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458 · May 2021
Exposed
Brett May 2021
The ice from the sun
Paints frost upon the roads

The sun is different here
          Far more glimmer than shine
Dangling conveniently from a string

The sky wears its blemishes
As each passerby stitches their heart upon their sleeve
          Bloodstained fabrics
          I stand naked on the street

Exposed
          Or maybe,
Free

Costumed faces
Pay no mind
As the birds fly south in Spring
432 · Nov 2020
Him
Brett Nov 2020
Him
Oh, does a man wonder
If he can ever taste love again
For if he did
Would the ink run dry from his pen
Would his metaphors fall overboard
And sink to the abyss
Oh, how he fears the kiss of warm lips
May deaden his words
And if his manic musings would even be missed
For the only time his wandering mind feels alive
Is when the flowers that bloom
Lay dead inside
Through pain is how he explains
The beauty of a dessert
Longing for rain
He’s played many a game of chess
With the author of his own death
It’s how he learns
The difference between
A cold December nightmare
And living out his dreams
His reality is seen
Through the lines we read between
Labeled aloof
You would be too
If you sat with the truth
And understood
He would rather be him
Then pretend to be you
Imagine a man at peace with every dimly lit street
For even the shadows speak
Subtle, discreet
Lend an ear
Give them a listen
Oh, darkness
Forever painted as the villain
He finds hope in those lonely cold winters
Depressed or obsessed?
For maybe he lives life
As if life were all he had left
Often out of step?
Or unwilling to die on a bed of his own regrets
If only you could feel the fire of passion
That burns in his every breath
We all fade
So, he would rather slow dance with life
On the tip of her blade
For your only ever you
When you forget to be afraid
Long, but I just could not stop writing.
431 · Mar 2022
Languishing Depths
Brett Mar 2022
What a silence
Gagged by all my swallowed pride
A man with two minds
Sitting at an empty breakfast table
Crumbs caked in dust
Sleep hangs from my eyes
Like four fingers gripping a ledge
Hoping to be pulled in through an open window, but
Content with dangling forever
Those that I love are my strangers
Overcast in August
Sedated on the bank of a lake
Sifting through rocks
Hair hiding her face, from my memory
Silently, I can write down her name
Yet moments most important
Are just the pages where I fill in the blanks
How many tears have I replaced
With forced smiles and sundresses
Swaying with grace
As you run through the wind and into my arms
How far have I waded
Into deep waters of fiction
What lies sunken and drowned
Beneath the calm surface I have created
What will be found
When the depths are dragged
Will this lake give up my dead?
429 · Feb 2021
Up in Flames
Brett Feb 2021
Embers burn the fields of love to ashes
As the crackle of the flame traps and trances
The malignant nature of second chances
Who can say what True Romance is
Just glance at how the fire dances
Our hearts the urns
Remnants of all the moments that have come to pass us
Silhouettes sketched of pain
Ashen sculptures of what remains
Burnt and blazed
Empty charred picture frames
Sit upon this mantle of blame
417 · Mar 2021
Steady Flow
Brett Mar 2021
I am not here for anyone’s amusement
I dance when I hear music
I scratch my head when it itches
I love with my heart
And see with my eyes
The ground beneath my feet lets me know
That while I can not fly
I may travel through time
And see new life
Where it once did not exist
I run my fingers across my face
For I know I will soon long for younger days
But I remember
Just as we wither
So too do we grow
Endless rivers
Steady flow
404 · Apr 2021
Last Horizon
Brett Apr 2021
I often ponder the thought of living forever
Immortal
The weary heart chronicler
                    Of one last cold December

Death does nary escape my mind
Yet who is the keeper
What specter
                     keeps its watchful eye on time

Stuck in a daydream
Yet I see life written
So clearly across the sky
             What fate awaits eternal eyes

