Loving myself is the hardest
Task I ever presented myself with
How can someone love me perfect love time soul search. Soulmate
If I can’t love myself  
I am only the human girl
Riding the vast wasteland of space
Seeking my soul and
The soul of my other half
And once I make that connection
It’ll be perfect

You are my stronghold,
My support,
Whenever I am in trouble,
Whenever I cry,
I come to you,
My tears stain,
your shoulder,
Because you are my rock.

Save me,
I lost to the devil
In a poker game.
Now I am
Lost soul,
An outcast to society,
Treated differently,
Abused by life,
And insecure to my future.

Save me someone,
He stands in the background
Gnawing on my soul's despair.
Waiting until I finally snap
And follow him back to the gates of hell.

The whispers among the air
the  mouths twitching
the words forming
Some thing you don't want
Others to hear.
The whispers,
Getting louder
And i am trying to hear.
This is maddening,
Why don't I know
What are these secrets
That everybody knows.

The burning fire
Of the bewitching orb
Comes to end the sweet day.

Our day,
In which walk on the tiny granules
Of the endless sand
Staring at the beauty
Of our love.

Once the sun sets,
I know our time has come to an end
Because now I am filled with
Memories whiles
In you are in the grave
Dreaming the night  away.

For me my life was
Stolen
Taken abruptly
With no form of sympathy
It feels like  an
Endless Nightmare
That I attempt to fight
But the thief is more
Powerful
And expects me to fail
As the thief
Consumes my
happiness, peace, freedom
I lay awake in my
Barren room
Cryinglike an
Infant child
No one hears my
Tears
But one day these cries
Would cease
And there would be murmurs
Among the land

Once again
I am all alone,
Living a life of
Solitude.
Your smile
That once greeted me,
Is a fleeting existence,
In what seems to be my
Expanding unconscious.
Why?
Why did I let
You escape my wavering hands?

I allowed myself to confess
To you,
The only one I loved,
But it seemed the feelings
You had for me were
Nonchalant.

Someone, any wake me up.
Wake me from this dream
Where you don't talk to me,
Where you ignore me.
Wake me from the dream
Where I told you I love you
And those words became my enemy.

Please someone send me back
Let me take those words
Back
So we can become what
We were before,
Because I am becoming lonely
And the Guilt
Is rotting my soul to the
Dark Core.

Thank You
Those who hate me.
Because without you
I would be still living in
A fairy tale.
You allowed me to wake
From a dream believing
That every one is as sweet
As skittles.

Thank You
To those who treat me
As an outcast,
Because I do not talk.
Because I am shy.
Well when you get
To Know me
And see how awesome I am
You will be the one to Thank Me

Thank You to all.
Because You have prepared me
For the Real World
Where I will have to
face my challenges.
Where I will meet people who dislike me.

Whispers of the Moon
Sing Lullabies
To the soothing children
But we are still up exploring,
The wider world of Love.
We are drowned in
Each other's presence
And destined to sing the unearthly songs
But when you have such
Love
Between two people
Who were drawn together
By Kismet,
Not even the chattering crickets
Become a Nuisance
To the Love that
Remains undaunted.

Thinking is so powerful
That it can destroy
A nation.
It can stop time
It can bend backs
We have to think to create
Because we have to imagine
The benefits
The consequences.
Of what we plan to do.

My body aching
As I sit there relentless,
Waiting for the daybreak
Wondering when this
Torture of love will be over.

I am waiting,
Silently,
Patiently
For the Redemption
That I believe I deserve.

I was told to wait
But waiting is not enough
I am no longer the same
And You will never be
Who I wanted you to be.