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Justin S Wampler Jul 2015
My fingers are callused enough
to omit the burning pain
for at least as long as need be.

Her smile isn't quite rough,
and with her fiery mane
she's quite the sight to see.

Nevertheless, she's better seen ****
and I don't mean to be rude,
but god her thighs are begging
to be wrapped around me.

I can taste the many years
and countless beers
on her beautiful lips
that hide the harsh truths.

So tell me dear,
what is it you fear?

That your daughter may be
more desirable than you?
Upstream Color,
burn for me baby.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2021
Yellow like the stars on the sea,
snacking on peaches and cream.
Yellow like a tinge of nicotine,
tasting the salted breeze.
If ever there was a fellow so yellow,
why that fellow would surely be me.
Slice of nothing
empty plate
piles of vacancy
cover the horizon
population zero
still cities
quiet interstates
heaping helpings
devoid of substance
fistful of fingers
garbled signals
snow and static
white noise
no noise at all

Gimme gimme
snow and stasis
thought not
vacuum head
intellectual parasites starve to death
digging their teeth deeper into my scalp
desperate for a taste of ******* something.

Shallow waters
jean pools
denim sheets
flannel curtains
clouded windows
hazy eyes
breadth of sun
shining light upon
nothing.
Justin S Wampler Oct 2024
He's clocking out, climbing into his car.
He can do both things at once,
the time clock is just an app on his phone.
These days, he guesses, most everything
is just an app on the phone.

Phone. We still call it that.
Wonder how many people
make calls these days at all?
He laughs quietly to himself
and starts the engine,
shifts into first,
slips the clutch,
and he's on the road.

He passes run down storefronts
long abandoned, old restaurants
with four or five different names
glued to the facade. Nothing lasts here.

The diner still runs though,
a well oiled machine.
Maybe I'll eat there tonight
he says to himself.
Breakfast for dinner, eggs and bacon.
Sounds good.

Maybe he'll stay there for six hours.
Drinking coffee,
talking to locals.
Maybe he won't.
Maybe he'll take the long way home
and hit the pub for wings.
Maybe he won't though.
No matter what he ends up doing
he's always satisfied having the options.

It's not the places I go to waste my time,
the thought comes to him suddenly,
it's the option of being able to waste it
wherever and whenever I want.
That's what I really love.

He smiles a slight grin,
eyes full of sunset.
His stomach grumbles,
hits a downshift as he steps on the gas,
and cruises off into the horizon.
It may not be a particularly exciting
or overly successful life, but
one thing that's for certain is that
he'll be happy to do it all over again
tomorrow.
Justin S Wampler May 2015
She spies shy eyes inside,
trying to belie the lies cast aside
by the nine-mile-high night sky
which shines prying white light
right upon her sighing mind.
Justin S Wampler Apr 2015
Light freezes in the moments before impact,
tiny details become pronounced and defined.

Double yellow lines streak by underneath,
the windshield fogs from heavy breaths confined.

Trees blur and bend on either side,
the engine screams in protest at being redlined.

Tires squeal and shriek, brakes lock and smoke,
flesh and metal become tangible and intertwined.

The last things he ever heard
were her piercing screams
from the seat adjacent.

The last things she ever saw
were twin oncoming headlights
illuminating his lunatic smile.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2015
It's calm, almost subdued in a way.
The park calms my qualms,
as leaves fall.
I see her walking,
face illuminated by the screen
of the phone in her spindly fingers.

I stare at her fingers
and close my eyes.

I feel their touch with my mind.
Then she's gone,
and the bench beneath me
and the clouds above me
and the air around me
are tangible again.

She's gone,
and I don't even know
the color of her eyes.

Just the blue-grey tint
of the future I live in.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2016
Lovely though it was,
the grace of wakefulness
took that light from me.

The more I try to grasp it back
the more it seems to evade me,
receding deeper into my mind.

But my body still remembers fine,
sweaty and aroused with a throbbing
sensation down south of my equator.

Good morning life,
good night sweet love,
may you return tonight.

