Dear God ,
Please don't make him cry
All of my smiles can be taken away
and given to him.
And pour me all his tears.

I miss him,  listening to his voice
Makes my tears to well up in my eyes
And my voice gets struck in my throat
Even the words I miss you becomes hard to say
I simply melt when I see him
i will weep over his absence if I don't see him

if I knew that would be our last time for a long time

i really would have hugged you tighter

and i would have kissed you

i would have made you smile a little more and a little brighter.

when will i ever see you again?

i know it's not soon but

i  wish it is

but still here i wait , for you

You are all I can think about all day.

Every text , I hope it's from you.

Every call I hoped might be from you.

Longing to see your face.

Longing for the smile I get on my face

wanna see you just for one more minute  

that all i wish for

Today I don't know
I just want him here want him to wrap his hands  around me
I want to hug him like a bee hugs flowers
I just miss him so much that it's making it hard to breath .
I can't make him see me cry but
I can't hide my tears in my eyes ..
I never realised when I loved him this much
it just hurts my heart now that
I know that I won't see him again
or hug him or even fight with him
I just want him back

if god gives me a chance at death
i will take it

after a certain age
even your mother won't wipe your tears
you should do it on your own
so do it on your own