Sitting in an empty room
Letting the loneliness consume me
Letting the thougts flow through my mind

I haven't seen his face in days
I miss the sweet things that he says
I miss his smile
I miss his laugh

I'm afraid because of my scars from the past
Afraid he'll forget about me
Afraid he'll love another
Afraid he'll hate me
Afraid he'll call me names

I know he's not like that
To hell with my past
I'm writing a new book
The writing starts now
I shall turn my frown upside down

I won't be self conciois
I won't be untrusting
I won't let my past permanently scar me
He's different I know it
And I am new
I'm recreating myself
So dear past,
To hell with you

I'm worried about my mind
I'm worried about my feelings
I'm worried about my weight
I'm worried about my face
I'm worried about not being good enough
Im not as hot as your friends
I'm not as pretty as the other girls
I'm self conciois
I'm worried that I annoy you
I'm worried im not good enough
I'm worried im not perfect
I'm worried you won't want me in the long run
I'm worried I'll lose you

You have a beautiful mind
You're able to use it all the time
You're good at keeping me on my toes
You're good at making me wonder
You're good at making me ponder
You're good at making me curious
You're a puzzle and you're mysterious

You make it hard to read you
You make it easy to want  you
You make it hard to guess what's on your mind

But that's what's beautiful about your mind
You're a puzzle and you keep me interested all of the time

I no longer feel alone
I finally feel at home
My amount of friends may be few
But at least I know their friendship is true
I no longer cry myself to sleep
I no longer have sad thoughts that are deep
I have family that I love
Thank god up above
I no longer hate my life
I no longer sense pain's knife

I'm thinking about you
I'm thinking about your smile
I'm thinking about your eyes
I'm thinking about your kisses
I'm thinking about your hugs
I'm thinking about your cuddles
I'm thinking about us laying on the rug
I'm thinking about your cockiness
I'm thinking about your hands
I'm thinking about you

Big green beautiful eyes
Looking into my big and blue
Looking past my eyes and peeking into my soul
Your green eyes speak to me
Especially when you're looking into me
They get brighter when you smile
They get dimmer when your on auto pilot
I'm obsessed with your eyes
They sparkle like emeralds
While mine are like diamonds
Your gaze gives me butterflies
I wonder if you even realize
I can fall in love with you
Just by looking into your green eyes
Because in your eyes
I can see the soul of yours inside
And that is where your true beauty lies
I can see your inner beauty
Just by looking into your green eyes

I put my head phones in
I turn the music on
I let the same tunes play everyday
I let them calm my mind
I let them calm my heart
I let them seprate me from the world

I  turn the volume up
I turn the world down
I let the music play loudly
I let the music speak soundly

Music lets me slip away
Music lets me live a brighter day
Music lets me Find peace

Music moves through every part of me
I let music run in my mind
I let music run in my heart
I let music touch my deepest thoughts
I let music reach my inner core
I let music reach the deepest darkest parts of my soul

Music brings me happiness and light
Music is my souls true delight