Return to my sleeping eyes
so my body may remember
just one more time.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2022
All the loudest folk lie endlessly,
while the honest and the truthful
never speak a single word.
Justin S Wampler May 2014
I can feel the compassion rush to my eyes
and a smile breaks the silence of my lips,
as I stare across the table at your empty seat
vivid imagery lends itself to my cause;

My nose is briefly embraced by  
the shampoo you so worship with each
flowing strand of your liquid golden locks

and then it's the look in your eyes subtly
telling me things that words can't describe,
telling me things that words don't exist for.

instantly, I'm completely lost swimming
in the ever-blue swirls and twine
that surround your all-seeing retinas

instantly, I'm completely left thinking
of the ever-grey thorns on your spine
and the swirl in the rose that adorns it

These are the things I see
even with you absent
from the seat across from me.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2022
This is the last time
I ever mistake tail lights
for the sunset.

Take a minute,
a breather,
a respite.

You lead me
quite well,
my friend,

but

I'll never be caught dead
treading water
in your wake again.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
Hollow with these words.
Empty with you here
beside me.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2021
I can feel it
in my bones.
Is this my home?

Twist the pops
out of my spine.
God, that feels divine.

Do your best,
take it slow.
Make a call on your phone.

Do not stop,
keep it aligned.
A beer helps me unwind.

A smell, a vibe,
the fear of being alone.
Do you want to be my home?

Weaver of tales,
fiddler of twine.
Author of all my time.
Justin S Wampler May 2015
I will never be of tomorrow.
The past will always be
the path that I follow.
Justin S Wampler May 2015
Baby I hope you can run
faster than your mascara,

because a little sobbing
won't stop me now.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2015
I feel the stomach clench and threaten
to reject the liquid abuse it's been taking
from the mouth that never seems to know,
when enough is finally ******* enough.

I see these hands summon and beckon
to chattering ******* just now making
their way through a violent front door,
then they forget and reach for one more.

one more velvet cigarette
one more velvet cigarette


just one more.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2020
A squeeze
A smile
A tingling breeze

Sit right here
Next to me
And let's just watch
Some TV
Justin S Wampler Nov 2020
Make me feel
Like a man,

And

I'll make you feel
Like a woman.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
Nice, yeah it was.
But it's been a long time.
Since I could call you mine.

Waiting, yeah I still am.
I ordered those drinks years
and years ago, twenty four beers
and beers ago.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2021
I smiled at a woman,
I smiled at a man,
with eyebrows; inquisitive,
but neither even grinned.

I smiled at a child,
I smiled at a priest,
with my shoulders a-shrugged,
I expected eye contact at least.

I smiled at the moon,
I smiled at a cat,
I smiled in the mirror
and I smiled right back.

I smiled in gibberish,
I smiled in phases,
why won't anyone smile at me?
Do they know that I'm wasted?
Justin S Wampler Jan 2016
The clock's too slow
and I'm hungry.
Only two hours until
I can hit the bar.
Maybe I'll get a
****** mary.
Maybe I'll get
three shots.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2022
Hands fly.
They buzz in pretty little circles,
round and round.
The circumferential numerals
countlessly winding down days.
Hands spinning away years.

Seems their speed is dependent,
relative to routine.

Slip into a well-grooved track of mundanity
and watch the wheel run.

Dash in a bit of change, though,
and feel it slow a bit.
Take a step out of that path worn into the floor.
Face a new direction, argue with your compass.

Slow it all down.

Slow life down
to a sober crawl,
stand face to face with
that clock on the wall.
Fight your routines,
they're just robbing you
of your time.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2016
Is the line as fine as you think it is?

I'm never quite sure.
Justin S Wampler Oct 2014
I am an umber puddle of ****
catching the unfortunate leaf
as it leisurely leaves it's tree.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Drive your spile
Into me,
And take what you've tapped.

Been going on miles,
Last night's dream
Was of two maps.

We alternate
Between the two,
Getting there ain't our right.

Time's gone late,
And who knew?
Missed the turn off last night.

