Darling, you overcharge my battery
One smile and my brain was jolted alive
this isn't just some surreptitious flattery
but you make me so happy I could cry

is
stupid

Your sweetness,
A sad that you'll
Never
Be mine.

I remembered the rain in the summer
how beautiful everything felt
when it seemed my world was being destroyed

I just remembered that today.

and it's like
everything is okay now

but maybe it takes a little destruction
to make me see the beauty

And life was sprung
where sadness was sung
from the depths of all lungs
to the tips of all tongues

Yet this "cursed" young
was the very one
to which hope was clung
and salvation rung

Although he did not belong
he fought hard and strong
to save right from wrong
until that's all that thronged

steaming hot water scoured
my thoughts away in the shower
above the demons I towered
until their insults were too dour
and while I thought I possessed more power
I found myself wither and cower
next, Bright red bloomed a flower

words spilled like syrup
tasted sugar sweet
at first
but then
left a bitter residue

Your lips,
Appearing sugar coated,
Once tasted
We're revealed to be
Dusted with arsenic

Sitting here and I'm feeling
like all my skin is pealing
And I wish I could peal it, but I can't determine what's inside
so right now it's just easier to hide
in this hollow shell
of my own personal ******* hell

First of all you're a number one best friend
simply top notch.
(even if you try to constantly rub your ****
on my crotch)
Second, you've got the most posters on your wall
then there are leaves on the ground in fall.
and third, you are the best at doing your best,
you can totally tell you try harder then all the rest
that say the do

more then anything
i wish i could go go back
to old habits
my skin aches
for the sick
burn across my ankles

Love sick?
Tell me about it
you are a disease

And if you thought
finding a cure
was a breeze

you were wrong
because everything
you do is a tease

to my heart
So if you could
would you please

make a move
or get out
cause i feel like a ******

There's something
in your smile

that leaves me lingering
for a long while

and as I start that
tiresome home bound mile

I can't help but remember
standing on your kitchen tile

And gazing upon
that smirk full of guile

all those familiar
feelings compiled.

Darling you left me
quite beguiled.

Sometimes
I cringe
at who
I am.
I step
outside myself
and gape
Because
why
am I so stupid?
and forgetful?
and fake?
and
how did
I become
so worthless?
the world
is better off
without me.

currently stuck
in that quadrilateral
I'm supposed to be
externally reasoning from

How is it possible to love someone

so much

and just
not be able
to love them

so much

Lets go to the beach, where we can
    play in the sand
    splash in the waves
    run hand in hand
    eat things we crave

Lets go down town to
    check out the shops
    buy new clothes
    see boys that are hot
    mess with hobos

Lets run away and just
    always be the same
    rely on each other
    dance in the rain
    go undercover

It's funny
How a beautiful morning
Makes everything seem like it belongs.

pretty and pink
she's a princess
as she struts up and down the rows

what she'll pick,
mommy doesn't know

will it be the new
holiday barbie doll

or the shiny Nerf gun
to shoot her brother, Paul.

no!

Its the wonderful stuffed
teddy-pus.

the mega tough protector
who isn't a wuss.

he keeps kids safe
chases the monsters away

with his snuggly tentacles and big fluffy ears
he provides brighter days

now whenever
she's feeling really sad,

Teddy-pus makes things
seem not so bad.

Daddy was right,

little girl,

you are just not special enough to be noticed,

nor are you sad enough to be cared about.

you are merely invisible,

little girl,

and that's all you'll ever be.

The difference a moment makes
my happy mood it takes
away from me and shakes
up my anxiety and breaks
down my anger until I quake
with fear that flakes
into causing me to create
a poem that makes me feel irate
because its not my family I should hate


It's me.

I wish you saw how special you are
and how much you mean

there's a special place in my heart
where you can always be seen

a beautiful piece of art
displayed on the biggest screen

the most sparkly star
with the shiniest gleam

you gave me a start,
more jolt then caffeine

I'd say you're a card,
exactly what I need.

Fading further into your shadow.
Losing sense of self.
Losing sense of purpose and reason.
I'm always second place.
But
I dunno
Maybe I put myself there.

That song played on my favorite tv show and my eyes glued to the screen because it was your favourite band

I opened this book to write about how crazy that was and saw your name written over and over in your own handwriting. Thought about it.

Flipped though my poems I keep mostly secret and noticed that many, many of them were about you

Your name on my clipboard
Your jokes on my papers
Your words on my screen
Your body on my bed
Your body on my body

You

In my head

In
     My
           Heart

You've consumed my life
                 To lose you
                      Is to lose me


And that's why I'm afraid.

laughing as I see
my mom had a good reason to be
about my closed door, worried
when it was dark and just you and me.

My mind needs
needs to get high
high off the ground
ground floor to the roof door
roof door to the ledge
ledge looking down
down falling wind rush
rushes past me as I fly
fly far away
away to a better day
day where I was happy
happy and free

You are very rude
And I don't appreciate your 'tude
So stop being a lame dude

I was gone for a while.
I have a silly idea.
Wouldn't be funny if I was gone forever.
I ******* hate all of you.
**** every single one of you.
you're gonna wish you cared
I'm psychic like that.
Then again I wouldn't be surprised
if you just didn't notice either
that's more probable.

Don't give me that " I'm being selfish" *******
I'm just doing you a favor.

be ******* gracious
and say thank you
It's the least you could do

Probably the least you're capable of.

No one cares, no one listens
No one
Even the little things hurt
I thought you'd pick up on that

Put me in a box
cover it with locks
and hide me away
until you have better days
because I know how I am
so I know I should be crammed
into a tight space
where no one sees my face
or has to hear my voice
I could take away your choice
in this, then again
It'd be easier for my friends

Please
Leave me
Alone
I do not care
To see your
Face
Or hear your
Voice

slugging back
cold blue sugar in a bottle
brain's under attack
wondering what caused the bobble.

I'm really starting to hate
How much I love you

I love how you fit right in with all the poets here.
~
You might say you aren't an artist, but you are so wrong.

every time i think about that place
and all the faces
the eyes on me
my skin crawls
i wish i was invisible
i wish i could jump in front of a car
am i crazy.

Fire consumes her
Flies from her finger tips

Oh how many times can I say sorry?

It was a misunderstanding
I still want to be with her



Just not now

I've recently realized
I'm just writing for the views.

only few in the past couple days
came from real happiness and blues.

I guess I gotta wonder
why I care so much about all of yous.

My rhymes maybe be stupid
but these are the words I choose.

I will no longer even consider popularity
since all it does is abuse.

I
    talk
            to
                  no
                        one
                      
                         no
                 one
         talks
     to
me

I'm sick and tired
of not being able to enjoy
things that are special to me

I'm sick and tired
of feeling trapped
no matter what I choose

I'm sick and tired
of feeling like I
need to make that decision

I'm sick and tired
of being here
literally and figuratively

I'm sick and tired
of constantly needing
to get away from everyone

I'm sick and tired
of being quiet and
doing nothing about it

I'm sick and tired.

but I have not fallen
so you better watch out
this time I'm not afraid to run away