she wanders

she wanders Jul 2018

I guess lies don’t hold too long
Especially not the ones you tell yourself
I told you I was fine for so long
I actually started believing it
But baby, how long do these lies even last
Not long
Right
I guess its time I start telling myself I’m not fine
But I’ll make things right
Otherwise I’ll end up
Back
Into
That
Lonely
Hole

I tried I swear

she wanders Jul 2018

Im done

I feel like telling them I don’t want to do this anymore
All of this planning is unnecessary
I’m not motivated enough
Not anymore
I thought I could do it
I just can’t
Please forgive me
But I’m quitting

I’m really sorry harveen

she wanders Jun 2018

I’m back

I guess I was wrong
Clearly I wasn’t healed
Clearly I still am broken
Clearly I suffer from it all
Over and over
Again
I was wrong
Forever and ever wrong

I never thought I would have to come back to this, the fact that I thought I was fine was clearly wrong

— The End —