It was always about me until it never was and perhaps that's how it always is
I cannot say with full surety
But I know my pain along the way was real and I often could hardly ever breathe psychologically

So much of the hell is leaving my brothers and sisters
And perhaps it is even leaving me
For now

I am insane for you, whoever you may be, baby
I'm all about gambling tonight
And every other night
Shaking and baking
It's what I gotta do
**** eye waz never faking
When I said that I love you
Whoever you may be, baby

It is okay that you departed
Though you have taken away the real sun