"IM TIRED " & " IVE TRIED"
how can i explain these two words
to them
how can i make them understand

You were busy painting our love black
While I was trying for it to be colourful

WITH THE WORD "LOVE"
YOU KILLED ME INSIDE

lost count on
how many times i have wished for
"a little less pain "
in this life

I finally realised that I could breathe,
but while I was drowning,
I realised that i would eventually run out of it.

no word hurt me the most
than the word "what if "
in the English literature

How long should my sadness last?
When will it come to an end?
Will it ever stop? For a split second, I might feel happiness touching my heart, but then waves of grief washes over me.
Still, for what length of time should I cover the bridges of my eyes to hide the tears that are starting to well up?
Still, how long should I continue to act as I'm alive  though I'm dead?
when will the world realize that i was dead inside a long time ago...