Lost - Hello Poetry

Lost Feb 2016

There is still dark after the storm.

It may be brighter than before.

But it is there.

Try to find it if you dare.

It lies in the corners of the happiest homes.

Waiting to pray on the weak and alone.

#pain #alone #dark #hurt #storm

Lost Feb 2016

Laugh It Off

How I learned to deal with bullies:

Let them have their laugh.

Then laugh about the stupid things they say and do later because you got screenshots of all that **** for the cops. xD

#hate #laughing #bully #bullies #threats #hater #notscared

Lost Feb 2016

To the Girl Still Continue to Bully Me For No Reason

"Fuckbuddy" does not apply when there is no intimate relationship between two people. But thanks for your input. Everyone feels a lot less stressed and irritated now that you're gone.

That's cute how you're still trying to cause problems. Real mature of you.

#done #bully #fightme #seeya #itoldyouso #watchshesgonnacomment #imnotscaredofyou

Lost Feb 2016

Six Words From a Letter to Him I Will Never Write

Goodbye, may there forever still be love.

-*your girl

Still dealing with the goodbye we never got a chance to say.

#love #short #hurt #goodbye #her #him #lovers #letter #six #sixwords

Lost Feb 2016

Maybe I Shouldn't Have Loved Him.

Maybe I shouldn't have been his girlfriend.
Maybe I shouldn't have gotten so attached to the way he held me.
Maybe I shouldn't have been so needy for affection.
Maybe I shouldn't have got so jealous of his girl friends.
Maybe I shouldn't have told him every time I was sad.
Maybe I shouldn't have been so dependent.
Maybe I shouldn't have felt like I should be a priority.
Maybe I shouldn't have insisted on spending so much time with him.
Maybe I shouldn't have expected so much.
Maybe I shouldn't have wanted more than he would give.
Maybe I shouldn't have asked for everything.
Maybe I shouldn't have compared myself to his ex.
Maybe I shouldn't have compared him to mine.
Maybe I shouldn't have pushed so much.
Maybe I shouldn't have pursued him.
Maybe I shouldn't have said yes.
Maybe I shouldn't have let him go.
Maybe I shouldn't have said hello.

He left without a reason, but I found a million.

#love #ex #sad #boyfriend #lover #breakup #dating #emotional #exboyfriend #needy

Lost Feb 2016

I Was Used

It may be Valentine's Day, but once again, I find no love, just salt.

You see,

I was taught at a young age,
You need to learn to love yourself before you can love anyone else.
Now a boy came along one day,
Made me believe in love myself.
But that love left me locked in a cage,
Unable to breathe, suffocating slowly,
Made to feel nothing but lonely.
I was trapped but not his only.
Just another doll on his shelf,
Not wanted and not needed, they say.
And I will never have a Valentine myself.
For one will ever stay.

I've become dependent and needy,

And it's all his fault.

#love #hate #abuse #relationships #relationship #abusive #used #valentinesday #boyandgirl #abusiverelationship

Lost Feb 2016

Michael

Michael?

Well, he's..

mysterious,

indecisive,

distant,

unattached,

cold,

dark,

mean,

 *but only on the surface.
Caring,

kind,

loving,

committed,

protective,

sweet,

gentle,

respectful,

*He's the best thing that ever happened to me.

He's the best thing in my life. Even if he refuses to admit it.

#love #boyfriend #michael