When did we lose our happiness?
Where did we all just drift apart?
How did our family turn to nothingness?
We used to play and laugh and dance
But now those times have turned to ash
And ash has turned to tears and fights
In this vortex it's only black
I can no longer see a light
I can no longer sleep at night

Compared to your troubles mine are small
So silence is best, cause you'd say they're nothing at all

She looks so happy, always laughing and never crying
But beneath that smile, heart of hers is slowly dying
She's covering it up with that lively mask
Keeping it up just be an impossible task

I hope she knows that one day it will break
And everyone will see that it's all been fake
Not just her smile but her entire life
She's doing it all to escape the knife

She's trying her best but it's cutting deep
And even tho she feels the pain
She'll never let them see her weep

The emotions I keep hidden and the smiles I fake
It's drowning me now
let's see how much more I can take
Push my limits till I reach my end
Keep my soul to tear and rend

You know me as the person that's strong and never cries
But deep down inside my fears and weaknesses do hide
Deep in the pit of swirling thoughts
Lost in the abyss of my unanswered calls
Loneliness and uselessness has filled my heart
Soon there will be nothing and my soul will grow dark
My blood turns to ice, my life turns to lies
Gone are the days of joyful tears
Pain and masks replace those years

The difference between me and the difference between you
Is as vast as the ocean, cold, and blue
But look a little closer, we're one and the same
We each have demons that we can not tame
You can point and judge as much as you please
But It won't change the truth that we're not at peace

Love is like the ocean
Beautiful yet wild
Deadly yet kind
It can make you feel as tho you can fly
Then a moment later it will cause you to cry
Love is the mystery of all of time
Cause loving you was my greatest crime
At the same time it was a pleasure
I gave you a piece of my greatest treasure
You may not have thought of it as that
But to me my heart was just that
My intentions were to keep it to me
Then along you came holding the key
You smiled in my face and told me how you felt
That was the first time my heart did melt
I thought my joy would last forever
Little did I know our bond would sever
It wasn't quick
It was confusing and slick
It wasn't good
It was not understood
Maybe by you, but surely not by me
I had hoped and thought that we'd be a "we"
Maybe we are.. I don't know
Maybe we're nothing and it was all for show
Anyways, I really meant it when I said I was ok
Tho I must admit, I'd be better off if you'd stay