Waking up
Stomach in knots
Endless thoughts
Stuck in tidal lock

Finally breathing.
Consistency.
Am I dreaming?
Broke down my walls
Didnt take much at all.

I was too much for you.
had emotions that turned you off.
So, he turned back the clock
And went back to the life he knew.

What was the point of waking me up
Into your pool of love
Just to cut
And disconnect
Before it even took off.
It was an almost,

When i think of you,
My stomach drops.
It hurts me, that i actually believed.
But i was dropped, without a thought.
Thanks for letting me off.
Im still going to reach the top.

now, waiting for the bus
Please. take me back
to inner peace.
Back to me.

You set me free, easily.
Thats enough for she.
To move forward
Without the thought of we.

Each day,
A little strength
i gain
Success,
i will obtain.
Feel the Pain,
Dont run away
Dont ecape.
I will rise,
Transform with time
For this life is mine
To design
I will make a heaven out of my mind
I will alchemize.
Mending, Tending
To The pieces of me that broke.

Polish the dust off.
Each breathe
A moment to restart

-kc

The deeper i seek,
I find it harder to connect
with anyone around me.
Is there anyone that resonates
with my frequency?
Anyone that truly sees
The girl underneath
the more i speak,
The more i feel i need their
acceptance, approval of she.

Then, Klarity arises from her sleep.
The one that doesn't care who leaves,
She is my peace.  For She knows
Her purpose is not defined by who wants me, It is to set others free.

She finds comfort in the uncomfortable
For no change comes easy,
It comes with pain, maybe a bit of shame
In return, we vibrate at a higher rate.
And get a step closer to integrate.
Start to tap into
The purpose of why we came to this time space.

I am always here, the true essence
If you need to contact
Just drop out of your mind,
Into your body
Bleed out pages of ink
And you will find the alignment you need.

You are free.
Take the chances - you won't regret it.
Trust that flicker
Within your being, its calling,
let it lead
your intuition
Is the key to the ignition
The puzzle piece you've been missin'
Universe sees when you trust
And take a leap.
You will shine.
And the others who are on your vibe,
Will recognize
They see more to what than meets the eye.

Programs run deep
Where did your thoughts orignate from?
Are you the one thinking?
Societys brainwash embedded deeply in the psyche.
This construct
Was Built to destruct,
To profit off low self esteem

With every bell ding
another deposit to the pharmacy
They dont want you thinking.
They dont want you to be free.
You might question authority,
They thrive off your self limiting beliefs
They want you in doubt,
full of anxiety and not taking the lead.
So they keep sinking in their teeth to polite society

You are not your identities,
You are everything in between
A word thats not even defined.
You cant be.
For You are otherworldly.
They can't touch your vibe.
Know it. Feel your essence
WIthin your whole being.
You are divine.
You are bigger than time

I will shine.
I will focus on me,
On what feels aligned,
And one day,
When i let someone inside,
I won’t be so torn if they leave.
For i know,
I will always have me, myself and I.
And they will know me better than any other guy.

Learn the lessons,
And get to manifesting.
Life isnt found in over thinking, wishing and daydreaming.

Its found in living.

Kc

Accepted
Rejected
I'm loved,
I'm neglected

You are not defined by the lens others see you through.
Do not abandon you
to get some acception. to be chosen,
by someone who does not see you.
Your value, your worth,
All you overcame,
tied together with a pretty face and lace.
Do not mistake.

My soul always breaks,
in the same way.
Questioning fate,
But I do not spread hate.
Each time rejected,
i it as confirmation,
my daily affirmation

Another dash
added toe the line
and each time
it hits a litte deeper inside.
Will i find love in this life?

Your truth, pushes them to go too deep.
We can' t help how others percieve,
make sure you don't shrink.
and you will be seen.
Ctril
Alt
Delete

All i see
Uncovering in front of me
Tearing at the seam
Colors colliding
All around
Feel the sound
Frequency released

Turn around
Its you,
Staring into
The mirror reflecting
Hi, hello.
Finally facing she.
klarity
the ones that sees beneath

shadows, coming to rise
Inner child, always resides
within the frame,
& she hides,she silently cries
she hates the way she thinks
I feel her pain, i want to comfort her
Must keep her safe.

Yet, her patience grows thin
I can't keep playing pretend.
can only run from myself
For so long
Until there's no more distractions
to save me from my own self.
Sure,
Try to put the reflection on the shelf.
Did the old you fade away?
Or are you just lying to yourself
Rejecting & silencing the parts of you
that still need help.
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Keep running
Keep wishing
Keep waiting
The clock
Still ticking
Keep dancing
Until your sweet ever afters
you must see your shadows,
And not run astray
Time to integrate.
A healthy array
Of truth and acceptance

Instead of judging
Seek to understand
Is what i always say,
How about i apply it to
The one who's typing this
The who cant sleep
The one who feels the emptiness
And the bliss
Yet feeling irate.
Shes a paradox wrapped in skin
She loves herself yet she hates
& she's trapped in her brain.

What causes her to act in ways.
That she will probably rregret
Tomorrows yetserday..