edge with unspoken dread,
our heels near the dark, our eyes ahead.
And still—before the final fall,
we turn once more to Life’s soft call.

A breath. A blink. The final sway.
The ghost of light at close of day.
And then, as dancers do in time,
we step across that thinning line—

not dragged, not torn, but led with grace,
into Death’s arms, a gentler place.
And Life, behind us, sheds her name,
but never once forgets our face.

The hardest part of living
When everyone loses the faith
You had always given

Now your world falls to grief,
the bridge between
what was and is—
a breath, unseen.

The space they filled still hums with light,
though they have vanished from your sight.
Grief is love in different skin—
a door left open, a voice within.

Life and Death juggle your world
Some days the world feels brighter
Some it feels it should be lighter
Say your prayers, your goodbyes, never lose their loving eyes
MacW Jun 1
I used to be free
All too soon before
I turned to stone
The moment my guardian angel
Stopped guarding me

I fell in love with a fairytale
He was mine
We were sweethearts
A love story to be told
More true than in the story books

An angel was sent to protect me
He stayed
He cared
He loved me
He never tried to leave

He told me every story
I memorized every word
Every movement
Every glance
Every smile

I know every detail
Of anything he ever said
He was my angel
I was forever his
He loved me forever and always

He never said goodnight without:
"My Love"
"My Beautiful Angel"
"My Goddess"
"Beautiful"

My heart
So eager to feel love once
He said we were soulmates
I say we drew the right cards
My dreams told me we were meant to guard each other

60 days, 4 hours, 1 minute, 12 seconds
All the time we had before you were gone
Every word, every memory, every dream
Caught in a frame of time
This was our first goodbye

261 days, 12 hours, 7 minutes, 50 seconds
How long I have loved you as of 12:16am today
Every second a reminder of when you left
Every minute a debate to beg for your return
Every day another attempt to cut my string of life

The difference?
201 days, 8 hours, 6 minutes, 38 seconds
Every day, another stone I set for you to find her
Every second of it another tear dropped from my eyes
I didn't just cry you a river, I cried you a sea

180 days, 8 hours, 17 minutes
The time it has been since you left for good
I have been numbed
I looked into Medusa's eye and chose to see her beauty
Yet I still turned to stone

200 stones I have placed for you to find her
Only one last step
She is yours
You are hers
One more stone and one more tear and you can both be free

I have become stone
Not the last step, but the first
You have reached her at the sea
I hope you can learn to see
She will be the one to get you on one knee

I cried you a sea
I let you turn me to stone
I learned that guardian angels,
They don't get told who to protect
They go and find them on their own

A fairytale
Too real to be true
The story books only tell of the true loves kiss
Never the oceans or the paths taken to get there
A fairytale, and I get to see first hand that true love is theirs
MacW May 30
We all know
Of the Soldier
The Poet
And the King

But not all
Have heard stories
Of the fire
And the wing

Of the one
Called the Rebel
With a heart
That will not yield
Who will rise
When the silence
Is the loudest
In the field

Of the one
Called the Wanderer
With no crown
And no home
Who will walk
Through the ruins
So the lost
Won’t be alone

Of the one
Called the Dreamer
With the stars
In their eyes
Who will speak
Of a future
That the world
Won’t recognize

The original three
Only are
Because of the wanderer
With her love for the sea
The rebel
And his want to be free
And the dreamer
Following a path only they can see

And together
They roam through
Every forest
Every kingdom
Every fairytale
Every end of the earth
And still
They keep the skies blue
MacW May 26
Take me back to our first glance from across class
Take me back to the first time we heard each others name
Take me back to the first time we said hello
Take me back to the first time we sat together at lunch
Take me back to our first conversation
Take me back to our first aimless talk about green day
Take me back to the first time we said see you later
Take me back to the first time we talked in a class
Take me back to the first time we walked to class together
Take me back to the first time I had love in my eyes when I saw you
Take me back to the first time I asked for your phone number
Take me back to the first time you saw that love
Take me back to the first time I could tell you loved me too
Take me back to the first time i held your hand
Take me back to the first time we hugged
Take me back to the first time we said I Love You
Take me back to the first time I sent you a good morning text
Take me back to the first time you sent one back with a heart <3
Take me back to the first time we sat together in that blue and green chair
Take me back to the first time we kissed
Take me back to the first of 4 shows I saw just for you
Take me back to the first time you cried and I was there with you
Dont take me back to the first time you were honest
Dont take me back to the first time you said you lost me
Dont take me back to the first time you said you were leaving
Dont take me back to the first time it was As If Desire Yelled Never
Never take me back to the first time her response to Desire said no
Never take me back to the first time you saw her
Never take me back to the first time you loved her
Never take me back to the first time the cycle repeated under a new name
And never ever take me back
Not even to the first time
MacW May 21
I knew this was coming-

It doesnt make it hurt less

When you said his name my heart stopped
Any time you look at him
No
This is wrong

You deserve joy
Only joy
Understanding has fleeted

But I need to realize
Another chance
Causes another heartbreak
Kindness between us is gone

As
If
Desire
Yelled
Never

Every no turned
Lies to yes
And he will be yours
Your happiness is more important
Not my sanity
Even in the longest run
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