Sanctify your heart
Searching for answers
To the questions
Of agony’s curse

My faults are believing my feelings are true
Stuck healing from the love I thought was real
Dishonesty wasn’t part of the deal
So reveal to me the loneliness ahead
And my feelings will be concealed

An ardent soul
Traveled the dimensions
Of your heart
To heal the aftermath
Of destruction
To mend a broken heart

Getting back to the dark days
of sniffing white till the sunrise
of another sleepless night
Tormented by the thoughts
of a sober reality
In this pitiful existence
Where clarity remains unattainable
Under the  breakable
Habits

My mother made me a man giving me everything that she can
All her wisdom and all her help, teaching me what there is to live for
Taking care of me from the time that I was born to now that I’ m full grown
No matter how old my mother gets she still sees the child in me that she’ll never forget
She’s a disguised angel with hidden wings
I can only return all the love that my mother gave
I know in my heart my mother will do anything for me so long as her heart still beats
I have no other, I’ m blessed and gifted that I have her as a mother

Nevermore will I feel the same as I did before
Inability to change your mind we are doomed to become strangers till the end of time
At first I was blind to see what the end will be for me
You took all I gave leaving me nothing left to save
Burning alone with my broken heart and soul
You’ve inflicted your wounds upon me leaving me scarred with the memories I’ve left of you

I feel like a joke that no one gets
a sun rise that goes unnoticed
a voice never heard
The ability to disappear within the darkness of my own sorrows
Like a rotting disease that’s unable to heal.
Peel away the layers of my mask and you’ll see the hidden pain that I truly feel