Isn't it hopeless
To attempt to please everyone
At least one person
Will cause you tears
When you try to spread happiness
That one person will stir
Many emotions
That you try to keep
Bottled up
Causing you to explode,

We fight each day
Crying out to nature
Like the psychos
We all are,
We want redemption
From the evil that
Lay in the closet
But we do not accept the
Fact that the darkness
That is formed deep within
Our soul,
Is eating away at the Goodness
The peace
The happiness
That consumes our mind.
We are humans after all
We are the two sides to
Every story.

Dear Whoever,
The life you sold me
The dreams you gave me
Were lies
Was it not.
You fed me like a child
With all the things you
Planned for us to do
But you replaced me for the
Lover you met last week.
I do not feel anger
Or resentment
Nor will I show resilience
I just hope
Your stomach is eaten by
Your GUILT

"'Mom, I'm tired.."
I said, as I walked slowly towards her
My arms weighing me down
Hanging by my sides, T-shirt no sweater

"Go take a nap sweetheart"
She replied in a sweet, soothing tone
Wish I had said something more
Cause where I'm going, there isn't a phone..

I've withered and got down to my goal
It's a shame more people didn't realize,
No one took it serious enough
I never felt like I was the right size

I couldn't feel anymore neither happiness nor pain
If this is what it took then I'm glad the job is done
I loved you all so much so please forgive me
But I think this nap will be my last one

Under this pinnacle
Of green leaves
I sit
Waiting for my lover
Who tells me a bunch of sweet
Nothings.
Who wipes away my tears.
This pinnacle
Represents
Our love
Which is full of strength.
Now, I must wait
For my soul mate,
That brings me to life,
Like the sun does to the leaves.

If I was still there
Waiting on you
I would be dragged strait
To the asylum
You built for me personally.
You called me crazy
Because I wanted to shower
You in my affection
Because even though you
Committed adultery
Against me.
Thats why I had to go
Leave you behind
In that drunken sate
Still kissing that dreadful woman.
Don't look for me
I am not needed
Because I left to raise
our unborn child.