Lost Indeed

Lost Indeed Feb 22

Oh dear

I think today, I lost you.
It will be hard to cope,
Because talking is a slippery *****,
And I already know—you felt it too.

Oh my T

Lost Indeed Feb 20

I wish I knew

My room still carries your scent,
And my sheets recall your embrace.
I tell myself you lost your way,
Left too soon, with nothing to say.

So I'll just watch the moon in vain,
And wish to see you once again.

Goodbye

Lost Indeed Feb 19

Past, Present and Future

What I feel is not sadness per say.
But longing...
As if a piece of my soul were torn away,
Leaving me forever alone, incomplete.

I hope to find you in another life,
Because my love transcends this realm
And I promised I would make you mine

It was T

Lost Indeed Feb 18

Sacrifice

I would curse the stars if they blurred your light
I would deafen music if it muffled your voice
I would end all colors if it distracted me from you sight
I would **** the man I was if that was your choice

It is T

Lost Indeed Feb 17

Yellow Walls

I write, shrouded by smoke,
The lighter flickers, lighting my room.
Your presence in this ritual I try to invoke,
Yet my mind drifts back to you.

I miss you like my lungs miss nicotine,
I miss you like the earth craves the rain.
I stop myself from wondering what could have been—
Without you, I’m not sure I can love again.

T

Lost Indeed Feb 16

Lovemonger

Like a cancer, I grow in your mind.
Like a plague, I consume your dreams.
Like a curse, I walk in your thoughts.
Like a spell, I compel you to say my name.
Like a drug, I travel in your blood.

I question your ability to forget me.
I challenge your capacity to keep me blocked.
I'm a warlock of your pleasure,
The root of your sins.

T

Lost Indeed Feb 14

Bliss

I hear your voice like a ritual,
And I imagine you like a fever dream.
I love the fact that it's mutual—
When I'm with you, I feel seen.

In the night, our bodies form a knot,
And our fingers intertwined.
We both sweat as if we fought,
I call you, and you yell that you are mine.

ForT