Whose lips
             Shall be my last kiss goodbye

Would I be stricken lonely
To witness life’s flourishes
As they slowly
             Recede below me
383 · Nov 2020
If I Die Tonight
Brett Nov 2020
If I die tonight
Please don’t pray for me
Hell is full
And Heaven’s gates don’t open free

If I die tonight
Look up to the stars
Peel back the façade
Past the hate in our hearts

If I die tonight
Find peace in my courage
Never backed down
Went out in a flourish
380 · Mar 2021
One Last Sip
Brett Mar 2021
Love is just a word
That I sometimes hear whispered

Echoing through the soul
I left buried somewhere off in the distance

The only smile I know is trapped in these fading pictures
Pills, potions, and mysterious mixtures

A feeble attempt to **** the feeling quicker
Of loss and loneliness

The heart is home is it?
To me a cage where I lock away

Each and every drop of pain
Yet my lips are stained when I speak your name

The tears you cry
Fill my cup with rain

Just one more sip before I drift………
372 · Mar 2021
Sticks and Stones
Brett Mar 2021
Sticks and stones may break my bones
With words I form an army
Pages of emptied lead
Thought’s grenade
When I pull the pen

As letters cry between the battle lines;
“More ammo”
I peak my head
Out from the foxhole that is my mind
To see comrades crumpled
Neatly laid side by side
A mass grave
Where General Ideas go to die
362 · Nov 2020
Beyond The Black
Brett Nov 2020
Oh, how beautiful the sunset
Like a blazing chariot
Laying its steeds to rest
I wonder if in death
The beauty of life
Will follow us to its depths
Is there more to see
Beyond the golden Autumn leaves
That paint the streets
Does majesty follow us beyond
Are souls ever truly gone
Or do the waves of time
Carry on our songs
Can we touch the heavens
And hold love in our palms
Or are we destined to fade
Into the ether
Like the ink on this page
351 · Mar 2021
Still
Brett Mar 2021
As I step slowly off the edge
My thoughts descend
To an endless field colored many shades of red
There’s a woman
Standing still
The sun-bathing her ocean-colored dress
She speaks with her eyes, but
I am deaf to her thoughts
Though I feel she hears mine
Her face, I cannot recognize
Yet her scent radiates
Of sunflowers and the freeing smell of pine
She motions forward
As our fingers interlace like vines
The sun sits stoic, its throne upon the sky
I am led on
Through places I remember as a child
This world seems manifested
Forgotten moments
Excavated from some locked door in the dungeons of my mind
As if the beating of my heart was painted
On a canvas frozen forever in this time
She glances over her exposed shoulder
Something stirs
As we approach a river that screams De-Nile
Anxiously I approach the banks
Her emerald eyes illuminate
The perfect crooked symmetry
Of her calming smile
Her lips hover just one step away from mine
But I move no closer
For I know hers is not a love
That I am ever meant to find
Just a passing dream
Written for the thousandth time
336 · Apr 2021
Go On
Brett Apr 2021
Life is rough baby
            So go on
Cry us a river
Drip the liquid venom from your fangs
            Under my skin
Be the dark mass spotted on my liver

Go on now love
            Nourish my pain
Feed me my ego
Shoot your pride
             Up into my veins

Give to me life darling
             Or come and take it away
Hold my bleeding heart in your hands
Let me watch
             While you throw it away
328 · Jan 2021
Passing Through
Brett Jan 2021
How it feels to realize
When you are dead and gone
The Earth just never ceases to spin on
To play the role of a pawn
Never to be king
Rally a feeling to find the highest peak
And jump
In the hopes of finding your wings

What is life?

