Jay Jelly

7d

guy scutellaro

Nirvana

to lie on the warm sand at twilight
ripples of fleeting light
across a calm sea.

7d

Timothy Fuller

A trip I take,
A dream, I break.
A normal day?
Yeah, no way...

A building anger,
A squeezing bind.
I am in danger,
Inside my mind.

I reach out for help,
My hand outstretched,
I heard you yelp,
My stomach wretched.

I flee in fear.
My world gone dark.
Now, it is oh so clear,
I had let out a vile bark.

My words you mistook,
My tone you didn't know.
My energy is all it took,
So now I should go...

I had a health scare and went to the hospital, I was dismissed and sent home... I came home and my BP bottomed out. I was angry that I still have to pay the hospital after they dismissed my symptoms... So I used the same norepinephrine (I'm assuming, I haven't gone to a Dr because of it) that my body naturally produces a lot of, and which also helped bring me back (with me also calling in my "chit" with the man upstairs) and I wasn't kind to them... I exploded... in my "depression", as I believe you call it, I self reflected... and that's when I started thinking I might have a norepinephrine "dumping" problem... because i was FIGHTING with my words... but I was terrified of them, and in my head, I was FLEEING from them as far away as I could get... but I was FROZEN, as my EMS training taught me, and I still went to work...

Jay Jelly 7d

PULSATING

Flesh of my flesh
Not of this world
Halo in thee clouds
A remedy
Dawn of a new day
Carry me
Over thee ground
That’s broken
What goes up
Must come down
Everlasting light
The world
Knows no bounds
Forever lost in time
It must have
Been inside my head
An illusion
That kept me down
Buried me beneath
My lost sad self
Cleaning your pallet
Trying to heal
Believing in a power
So great you can’t even fathom
Yet there he is
Over and over a constant energy
Erasing yesterday’s
Sorrows
Separating
Good and evil
Hand in hand
One must fall
I’ll take thee ladder
Looking through
Your eyes
Your everything
I need along thee path
Defying gravity
Don’t let me lose sight of
What’s important
But most of all you

7d

Hailey

I was never the problem, you were.

Dear mom,
I’m a mother myself now.
A mother to a little boy and girl,
and both of them are just like me,
and everyday they remind me
that I was never the problem.
As your daughter I forgive you, but
as a parent I will never understand.

-I am breaking the cycle

#mothers #mom #trauma #family #heartbreak #enough #poetry #sad #relief #movingon

Jay Jelly 7d

ROUGH DRAFT

Displeasing backdrops
Undercover agent
No need to spell it out
Any further
Accidental persona stolen
Mistaken identity
Expunged
Rewritten not quite
Finished
Yet to be determined
In a fresher aura
Practicing a new set
Of principles
Disenchanting chatter
Like the imitations
They do more harm then good
Faces and places
Like mugshots freeze frames
I never wanna stand
In line for again
Scarce comforting flipped
On its head
Rendered defenseless
Against the other side
A new hope has risen
To astounding heights
Hope there all satisfied by now
Messiah grant me
The serenity to accept the
Here and now be more present
And crush the past like a can
My galaxy never quite
Glowed in the dark
Now it’s dipped in fluorescent lights
And my black hole
Well it ****** me up in its tailwind
I’ve realized it was all part of the process
Just a rough draft in waiting