I'm  so horribly in love that I've been writing bad poetry with only one thumb and one eye closed and if I ran into her tomorrow I would belive it must be a dream and do something stupid and fall to one knee and propose and she would laugh and say no because thats the kind of thing that  happens when one writes bad poetry with one thumb and one eye closed

When falling starts to feel like floating
Thats when you're in too deep
Way over your head
When you've reached the bottom
  of the endless sea
The center of it all
The sweetest slice
The strongest spice
The truth of it all
The meaning of life
Love
Its endless
Its beautiful
Its dangerous
Its everything
And you're  at the bottom of its
  endless depths
And you're  over your head
And you're  all out of breath
And you're  lost in the middle
The mud and the ooze
And the lust of life
Love

Could I ever be yours
My skin, my blood, my bones
Could you ever be mine
Your heart, your mind, your soul
I've been here before
Overwheling and madly in love
I've been here before
And I've been here dreaming of you
And I've been selfish and greedy
  and drowning in doubt
And I've kept this love all to myself
Never brave enough to risk
Never brave enough to dare
Never brave enough to write
The words that circumvolve
  around my skin, my blood, my bones
And if I found the courage
Could you be mine
Your heart, your mind, your soul
Could I be yours
Or will I always be walking this lonely
  shore
Lost and in love where ever grain of sand
  whispers your name
Dreaming and dreaming and dreaming
  alone

The smoke of a cowards heart
   snuffs out the flame
     leaves no chance for a spark
Swirls and dances with the vision
  of the lost chance of a first kiss
And haunts with the question of
  what mite have been
My eyes are burning and I'm
  choking on doubt
And I can't stop fanning the embers
  deep inside a cowards heart

Always and never forever and ever
And where will I be when eternity takes its final breath
And love gives itself completely to death
Will there be any of my hearts dream left
Will I still feel as if I could fall endlessly
Will it still be your hand I yearn to hold
Could I finally find the courage
Could I finally speak...
Could I...
Always and never a cowards forever and ever

I wish I was the fire  behind your words
I wish I was the blood inside your love
I wish I knew the wraith of your anger
I wish I knew the passion of your lust
I wish I knew the pain of your tears
I wish I knew what was hiding in your
  darkness that drove your fears
I wish I could build you a ladder that
  went deep into the night
I wish I could show you the endless
  fountain were only true love swims
I wish I could take you to where dreams
  and magic are part of every breath
I wish I could give you a love to fall
  upon that wouldn't break if it ever
    fell on rocky shores
But I've searched the sky night after night
  and haven't found a star that could
    hear my timid voice

Love is the reason
And pain is the season
And time is always leaving
And even in poems
Leaves can't stay golden
But in the eyes of cats
If you belive in that
Time is eternal
And pain is the reason
Love  is always in season

People always ask me
Why I'm always so happy
Well my answer is
That someone's gotta be

Who else can I count on
When I need motivation
Or cheered up or calmed down
Or to ease my frustration?

People always ask me
Why I care so much
Well my answer is
No one else cares enough

Who else can I count on
To care about my day
Or to absorb my feelings
Or hear what I have to say?

Other's aren't concerned
And they don't need to be
No one can do it better
So I'll care about me.

You're all you need
And you are enough
You're all you're promised
And you're all you've got

People come and go
So stop depending
And take time to create
Your own happy ending.