To live and to die
Years lost in search of why
The truth lies in those weary eyes
Our broken hearts tattooed with the fading ink of foolish pride
Divided by battle lines
Of our shared scars
What is yours is mine
We are all just parting souls
Endlessly floating down this river of time
So, ferry me away
Just past this life’s horizon
Lies better days
327 · Mar 2021
Crumple
Brett Mar 2021
Six hours
Staring down at a blank page
Maybe
This is the best art I have ever made
Empty
Like the pit in my stomach

I swear I am flush with ideas
Yet I think them
Far better than I could ever say
Reach out to grasp
And they up and run away

Oh

The sun is shining
Yet I prayed for rain today
God must have missed the message
See
I asked for blessings
All I received was this broken record
About a years-long depression

Mine as well force a smile
And drop the needle atop this vinyl
Can you hear it
My favorite song
Denial
324 · Mar 2021
Art
Brett Mar 2021
Art
What is art, but the haggard man
Plucking his strings
On a weathered bench in Central Park

The wine drunk widow
Who dances slow
Behind her stained-glass window

An anxious teen
Who paints the canvas
The same color as her dreams

Could it be Ali
Who taught us the beauty of dancing like the butterfly
And stinging like the bee

Is it art if you write your pain
And sell it free
So that another may capture peace and escape the rain

The Colossus of Rhodes
The single mother working two jobs
So you may have a hot meal waiting for you at home

That is art
This; well this is words
Written somewhere between the crown of my head
And the depth of my heart
312 · Mar 2021
Bags
Brett Mar 2021
I would like to take a trip, but the only bags I own
Are the ones weighing down my eyes

My feet long to set out, but
They are often outpaced by my mind

My body doesn’t move an inch because the nerve
Has crawled up from out my spine

The eyes blink to signal I’m alive, but behind those oval blinds
An echo

You’ll be fine
303 · Nov 2020
Broken Clock
Brett Nov 2020
In this broken clock
I find solace for the pain
Though time flows onward still
Like a river catches rain

In this broken clock
I can hear the music play
As the haggard singer smiles
And strums his soul away

In this broken clock
I fear I cannot stay
Eternally trapped inside
Trading tomorrows for today
This one means a lot.
293 · Nov 2020
My Thanks
Brett Nov 2020
I hope he can express himself
Without breaking her boundaries
It is easy to forget
It hurts to remember
That he became a better man
On the day that he met her
A heart once cold
Ignited by her ember
How she turned his heart of leather
Into something tender
He sits on this lonely cold November
Pondering how a stranger
Could make his soul feel like he met her
In another life
In the depths of his dreams
Alone in the crowd
How the stars in her eyes
Made him feel seen
The monkey on his mind
She made him believe
That love was the gravity
That pulled on the seams
Of his stoic façade
If there is a god
She is the essence of a pretty blonde
Sundresses and scars
She taught him that perfection
Is the product of our flaws
She is the songbird
Singing melodies through the jungle trees
The butterflies in his gut
The weakness in his knees
That is her
The universe could never do her justice with these words
Let him be frank
He owes you his life
A message of my thanks.
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone. Hold Your Loved Ones Close
293 · Feb 2021
Pictures
Brett Feb 2021
Poems are pictures
A lyrical mixture
Of memories turned permanent fixtures

A moment may fade
Like flowers withered on the grave
Portraits of passion stitched with pain

Ink is the clouds
The paper catches rain
Your mind the frame

Through which we see
Each and every part
Of whom we wish to be
285 · Jul 2021
Graveyard Full of Flowers
Brett Jul 2021
Supersonic thoughts seem to speed up the passing of my life.
Just yesterday; it seems,
love and luck laid bare next to me,
like loaded dice on a Vegas summer night.

Now I cradle the ghost of unforeseen catastrophe.
Blood from bullet wounds
prove false my bravado.

Beneath the blackened circles of my weary eyes,
sleep calls to me
like a string quartet of warped wooden violins.

My wordbook’s scribblings are just a pale excuse for my silent sins. Like neglect and
blatant disrespect for the stacking of the deck against me.

There it is again. Quiet qualifiers to mask my true intent.
Heaven sent its hounds,
to drag me down; hell bound, for ignoring the silent sounds

Of tears that grace the ground before me.
An honest mistake for rain. Pain,
is like ****** for the insane, shooting through my veins.