Now or later,
Drink it down,
Do I satiate the thirst?

Now a neighbor
In a new town,
I'll go say hello first.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2020
I'll be
Humming
Counting Crows
For the rest
Of my
Life.

I'll be
Taking things
A little too seriously,
Or maybe I'll just
Trim my beard
A bit.

I'll be
Here.
Justin S Wampler May 2015
He paints the insides of his nostrils
with whiteout and glue,
and takes a deep breath.

Scotty colors his teeth in with a sharpie
standing before the bathroom mirror,
he exhales and smiles blackly.

The whiteness of his eyes irritates him,
so he sprays them with double-you-dee-forty
and they roll in his head smoothly and reddened.

His beautiful hands catch his eye
and he grabs a thumbnail with his incisors,
pausing to glance into his intentions.

When Scott sees himself reflected,
his head jerks and the nail is ripped from his skin
as his pained grimace turns into an insane grin.

As he becomes beautiful again.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
She danced away
in the falling rain
of one dollar bills,
under the clouds
of swirling blue
cigarette smoke.

Strobe lightning
blinded the crowd
in seductive pulses,
as the loudspeakers
thundered booming
bass into their ears.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2017
Crispity crunchy,
Zagnut bars are delicious,
do you like this watch?
Justin S Wampler Mar 2017
Knotted strands of blue
stuck in my slightly red beard,
means her heart is here.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2014
bar bars bars bar bars bars
smoke smoke smoke cigs smoke
shot shot beer shot beer
bar bar bars bar smoke shot beer
sleep, glorious sleep.
Justin S Wampler Oct 2020
Man my back hurts
From carrying all of this
Right between my shoulder blades
I wish it would crack
And give me some relief
Because I've got years ahead of me
And I'll still be carrying all this

I can't let it go
Not now, not tomorrow,
Not twelve years ago
Justin S Wampler Jan 2021
It's fun to fight
Fight with myself
Fight my compulsions and wants

I want to abolish my responsibility
But I'm going to work today
I want to hydrate with brandy or whiskey
But I'm having water instead
I want to get all my nutrition from eating *****
But I'll cook a little meal for myself
I want to get addicted to ******
But I'll just read this book on it

I want to rip a hole in the sky
I want to shoot cans off my desk
I want to light fires
I want to scream at people
I want to shatter my mirrors
I want to rip the curtains down
I want to kick my TV, right off the stand
I want to throw my money down the garbage disposal
I want to laugh at the smouldering ruins
That used to be my life

But I'll just make myself some tea tonight
I'll just smile and look at my thoughts
And examine them from my nice warm car

I'll just laugh and remember to love my life
I'll think of my brother, I'll think of that knife
That I gave him for his birthday last year
And about how grateful he was
As he added it to his fishing gear

I'll think of my friends and I'll think
Of my Mom
And I'll know that everyone
Is struggling along

I'll find solace in knowing that fact
Because I'm not alone
And I'm certain of that.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2021
Poetry's *******.
Either write a novel,
or *******.
Justin S Wampler Dec 2018
A little voice
Tells me
To hold backspace
Until everything
Is gone.
Occasion arises
And I erase
Eagerly
And with gusto
Until masterpieces
Vanish.
I'm not
I'm not a writer
Or a lover
Or anything
I am whiteout
Painting coats
Onto an
Already blank
Sheet of paper.
Justin S Wampler Oct 2021
By all means, please persist.

Because who am I to arrive
bearing a smile of unwant, and
thrusting upheaval upon you?
Who am I to touch those delicate
sensibilities that are so intricately
woven into your aether?

This fragile construct of reality
that you've found so sheltering,
now quivers in the winds of change.
An over ambitious house of cards.
A deck of tarot stacked to the ceiling,
just begging me to come along
and grasp it in my lengthy arms.

To draw and to be drawn.
To show and to be shown.

