Kelly Diaz

Kelly Diaz Nov 2020

His eyes

How do you now get lost in his blue eyes
They are full of mystery
Like how can you not
They are a maze
If you'll look into them
You'll get lost
And I've been in there so many times
And I haven't found an exit
There is probably a prize at the end
So how do you not
                                                        I don't get lost in his eyes anymore
                                                        Because I've been there so many times
                                                        I learned how to get out of the maze
                                                        There is no prize at the end like you think
                                                        The only thing there is honesty
                                                        Which comes with pain
                                                        His eyes told you that he never loved you
                                                        His eyes told you that you were just a
                                                        game he knew how to play

Kelly Diaz Nov 2020

The man of my dreams

His eyes are the most precious
it compliments his smile
His whole face brights up
his eyes glimmer
a melodic sound comes from him
and I wish time could stop
this is what I fell in love with
the man of my dreams is someone who I can stare at and melt
we locked eyes
my heart beats a little faster
I cant let you stare into soul
cause then you'll see how much you mean to me
and then you'll walk away.

Kelly Diaz Oct 2020

Friends

It's hard
so hard not to keep thinking about you.
It's hard knowing that you no longer love me.
It's hard knowing you are trying to get someone else.
It's hard knowing that you will never look at me with the eyes you used to.
It's hard knowing that the only way you will ever look at me is with lust or with friendship.
It's hard knowing that I am not over you.
It's hard knowing that you could care less about me.
It's hard knowing that you gave up so easily.
It's hard knowing that anyone can love you and you will love them back more than you did to me.
It's hard knowing that I will no longer be able to say I love you with all my heart.
It's hard knowing that I worry about you and you don't give me a second thought.
It's hard knowing that you will no longer call me baby.
It's hard knowing that you wont give me good night text or good morning.
It's hard knowing that you will never love me again or that you will never say I love you.
But it's harder knowing that you never loved me.

Kelly Diaz Oct 2020

Him

I hate you,
I hate you because you're such a great person to be around with.
I hate you because I love to see your face from time to time.
I hate you because everything you do is so freaking adorable.
I hate you because I'm falling all over again.
And you won't be there to catch me.

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