that is, why?
hate, love, death
why?
these things are so important to us, why?
Well I guess  its the things that are such an impact on our lives
I guess that's what were here for to figure it out in our own way
To answer this of life
But hey who knows right?

Sometimes I wish that there wasn't pain
or it would just go right
or they wouldn't have left
or that happiness was forever
I just wish all the loss I've felt would have never been
the people that passed lived forever
but that's the thing with wishes... they never come true

We were close, closer than my sisters
I trust them with every inch of my soul
I loved them so
My friends they stopped, they no longer talk
I still love them so, but we've drifted  away
now I'm alone
I miss my friends

awkward tans, hand stands
a child laughter, memories made forever
these are the best times,
we  laugh, swim, play till dark tucks the light away
family, friends, and lovers
all make these moment in the heat that much better
goals of life are made in these times of heat
  some achieve, some never will succeed
All I know is that this time of the year never fails
not even in the worst times it some how always turns out to be all right

Love cant be solved,  we all know it makes  insane.

I have many fears some are grand are some petty
I always fear what lays beyond, when it all ends
my life is one what will I do, will I be proud or will I regret?
I wish I knew but I also don't , I don't want to know when its going to happen.

also my fear of standing up, for my dreams
will I follow these or will I push out like all the rest?
will I see all, or will I never leave, if I do stay I will scream

I wish I knew if I will fail or conquer
but I will just have to live a life of fear.
but these fears are not bad they remind me
to push on and do what needs to be done
to life this wonderful life, to take these fears and laugh,
and ask why I feared them?