Feeding the flowers you think you see, blooming
in the graveyards of my brain.
275 · Oct 2020
One Less
Brett Oct 2020
Whether sunrise or sunset
Autumn leaves or sundress
The party always seems like one less

Whether rain falls or snow rests
Your beauty escapes no breath
The party always seems like one less

Whether dark days bring deep stress
Your loves what keeps this pen wet
The party always seems like one less

Whether hearts break or re-mesh
Your soul is my weakness
This party just isn’t the same without your sweetness
271 · Jan 2021
Ver-b-ully
Brett Jan 2021
Do you know what he has to fight
To make sure he makes it through each and every night
Now don’t get it all in a twist
He would never take his own life
Or contemplate a suicide
But the voices in his head
Keep opening his mind
To maybe see what is on the other side
The universe lies just past the horizon of his eyes
Just a Ne’er do well
Trying to pierce the veil
This shells too small
And he is tired of being the snail
Just racing with time
So before he punches the clock
He says
I’m going to get mine
Too scared to death to ever die
Now he just gets loaded up and lets the words fly
So don’t get discouraged
Wouldn’t want his parents to worry
Cause he hasn’t slept in weeks
Too many poems to write
Too many lines swimming in his mind
He’s a word bully
Who verbally
Abuses verbs
Puts his heart and soul into every word
Every verse
Until the day the hearse delivers his casket beneath the Earth
Brett Jan 2022
My lucid sleeping has drawn the gaze
Of these dream demons that scheme against me.
This time of night, even the monsters have slinked away
Back inside their closet.

You have not known fear, rational or otherwise,
Until you lie powerless to the paralysis
That the dream demon wields so elegantly against me.
Like gripped by a vice, my body is held stiff.

My eyes wide open, or so my mind is led to believe
By the amorphous foe playing tricks with my deepest grief.
Contorting memories into the present moment,
A bedroom near identical to my own.

Hospital white walls, and the same clothes strewn about.
A faceless lady lay next to me, curved in shadows. My hand
Reaches out, but hovers just shy, as if set in stone.
Why cant I move? One more attempt proves of little use.

Just then, I am stabbed by six figures seven times and burned
Alive, but yet I do not die. Oh how I struggle to move
An inch or two, but this formless force denies. I demand
The demon speak to me, but before the thought can make its move
The loop repeats. I never die, but I always bleed.
256 · Oct 2020
A Way Out
Brett Oct 2020
The wind pushes west
On through the trees
As the stars rest beyond the clouds
I can’t see a way out
As the night sings aloud
The forest tells her story
As the leaves kiss the ground
Nature gathers to scream
As no one hears a sound
The fire crackles at my feet
As the creature’s circle round
The vines begin to wither
As the redwoods come crashing down
I can’t see a way out
242 · Oct 2020
Petals of Love
Brett Oct 2020
If our love was a flower
Would it be wilted and dead?

If our love was a flower
Could morning rains breath life again?

If our love was a flower
I am the bee
Giving you what you want
Taking what I need

If our love was a flower
What color would you see?
I would see you
As beautiful as could be

If our love was flower
Would we be picked for a vase?
Or would we grow wild like the meadows on the plains?

If our love was a flower
I would water you right

If our love was a flower
You would be by my windowsill at night
So that at mornings birth you could be kissed by my sunlight
239 · Nov 2020
But One
Brett Nov 2020
The universe is but one singer
Each of us a song
With lyrics all to our own
The universe is but one painter
Each of us a canvas
Made up of flesh and bone
The universe is but one moment
Each of us a second
Where we make our homes
The universe is but one river
Each of us a current
Carrying the love we deliver
The universe is but one flame
Each of us an ember
Giving light to this domain
207 · Nov 2020
The Smile
Brett Nov 2020
I knew a girl once
She had this radiant smile

I have seen many things in my life
Whales and crocodiles
Foreign sunsets and stretches of mountains for miles

