There are times
Where I am doing well
Standing strong
Because my life as
A single entity is awesome
But then the loneliness
Creeps behind my
Insecure mind
And fights to drag
Me into a deep depression.
I want to be independent me
But what is one shoe without
It's other half.

It is happening again
The confinement
Due to my insecurities.
The depression caused
by my traumatized mind.
I need to escape
This dark fate
Where I ultimately
Come to my
End.

Sometimes
I feel like screaming
Punching
Kicking
But the world waits
For no man
And will leave us behind to rot
Like un-dead corpses.
So I pick my stuff up
Leave
And never return to my state
Of unhappiness

When the moon
And sun connect
I sit and wonder
Where you are now
Pondering on what you could be doing
Hating that you
Are not with me basking
In the sunlight
Do others not know
That you are my everything
You are my daylight
You are my sunshine
But what am I doing
Professing this unadulterated
Love
When you only know
My name
Only know
How I look
Only know that
I am the source of your
Disgust

Our hearts ever so pure
Tainted by the lust
We keep dormant
Explode once
Our cold fingers
Connect
And the warmth
Spreads around
Our body like
the blood that already
Circulates
And we become
Beasts, who hunger
and treat each other
Like Prey.

The passion we shared
Was the source of
My tears
But maybe
I love it
Because our struggle
To find total peace
Is what made our bond stronger

It seems as we age
We drifted apart
The love we shared was
meaningless.
Now I feel
Empty
Because I know I am
Alone