Butterflies in my stomach
My legs over yours
Tracing your tattoo
Idly
Infinity sign
Your fingers in my hair
Mine in yours
Love
Sitting on the swings
Inky black sky
Peppered with stars
Your hands around my waist
Pushing me to higher
Heights
My head thrown back
Love
Is in your truck
My fingers curled through yours
My head on your stomach
Your hand on the best place
Possible
Love
Sitting on the couch
Your head buried in my neck
Your hands roaming my legs
My heart beating
Beating fast
Love
Us sitting on the rock
Staring at the sunset
Turning your head towards mine
Kiss
My heart hammering
Love
Every moment with you
Every spark you ignite
Every time your hands
Do magical things
Every time your eyes
Watch mine
Like I’m the prettiest thing
You ever did see
Love
Love
You

I get up,
Just to fall,
And get up again,
And then just fall.

I’m scared
Even with the army behind me
I’m scared of the look in her eyes
When she realizes
That it’s me holding the knife
Not her anymore
I’m scared
That I’ll still have to stay
And nothing will be okay
I’m scared
Of this sudden change
It’s not just my life
It’s everyones
Everything will be different
I haven’t even had the chance
To find myself yet
I’m scared
I don’t know what I’ve done
But I know it’s huge
Bigger than me
And it’s not fair
But I’m scared still

I don’t know what’s going to happen
I don’t know what the outcome will be
And that
To me
Is the scariest part
Of everything