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Jay Jelly Jul 11
So inviting
Embracing the
Yearning quiet
Excelling reveries
Open up your
Palace doors glisten the broken
Calming effects
Maybe they should be
More permanent
Full circle
Back at the beginning
Flashbacks in familiar surroundings
Laughable insanity
Selfish abandon
Fortified oasis
A mirage
To good to reveal itself
Lucid in the daylight
Binding forces
No validity
When the levy brakes
The panoramic views
Expose there true stories
From my perspective
Felt more like dungeons
Classrooms made
Me claustrophobic  
Often closed me
In there crossfire
Taught the
Wrong subjects
I needed stability
Something firm to ground me
My coloring books
Needed much brighter tones
My pencil couldn’t
Stay between the lines
And the rest is
A tragic history
That should all be expunged
Conflicted as ever
Here I am
Trying to balance multiple opinions
Angel on one shoulder
The devils in my head  
Tunnel visions harsh
Stepping stones suddenly appear
Glowing like the north star
Mightily aiming in my direction
Approach with caution
Almighty redemption
Rescind the brokenness so
I can feel a bit lighter
  Jul 10 Jay Jelly
Unpolished Ink
Close the door
slip the latch and let it fall
I am sad to say farewell
but I must leave you all,
imagine me at peace
freed from earthly things,
I am the autumn breeze
a winter wind that sings,
I am rain, I am sky,
a part of everything,
we did not say goodbye,
I am summer, I am spring
blossom, light as air,
don't think of me as gone
look around and I’ll be there
I have written this for my dad's funeral, which is in a couple of weeks
can't stop thinking
you, always a damsel
but what happens dear
when no one comes to
save you?
...
Do you have it in you,
that fire, that spark
to be your own hero?
  Jul 10 Jay Jelly
Teesha
Once there was a girl
Who was as beautiful as a shining pearl.

She was her father’s princess,
And for her mother, an ocean of happiness.

Her angelic smile was contagious.
Amidst her laughter and giggles, she was a genius.

She would paint and play all day—
“A chirpy little girl,” they would say.

One day, suddenly, her life changed;
A storm came by, unexplained.

She stood there strong at the age of seven,
When people her age live in heaven.

The storm went by after a year,
and left her shattered in tears.

Her mind was flooded with memories that were bad;
She ceased to smile, as she was sad.

The misery did not end there—
Another storm could be sensed in the air.

She endured that too, silently;
Her mind was left with another bad memory.

The storms ceased to leave her,
And the memories became even more bitter.

But she managed it all so well—
No one knew she was living in hell.

But one day, she could take it no longer.
She decided to give up, not knowing she was stronger.

She now turned to medication and pills,
because she could no longer deal with the ills.

Suddenly, on her darkest night,
She found her brightest light.

What brought in the brightest light?
The realisation that she could fight.
Jay Jelly Jul 10
Recycled
Suns setting
Casting crowns
Withering infatuations
Precious views
Blocked by barricades
Victory or defeat
Crimson skies
Gazing upward
Internal combustion
Spills over
Suppressed
By all my fears and transgressions
Tears ran without a spigot  
I couldn’t turn off
Blue and gray
Never made a yellow
Brick road
Imperfections
Never took pity
On my party
Like a barrage of bad moments
A saint I am not
And neither where they
A raging current
Churning tides
The tires fell off before the finish line
Love that forgot
To mention me in a sentence
Careless touch
Your could never cradle
Me properly
A symmetry
Your globe
Is looking less and less
Appealing
The hourglasses in your pupils
Hazy storms
Like fading fires in your eyes
Like the days
You’ve been trapped in
Covered in stone pillars all your own
A faceless man
Who’s starving to be whole
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