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Lizzie Jun 14
You know I don’t believe in soul mates
Because there’d be too many ways
A person could ***** himself over
And be unhappy for all of his days—
Then what would happen to his mate?

You know I don’t believe in soul mates
Because some people may never be
Good or holy or mature enough
To be worthy of matrimony.
So what would happen to their mates?

I do not believe in soul mates,
In one person being your destiny—
Because we’d never find that one
Among the fish within the sea—
And what would happen to our mates?

No, I don’t believe in soul mates.
Even though God brought us together,
And it feels like we’re made for each other,
I could be happy with many another.
What would happen to your mate?

Well, I don’t believe in soul mates,
Even though our powerful Lord
Knew from the beginning of time
You and I would strike a chord.
What would we do if we were mates?

I said, before, and I’ll say it again,
Despite what my experience claims:
Soul mates? Oh, they’re not a thing!
But… what about twin flames?
Lizzie Jun 14
You said you felt your sin was
Unforgivable, just because
Everything inside you
Knew
The harm that it would bring.
It’s true,
It took me some time to process
That darkness—
That darkness that eats you up inside,
That darkness that you try to hide.

Yes, my sorrow is for me,
Knowing that I could never be
The first woman you would see
In her sacred entirety.

But even more,
My grief is for you,
Who does not know just how near
Jesus holds you, nor how dear—
Especially in that moment when
You lose control and turn from Him.

If you could fathom
Even a part
Of how much He loves you in His heart,
Or how great His longing for you when
The dark takes you away from Him—
Why, you would cry with joyful grief
And gratitude. My belief
Is that your worth is so much more
Than your struggles, because He
Died for the sake of thee—
Not for the “who could be”—
No!
He died for your quiddity!

Oh God, if you only knew!
Your soul would overflow with tears,
Not tears of shame or tears of guilt,
Not tears of fear or hate. God spilt
His blood for those who are unworthy.
He loves you who are unworthy!
He loves you who are unworthy!
Yes, you will fall again and again,
But Jesus calls you back to Him.
The only pain you would feel
Is the pang of joy, and ne’er yearn
for lesser fleshy things. You’d burn
With desire for the Great Lord of
Peace and Mercy and of Love.
Lizzie Jun 14
I wanna write a song for you
Unlike any I've written before,
Something to catch you on the lips
As you're going out the door.

I wanna tell you how I feel
Because this love still seems unreal,
And I'm afraid
Of waking up.
Are you scared, too?
Am I enough?

Well!
There's too many thoughts in my mind,
But mostly what keeps me occupied,

Is the way you laugh,
And how you smile,
And how you hug me every time
Like you haven't seen me in awhile.
And I feel like I could do
Anything, if it was for you,
But I'm too scared to risk it all
Until I'm sure it's mutual.

I know I'm not a poet,
And I can hardly sing,
But--
**** it!--
Here's the thing:
I'd sing this stupid song on a public stage
Everywhere
Because I want the whole world to see
(It's only fair)
How amazing you are,
How amazing you might be.
But before I do all that,
How much do you like me?
Lizzie Jun 14
Darling, are you a lover... of poetry?
Or only a lover simply, of me?
What I mean to say
(If you care to hear)
Is I'll write you a poem
If… you hold it dear--
But not only dear for my sake,
Rather if you truly appreciate!
Because if not you, then at least I
Appreciate a poem, by and by.

Darling, are you a writer, a poem composer?
Because I am not a poem-opposer.
What I mean to say
(If you don't mind the trouble)
Is I love any poem,
But when it’s from you, double.
And if it is bad, then I, for your sake,
Still the thought would appreciate.
Because if not you, then at least I
Love getting poems, by and by.
Lizzie Jun 14
Darling, I wanted to apologize
for every single time I catastrophize;
I don't want to take you for surprise.
Next time I'll try ta do what's wise.
Cognitive distortions in my head,
Sometimes wishing that I were dead
All ‘cause uh something ‘s small as a look.
But I've been reading this self-help book,
And if you have faith in me
Then I can do anything, I believe.

So darling, darling, don't despise me
When everything's the source of my anxiety;
Darling, understand and forgive me;
This whole **** song is a catastrophe!

There's another thing I forgot to mention
I feel like an imposter with good intentions.
(I think:) "It's a matter of time till you know that
There really is nothing that I am good at."
But I don't want fame or things or money,
All I really want is to be with you, honey,
And as long as I keep God in sight,
I know that ev'rything will be alright.
And as long as I have faith in Him,
Then I believe I can do anything.

So darling, darling, don't despise me
When there is darkness deep inside me.
Darling, understand and forgive me;
This whole **** song is a catastrophe!

But I guess if you stuck around so long,
Then there's no need for this stupid song.

So darling, darling, don't despise me
You be my man, I'll be your lady.
Darling, understand and forgive me;
This whole **** song is a catastrophe!
(A catastrophe)
(A catastrophe)
(A catastrophe)
(A catastrophe)
(A catastrophe)
Lizzie Jun 14
Oh Nature, whence hast thou this beauty
Which impresses itself upon my senses,
But whose grandeur refuses to penetrate the depths of my darkened heart?
Cruel glory, you mock my pain.
You trod upon the brokenness of my being
And into the turbulent winds sling my soul to be whipped--
Back and forth, black for all I'm worth!
I shrink from you as the frozen man flees from fire.
There is malediction in your majesty.
For I find I'm a flea: tiny, minute, infinitesimally small.
    But by God, I'll prove a stubborn bug;
I will bite, and bite, and bite!
No sleep shall upon you now or any night.
What good shall your beauty bring you then,
When you share your sheets with one such as me?
You who once scorned my sorrow,
Where went your wagging tongue?
Lizzie Jun 14
Once....
There was a young man,
Fell desperately in love.
She who had his heart
Was all he could think of.

There was a young woman,
So lonesome and so sad.
She didn’t mind the company
Of he whose heart she had.

Everything he had, he gave,
In hopes for love, and more.
But though she gave her heart and mind,
She gave them slow and sore.

Strangled by his strong affection,
The woman pulled away,
But equally afraid of freedom,
Still she tried to stay.

Desperate himself, he feared
(And maybe rightly so),
That if he once let go his grip,
That she would up and go.

If love is a game, they played it,
A competition to the last--
Him, to hold her tight forever,
And her to leave his grasp.

And so, selfish and contemptous,
Neither love was pure.
What once was sweet and kind
Became a constant scourge.

But if one was more to blame,
Then surely it was she,
Who knew there comes no happy ending
From such disunity.

And the one was more at fault
Who for a year kept on trying
To feel feelings she did not,
And to them both kept lying.

When at last she had the strength,
The bitter truth was told.
She broke the poor man to peices,
Left him confused and cold.

And what more sorrow did she feel,
And what kind of regret?
She hated him who loved her so
For all the time ill-spent.
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