The Liquor told me something I think you 'ought to know, it told me that you're cheating on mom, and you only come home for show.
It's tired of the bruises that you give her everyday, and says that something scary inside is going to make you pay. I put the pieces together and I know it's all true, and you wanna know something else? It wants to talk to you.

We are afraid of death because it is not tangible. We cannot touch it, its timing is a mystery, and we can't control it.

I try to sleep
I don't deserve it
I try to eat
I don't deserve it
I try to speak
I don't deserve it

I can see their pain
They don't deserve this
I did this to them
They don't deserve this

I watch the blade
I deserve this
I feel the pain
I deserve this

Pain is all I need