I knew this girl once
She had this radiant smile

I have felt many things in life
Darkest depression and constant denial
Had my tribulations and plenty of trials

I knew a girl once
She had this radiant smile
So warm that I just sat and stayed for a while
The light from her lips whispered to me like a child
“No more hurt and no more sorrow”
Just a feeling in my heart of a better tomorrow.
Beauty is more than skin deep, but a smile is the expression of the soul. Keep those  you love close, and never forget how they smiled.
196 · Nov 2020
Leap of Faith
Brett Nov 2020
I must be drunk off all this pain
Judging by the way
These aches attack my brain

This bottle full of love
Is souring its taste
With each and every cold embrace

My reality is spinning
Spiraling towards my fate
In a world devoid of singing

Endless black becomes my vision
Lost at sea
Swimming with all my indecision

I can be free of this place
With one step over the edge
I take my leap of faith
193 · Dec 2020
End Time
Brett Dec 2020
Had a vision of this year we lived in
Tougher than leather
We all seem a little weathered
Misery and company
Birds of a feather
Acting like midnight will come
Make it all better
Like pain asks for the check
And leaves with December
Like Corona is a broker
Who gives back life
To every evicted homeowner
Like this six-hundred-dollar check
Will reverse your debt
And breath life back into every soul who left
Praying for a new year
Does not protect
The nurse crying on her steps
Alone
Thinking about every patient that never made it home
New Year
New Me
Nah
Same song
Same beat
Lost in this heart of darkness
Still hungry humans begging in the street
Young kids clutching tight on the heat
Because it’s cold
And mommas got to eat
Parents devoid of sleep
Not knowing if they can pay rent next week
Approaching depths so deep
New Year
New Me
Nah
Same You
Same Sheep
Playing the same old record
On repeat
Love Each Other. Don't Hope for Change. Be the Change.
185 · Jan 2021
Voices
Brett Jan 2021
I write these words down
For I fear how they may sound
When I speak them aloud
Fear of being painted as the clown
Maybe I’m talentless
Walking this tightrope
With no balance left
I try to break free
But I know life will be the death of me (ha)
I guess that’s true for us all
Falling endlessly
Its ten past three
These voices in my head are trying to get the best of me
“Just cry”
“Curl up and die”
“Find the highest roof and jump, lets see if you can fly”
All these bellowed cries have me forgetting lines
Same song on repeat for the hundredth time
I used to see a problem and jump in with fire behind my eyes
Now I shy away
Lock myself inside
Retreat to the deepest recesses of my mind
Like there is some hidden treasure I may find
That would allow me to rewind time
And make the same mistakes twice
For the sake of this rhyme

I used to worry about who I may be
Now I know
That I am just me
A fleeting breeze rustling through the leaves
A crashing wave
Another fish in the sea
All out of tricks
No more keys hidden up my sleeves
Now its half past three
And I can’t tell who wrote this
The voices in my head
Or the face in the mirror staring back at me……
176 · Oct 2020
Coastline
Brett Oct 2020
There is a place I dream of
That truly frees my mind
It often smells like peace
And tastes of salty brine

The hours never wither
On these sands of time
Where the sun can always kiss her
And faces age like wine

The night is deafly quiet
Bright stars adorn the sky
The moon floats behind it
And I never say goodbye
165 · Oct 2020
Dark of Night
Brett Oct 2020
Sometimes the dark of night
Gets the best of us
Faded promises
Glued on top of broken trust
Swimming in your addiction
Drowning on lust
Sailing on this stream of consciousness
Knowing the sun
May never come up
Following the stars
Not guided by much
Just wandering the universe
Reaching out for a feeling
That these hands never could touch
160 · Nov 2020
At the Tone
Brett Nov 2020
Hey, lately I have been feeling broke and cold
Spending time alone
That old feeling has started reaching out and taking hold
Beep Please leave a message at the tone

