Don't even bother
You can't save me
You can't even save yourself
Where are you?
I need your help
They are grabbing ahold of me
And they won't let go

You can't hear my screams
My cries for help
Where are you?
I need you
They are dragging me down

I fear what's going on in my mind
What terrible thinks I conjure up
The demons must be proud
For I have fallen
Right Into their hands

Where were you?
I really needed you
But now it's too late
I've already fallen
So save yourself
Before it's too late

Death waits for me like the rain staining my windows
My days start to feel shorter and pointless

Twisted inside
Demented in my dreams
I fear my demons
That make me scream

The nightmare
The pain
All the tears
All my fears

There's no escapeing this hell
Pounding amd crashing
Please
I beg you
Stop ringing the bell

It signals my fate
I know where I'm headed
I tried to warn you
Tried to stop you
But i knew it was too late

The truth is I don't want to fly
The sky isn't as beautiful as I remember it...
Once so blue
Now so grey
Truth is I want to go my own way
Use my feet and not my broken wings
Truth is im still fighting my demons
They battle me head first
They give me no time to react
Truth is I don't fit in
But that's ok
Truth is I needed help but got tired of asking
Truth is I'm trying to be ok
Trying to fix my ****** up life that I live
So hold my hand and show me that the world is really ok and that it's just the demons talking
Until I get caught up in my own again
But untill then
I don't want to fly

I am me
And nothing can change me
Except me
You are you
Only you can change you
So don't got and pluck everyone's feathers
Just so you can paint them how you want them to be

She calls to me
In her sleep
Full of happiness and love
We dance and sing through the night
In her dreams
But alas
Its short loved
For when she opens her eyes
All is lost
All is forgotten
Just a figment of her imagination
Will I be
She won't remember me
Just stray bits and pieces
Of what we had
But when she closes her eyes once more
Ill be there to greet her
In the world un known

It's like I can finally breath
Like all the weight
Has lifted off my shoulders
All my problems
Are just gone
All I see is her
All I notice is her
She's reeled me in so close
Im like putty in her hands
She makes me want to fly
To chase my dreams and soar
When she smiles,
I know its just for me

She found me
I found her
Now ill never let her go
She makes me smile when I used to frown
She makes me laugh when i used to growl
She hugs me when im cold
Cuddles me when im sad
She's definitely the one for me
The only one for me