To cast out a line of fate,
only to find it hooked upon some rotten boot.
What a catch.
What a catch, indeed.
Justin S Wampler May 2021
It ain't the trees,
ain't the grass either.
Ain't the cityscape
or the skyscrapers.
It ain't the movies
or the fancy music.
Ain't the games
or any gadgets.

It's the sky.
That's what I'm in it for.
The blue
and the white.
Fluffy and infinite.
Gradient and stolid,
whether rain or shine.
Vast and welcoming.

She's the sky.
She's the blue,
the infinite.

She's the,

the...
well...

She's the sky.


I wander in her.
Adrift upon golden rays.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2022
This road of indecision
I often find myself on
is paved with countless carcasses
of squirrels and deer aplenty.

They all watch me make my way,
their eyes still brimming
with high beams and headlights.

I can hear the faint echoes
of a thousand car horns
resonating within me.

Pizza?
Wings?
Left?
Right?
I don't know.
You decide.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2021
Oh great,
the bugs are awake.

I walked right through a cloud
of mosquitoes today.
Oh, great.
The bugs are awake.

Snow is still on the ground,
the sun's only been out for one day!
Oh great...
...the bugs are awake.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2014
Shouted the boy-child,
upturned empty hands.

"All that I've got are these words that I've learned!"

As his love ran wild,
and refused to return.

"These cliched lines, I believe in these phrases!"

But she just doesn't care,
and prefers being jaded.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2014
Yesterday was,
today is,
tomorrow has yet
to be.

Time itself;
a unit of measurement
for our own failing bodies.

Counting machines
with hands and faces;
"tick-tock" insist the clocks.

Smiling on me
from atop the wall,
numbers serve as chopping blocks.
Justin S Wampler May 2017
Standing beside you, I ponder...

...was the grass always this green and lush?
...has the baby blue sky seemed this vast before?
...where have these infinite possibilities arisen from?
...is my hand too sweaty to hold?
...have the stars forever shone this brilliant?
...where does time go?
...how does her smile warm me like the radiance of the sun?
...will my face crack from smiling this hard?
...is it possible to love her any more?
...how can I prove it to her?

I'll figure it out, I'll find a covered porch and a glider or a pair of rocking chairs. I'll count the cars and admire her hair in the breeze blowing between our knees as the future unfolds itself out of thin air.
A love I've never felt before,
a beautiful pair...

"what're you thinking about?"

Oh! Me?
I'm just thinking about...
Justin S Wampler May 2015
Countless overlapping stickers speak
more history than a sacred sacrament.
The guitarist's personal bible
is the case for their instrument.
Justin S Wampler Apr 2015
Anything worth doing,
is worth doing right.

Like forgetting.

That's why I drink
brandy these days.

Laced with regret,

I always remember
Jack Daniels nights.
Justin S Wampler Dec 2021
Sunlash tangles in my eyelights,
my fog breaths up the windshield.
I'm shifting lanes and changing gears.
I'm feeling
good.

A whisper tries to gnaw at my bones,
it begs me to appease.
My foot gets heavier
and I'm flooring the pedal,
matting to the metal.

Tachometer syncs up with my heart,
I'm in tachycardia and falling apart.
I lost my exhaust.
My head won't start.
My wheels are falling off.

I'm a screaming freight knuckle, white training it.
Barreling down
some small town.

I crack a smile and rub my face.

The whisper
still whispers,
and I'm still feeling

good.
Years ago I used to go drunk driving for fun.
I've been gifted with copious amounts of luck.
Justin S Wampler Jan 2021
Echoing memories.
Singing along.
A sweet siren's song,
Beckoning in reverse.

A simple task,
Ignore the past.
Stay true to your course.

Coarse or fine,
Threaded divine;
Fascinating fasteners.

Dogs will bark,
The sun will rise
And, memories
still whisper.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
You Are low,
show me your petals.

She lives life like the
silence of falling snow,
or like the smell of
fresh rain on her skin.

Pretty pink petals pull
open for me to taste
her sweet nectar,
let us pollinate.

I'm losing my souls
a step at a time.

My ears get hot when you
**** me at gunpoint.
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