Hey, life has called for me to hit the road
To conquer mountains and feel the sand beneath my toes
In search of a place where the lone wolf roams
Beep Please leave a message at the tone

Hey, been on the lookout for a place to call my own
You know that cabin by the lake where we used to skip those stones
Sorry I missed you
Ring back when you get home
I’ll be here
Somewhere between alive and alone
Beep Please leave a message at the tone
158 · Mar 2021
Musings
Brett Mar 2021
Change
A curious word
For a people doomed to mistakes
That have more than once occurred

We peddle in power
Masquerading as purpose
A castle built upon the sand
Will inevitably
Succumb to the very land on which it stands

Equality
Just another slogan
Your best efforts
Just amount
To another drop in the ocean

A species
Who fancies itself free
Forever cursed
To miss the forest for the trees
Our own shortcomings
Transplanted as another’s needs

Life’s eternal enigma
Our greatest triumphs
Have only served
To **** us quicker
155 · Oct 2020
Creature of the Night
Brett Oct 2020
The hour draws near
As the clock strikes midnight
Demons begin to converse with fear
Drenched in candlelight
This pen becomes a mirror
A conduit for insight
Inking endless tears
My creatures of the night
May you never disappear
153 · May 2021
Electric Zoo
Brett May 2021
Not quite summer
Mindful of an ever-approaching future
Two quarter cranks of my casement window
Allows the unfettered breath of night to pass through me
Like ephemeral thoughts escaping an open hatch
I think, therefore I am
Yet I think and think again
What conjures the conscious thoughts that leak out from this pen
Am I a prisoner of some electric zoo
How can I be sure the structure of me
Also resides in you

I sit and I stir
To be meat in soup
Aspersions cast
Mother always told me not to fiddle with my food
To an outside observer I seem aloof
As I peruse the library
Of stored memories from my youth
Why you ask?
I haven’t a hint or an outline of a clue
My brain seems to find nothing better for it to do
My lifetime ticket to the Electric Zoo
150 · Mar 2021
Eulogy
Brett Mar 2021
I cared
Far more than I ever hated
I kept it real
Through all adversities in my life
I reached out my hand
For those who could not bear their own weight
I laughed
I cried
I made love
I created far more memories
Than regrets
I kissed the oceans
And embraced the sky
I lived
And so too shall I die
Just know
My depth of love for this world
Far exceeded my capacity to change it
148 · Nov 2020
The Shore
Brett Nov 2020
With the wind beneath my wings and the river at my pack, I journey for something gone.
Something I am trying to get back.
Along the way I see there is a fine line between being lost and staying on track.

How can you focus on the task when you’re counting each hour that has passed?
How do we keep love grasped when even the sun’s light does not last?
Do we hope the moon illuminates our path?

Or do we march through the dark
Guided by only the light from our hearts
And hope that spark is enough to lead us through the marsh

Back to the shore
Back to the only place we have ever felt peace before.
135 · Feb 2021
Winter Friend
Brett Feb 2021
Snow patters at my windowsill
As if it knows I'm restless still
It speaks soft
As if not to bother
Sings it's tune
So far from sorrow
I wonder if the snow
Fears it's own tomorrow
Whisped away by the northern winds
To end up places it had never been
Yet lay so still
And fall with grace
The snow finds home
In any old place
Each nook and cranny
Every branch and landing
And though it's cold
It's never bitter
It warms my heart
To see the snow this winter
135 · Mar 2021
Row
Brett Mar 2021
Row
Remember, life is but a dream
Our hearts grant it beauty
And our eyes make it so
So row
Row
Row
Your boat
Until you find a shore that whispers
Home
129 · Nov 2020
My Dear
Brett Nov 2020
When the clock strikes noon
I begin to wish for the dark
To see your face
Bring light to the moon

My Dear
You are the echo from the rhythm of my heart
How can breathing so close
Carry us so far apart
If love is loss and pain
Then what is left is what remains
Emptiness and sorrow
How can one-man dance
When no songs will play tomorrow
128 · Nov 2020
Perspective
Brett Nov 2020
“Is there anything else that I could do”
“If there was who would we be here screaming to”

“Can you hear my heart and what I’ve been through?”
“You can’t see the scars that were left by you?”

