I know that some people don't have a father.
Most tell me to not to bother.
I wonder why things gotta to be cold.
I guessing time fly's all till you're at least 90 years old.
Dad look what you put my siblings through.
I didn't care about me it was them not you.
Look at me when I'm talking,
your youngest son's locked up.
All right now tough love.
You only care about your new girl.
Now I'd a wish I hadn't gotten close in the ****** up world.
You use to be my hero.
Now you ignore me,
Only request when helps needed.
Why use sleep and work as an excuse?
I see you drive by all the time so I just now refuse.
I remember crying for you.
Mom takes it wrong and she's no help.
I'm beginning to ignore my health.
Mom and I fight to much.
I realize you aren't a decent dad and Now you're my crutch.
Thanks for "teaching Independents"
None of us trust you.
You can't buy it or buy your way out.
So stop playing DAD there's the door go ahead and walk out.

please lets not fight or lets not let each other go. i will take care of you and myself. no more i just can't bare to suffocate anymore. how i feel about you matters in this spot on the planet. want my love well here you've earned it you can have it. last thing you need is a nightmare up in this cold dark place. i love the thought of you attempting to comfort me on my bad days. babe remember tomorrow is a new day. please don't them get in the way.
Tonight is cold, been chilling here thinking why so cold? are you gonna be alright? is there any more i can do for you to be satisfied? i will plan ahead to make you feel safe and alright.
you are so beautiful and i can hear you singing. it is more then music and more then an expression. like listening to birds and earth talking to you. its amazing, and i feel it shaking. the touch of your hand and lips is like laying in place filled with safety, no longer the pain recreating this misery.  What can i do for you baby?