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 Apr 2018 LB Parker
everly
pg. 51
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
everly
they leave
and act like it never happened
they come back
and act like they never left




ghosts
the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur
Lift the lid of that happy thought
And joy and enthusiasm come bubbling from below.
Open the door to that new idea
And creativity and imagination begin to flow.

Pave the way for that dream still unfulfilled
And goals and projects tumble into view.
Press the trigger for that surprise event
And excitement and anticipation arrive on cue.

Hoist aloft that adventure yet unplanned
And childlike delight gambols gaily in.
Remove the veil of that peaceful, encouraging word
And gratitude breaks into the broadest grin.

Slam the door on worries and misgivings
And that cold tingle of stress will wriggle away.
Close the shutters to doubt and apprehension
And disquiet and anxiety will be held at bay.

Batten down the hatches against fear and dread
And pessimism and gloom briskly are dispersed.
Bar the way to suspicions and mistrust
So jealousy and resentment can't do their worst.

Seal up the access to anger and violence
And confidence and assurance will soon arrive.
Lock the entrance to malice and hatred
And peace and hope and love begin to thrive.
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
may
Overthinking
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
may
My parents like to say they’ve raised me well
And that’s not a lie I can totally agree
But here lately I’ve had a lot of time to think

What if I was the sibling to dress scandalous and sneak out
One who took risks and lived life on the edge

Maybe go to raves and do reckless thinks
And have friends who will stand by my side and do it too

Then I could be interesting and people couldn’t peg me as the introverted girl who’s name you hardly remember
Even though you’ve gone to the same school your entire life

However I’m one to believe everything happens for a reason
And if THAT was to be the legacy I’d leave for my brother and sister

It wouldn’t be a thought
But a lifestyle
If only I’d know...
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
may
I find it ironic that I’ve come to you for advice
Whether it’s about my boy problems or family drama
You’ve given exceptionally good feedback
By seeing you engage in these things I realize you are really growing up and it’s kinda scary
Maybe we do watch redundant YouTube videos
And laugh when we probably shouldn’t
Or I make you watch my favorite romantic movies until I’m fed up with your laughs conjured from my tears
in some cases even text each other at 2am to join one another’s Minecraft server
But you know I’m perfectly fine with where we stand now and I hope you are too
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
may
Welcome Back
 Apr 2018 LB Parker
may
I was looking back on myself from one year ago
In many pictures I had a genuine smile
For the most part I was content with my life
As an avid member of a youth group that loved me so
And I had so many great things planned for summer

Now things have changed and that smile has faded
Faded into something I could only merely wish for
It has been replaced and I don’t think anyone notices
Other than myself of course because how could one forget such a familiar feeling

I’ve said once before that things are much better than what they used to be and yes in some ways they are
But there’s something within me spreading this feeling of self hate and discomfort for who I am now
And there’s nothing I can do to prevent it

“Who am I and what have I become?” couldn’t be the  question I should be asking myself since I am clearly finding out as the days pass
But the better guess would probably be something like “welcome back. How long will you be staying?”
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