Looking for the words to say
How could I lose control
Of a perfect moment
It's too late to relive it
I followed you back to the beginning
I stayed until I couldn't outlive it
Strayed in a life
I know I can't live in
Looking for a new beginning

It's time you know
I will fail you so
Keeping of this mind
Its too hard sometimes
Falling in place
I'll never get over your face
Our secrets lie still
On a bed of ***** clothes
Forever I'll hear more
Of those tears and nothing more
Silent scraped earth
Revered of this place
I though I'd tell you just in case

Hazy ways
Time has not erased you
Overflowing ways
Never knowing
This flower has yet to grow
Time spent knowing
Don't stand all alone
This weight can't carry her home
Time was wasted
Never knowing
Pictures slowly growing
Without her knowing


Creaking door
Squeaky floors
I can't hear you
All around me drunken patrons
I want you here
But I still fear
Who you see
I couldn't change
Far too long
Different people
I still think of you
No matter what I do
Your tears still hold true
That's why I'm blue
Time healed you
I'm still climbing through

Feeling empty
Feeling alive
Fall so far from down below
Up high
I can't feel the ground
How far must it be down
Sorrow erupts from days gone by
Can't pass the time
Far from where I belong
Far from where I should be
Too long I must carry myself down
Create the feeling I shouldn't be around
Not the same
Killing my past
Only to feel how far I've gone down
I'm lucky to be around
From my viewpoint
I'm still only one drop down

Dirt stained hands
To becoming a better man
Work is slow
Time to remember all the days spent apart
From my drinking nights
I hold all our fruits tight
Time passed me by
I have no more reason to lie
Far from the day we met
To my days spent out here
Far from what I called home
Away from all that I know
I built my life with my regret
From the day we met
Long hours
Silent nights
How much time can I regret

Night fell
Slowly star gazing
In this dark I feel you
All around me
In my mind I spend all my nights alone
Several states from home
Thinking of you
Why can't you release believe me
I can't relapse in this dream of you
But from this I drink alone
You are with me
As long as my drink runs un empty
You are with me
The love that has gone alone
Will be welcomed
By my bottle
Thinking of you
No rest can solace
The unrest of not loving you
This fear has rallied
Sticking with me
I can't sit in this house alone
The tide has risen
This sand can't keep it's mold
Of this house I once called our home
Forever more I think I'll be alone

I walked through this mist
Thought there'd be no one to miss
Although this life was tragic
It was easy to dismiss
But your words were magic
Breathing life into my abyss
You followed me softly
So sure of what we could gift
Then you were dismissed
Nowhere to turn to
You'd look at me
Believing we could breathe the same
I could not fit into your frame
Of our picture I felt no shame
Now the years without you
I can't reclaim
Desperately following the path for when you looked at me the same