Your obsession with me
is finally over
well hopefully...

anyway
loving you
was like
trying to breathe
through
plastic wrap

I'm sorry I'm a failure I'm sorry I'm a **** I'm sorry I ruin everyone's life I'm sorry I'm a nobody and I'm sorry that I care what people think I'm sorry I'm depressed I'm sorry for being mean I'm sorry I'm stupid I'm sorry I feel pain in my heart cause nobody cares about me I'm sorry I am empty of happiness I'm sorry I am a ****** up ******* I'm sorry I'm alive and doing these things I wish I was different but I'm so sorry I'm not I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm nothing to be exited about I'm sorry .........

It's my fault that everything is wrong and falling apart it's my fault everyone is fighting and not getting along ....it's my fault

People  running people screaming people people swimming people talking there is sand there is sun there is fun it is a beach and there are lots off different possibilities

If you know what is bad and have not tried it once that is good but it also means you are only good and don't go outside the box if you have not snuck out with your friends wow you would probably be the first I am bad but sad I want someone to tell me I'm wrong to disipline me I am  bad and do stuff I'm not supposed to do but I do not go overboard yes I am bad if you are to coment and I'll follow you

Behind my smile is a frown behind my eyes is pain and  tears behind my laugh is a sob behind everything I'm a broken person and behind the happiness I should really be crying but behind it all I'm faking I'm not happy I'm sad but behind my pain would be laughing because nobody would actually care because behind it all I am very very broken beyond repair so you wanted to know what was behind my smile because behind my smile is pain .