“I gave you everything”
“I put my trust in you”

“Baby, I’m falling fast”
“You got to comfortable”

“My soul is sinking”
“It’s just a bump or two”

“I won’t be fine”
“I was never in love with you”
127 · Apr 2021
Passing
Brett Apr 2021
Faintly my heart beats
Ever slower
With each sleep

Softly my words creep
Ever closer
To my last speech

Defiantly my feet march
Ever further
From the start
124 · Nov 2020
Mirror For The Sun
Brett Nov 2020
I see passing smiles
And can only reflect them back
I see happiness through memory files
Playing emotional copycat
Circling the Earth for miles
In search of the key
To free me from this prison of denial
That lay rest in the deepest parts of me
When it is said and done
I am everyone to no one
I am no one to some
Here I stand
Just a mirror for the sun.
121 · Nov 2020
Can You
Brett Nov 2020
Can you be happy when it rains?
Is there a way to spin passion out of pain?

Can the sun still shine on cloudy days?
Is there a way to dream while you are awake?

Can hard work heal what time cannot erase?
Is there beauty beyond that pretty face?

Can you win at life without cheating fate?
Is there more you can give before you break?

Your dreams are yours to take
Every miss and every make
Every fall on every day
Grab them tight and hold them close
Because shots you don’t take
You miss the most
121 · Nov 2020
Turn the Page
Brett Nov 2020
As you walk through the valleys in the shadows of your mind
The clocks begin to unwind
As we get trapped in the ice of frozen time
These are the moments
Where clarity is defined
All our failures single file
As we walk the line
Searching for answers
The dark creeps in like a cancer
It could consume your soul
Regret helps the past spread like mold
Stuck in a hole
The warmth of the sun couldn’t penetrate the cold
Sitting at the riverbanks as you watch it flow
Its here you realize that time just goes and goes
Just then
Butterflies are birthed from crows
The clocks begin to tick
As you begin to age
No longer afraid
Your body expels the rage and all the pain
The sun breaks through the vines
As you turn the page.
120 · Feb 2021
Self-Doubt
Brett Feb 2021
“Your writing is pitiful”
Endlessly told
Hmm not original
Maybe I should go back to being criminal
So I could write a verse worth a ****
And say some **** you’d want to listen to
Or I could get political and start breaking down words like indivisible
Funny word in a country where half of us walk around invisible
90% of what I write is ****
So when I call it toilet paper
Just know I’m being literal

You see what happens to my mind
When I just sit back and unwind
My attention span becomes thin as twine
As this stream of consciousness accelerates the passage of time
And punches into hyperdrive
Before I know it
Half past 5
Blood shot eyes and not one clever rhyme
116 · Oct 2020
Chills of Winter
Brett Oct 2020
Winds of winter
Freeze the seeds of change
Barren fields show greys of pain
Growth hibernates
To awake for rain
For darkness patrols this frozen domain
112 · Mar 2021
Questions
Brett Mar 2021
Asleep at four
Up at half past ten
Creativity ignites the wick
Self-doubt burns it at both ends
Scrawling darkness on parchment
In hopes the tip of this pen
Will breach the cover of night

Do I struggle for shekels
Adoration and a handful of precious metals
Or to steal a smile
From the sturdy heart of my inner child
106 · Oct 2020
Broken-Hearted Man
Brett Oct 2020
I’m not broken
I’m just a broken-hearted man
This cracked hourglass
Is running low on sand
Staring at the shores
Feeling miles away from land
Just crazy enough to follow
Grabbing darkness by her hand
Slipping in and out of sorrow
Never meeting my own demands
See, I’m not broken
But I’m hanging from a strand.
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