I wish I could contemplate
I wish I could think
I would I could breathe
I wish I could inhale
I wish I were alone and well.

I've had to grow up
An age too young
I wasn't ready
There is no ceremony
One night,
You go to sleep a child
Young and innocent
The next morning,
You're forced to grow up.
I place the needs of others
Before myself
I stare in the mirror
I no longer bare an identity
I have lost myself in the night
I will never be okay.

Do you ever feel
Like a cigarette ****
Left on the ground
Already used and forgotten?

My whole life has been
Me taking care of someone else
For once,
I just want someone to care.

You were brought
Into this world
By a mere deal
Life to breathe
Until you die.

My heart aches at the thought of you
I crumble into a million pieces within myself
Not because you were an ex that I let slip away from my grasp
But because you are a story untold
My crush of 2 years
How I yearn for you to be mine
But I know that will never happen
I am too afraid of rejection
And you barely notice me
I write a million love poems
And people ask me if I'm in love
Without hesitation, your smile appears inside my mind
A secret well within my heart
You are my treasure and I will always like you
You are the boy I let slip away
But know, that every love poem is of us.