Some Autumn evening..
I grabbed a cigarette.
Lit it without thinking.
A few years after..
Another Autumn day..
I met you.
I love you daily.
Without thinking
Because who knows?
One day, you may replace...
My pack of Marlboro Menthols.

You sound like a crazy pyro-maniac.
That's all too true.
Funny.
How midnight skies turn blue.
And you're too busy setting this world on fire.
You're inner demons are shining through.  
Just grow up.
And be you.
Don't let other people catch you.
BE YOURSELF.
*Not someone else.

It's funny how 20 minutes ago..
I tried to get you to see my side of things.
How I ****** up.
You know what though?
You know what I know about you?
That you aren't anything but **fake.

I think that you lied.
A two faced *****.
That tried so hard to **** me over.
You never cared.
And you wouldn't know if I was dead.
You wouldn't care if I was.
See the thing is..
You're gonna get burned to the core.
And you told me to be good to myself because you didn't know what else to say.
I think you're pathetic.
And you must be living some game.
I deserve way better than you'll ever give me.
And that is something I know.

3rd degree burns
pierce my chest
every time your name plagues my phone
I'd rather sell my tongue
than talk to you again
chemicals wash my throat and
needles fill my mouth
when I flash you a smile
or have to tell you
one more time
to be good to yourself

I feel those warm arms that used to surround me
I hear the melodic guitar strum
It echoes in between white walls
I feel the bright sun that brings my face warmth
I see the bright red scream that comes from my skin

I feel the water swell my eyes from the sound
I taste iron from chewing my words
I smell the newly cut green grass
I hear the creak from the floorboards

I hear words stabbing me like swords
I can feel my body fall from my being

I see the darkness that falls upon my eyes
I feel the thoughts fill my mind
I feel my heart turn to stone
I feel darkness in my soul