My love
I know things get rough
Things may be bumpy
Even through the times where things are tough
You always stay right there by my side
We may fight
But we always make up
I may be difficult
But you figured out how to handle it
No matter what happens your right there by my side
Helping me
Even when it hurts you
You help me
Even when I yell
You help me
Even when I lie and say im ok
You help me
When I have those bad thoughts
You help pull me out of that head space
When I cut
Your annoyed
But thats because I didn't say anything
My love
Your the love of my life
Through the good and the bad
I promise I'll do what I can
I'll do better for the both of us
I'll help in anyway I can
I love you sweetheart
More than anything

My life
Practically meaningless
Im useless
People would like me better if I were dead
People wouldn't care
Who would
They wouldn't
It'll be fine
1 slit
2 slit
3 maybe 4
Watching the blood drip down
Down my thigh
Down my arm
On my hand
Dripping
Down
Painful when touched
Its fine
Painful in the shower
Oh well
Painful with clothes on
Im fine
It doesn't matter
No one will notice
No one has to know
The blood dripping
Blood dripping
Dripping
Down
Over and over
No one cares
Where is it?
Where is the blade
No
Don't touch it
Its fine.
Everything will be fine
Just a little pain
Let me just....
Cut...
One more...
Just one more....
Just one more time....
Please..
It helps the pain..