Jolan Lade: Poems

428 · Mar 2019

Together

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Together

Daily daydreams are where I find her
I see her in every corner of my mind
Targeting dreams where we are together
Talking in my sleep
Each and every moment, exiting and unique

I can't really do much else.

#daily #daydreams #her #mind #dreams #love #unique

428 · May 2018

Down hill

Jolan Lade May 2018

Down hill

I'm trapped.
I'm trapped in a bottle.
Its got an engine, and goes full throttle.
There is nothing stopping this bottle, one day it will hit a wall, smash. now a billion pieces of glass with me in the middle, free of my pickle.
Bleeding but pleasing, now I can die.
I didn't survive.

My cockpit

#bottle #trap #death #endless #glass #pickle #survival

413 · Mar 2019

Funeral

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Funeral

Will you be at my funeral?
I think of it as a lonely place
A daily thought I usually face
Sometimes I look at a friend
And I think to myself
Would they be at my funeral
Would they attend?
It's not a beautiful answer
Not in my head

A scary thought, really

#funeral #me #lonely #place #friend #think #thought #daily

412 · Oct 2018

Never love

Jolan Lade Oct 2018

Never love

I miss what we never had
I miss the potential love, and what we could have done with that

Inking dreadfully

#love #broken #miss #potential #we #could #that #never

403 · May 2018

Robots can dream too

Jolan Lade May 2018

Robots can dream too

My mind is weird
I feel like its wired differently, a little more gently
So, I sometimes sit down and watch words, flying by
Words passing by, passwords, almost like birds, but just words
Telling me a story, about glory and a dragon, guarding gold and territory

Bless my brain, what an electric and wirery mess
With an engine, leaking oil onto the paper...

#mind #thoughts #weird #different #gently #word #words #flying #stories #birds

402 · May 2018

Word of the world

Jolan Lade May 2018

Word of the world

They say you are dead as soon as someone said your name for the last time.
They say darkness will come with destruction and suffering and just then will the sun stop to shine.
They say happiness is unoptaineble and needlessly trying to acheive it will cost the dear ones of mine.
I reply to that i dont believe a word
And with that im fine.

I dont listen to devils and demons, only the people that i consider the
real ones.

#word #listen #lovedones #fake #real #lie #truth

401 · May 2018

Papersss

Jolan Lade May 2018

Papersss

City lights
Or
Clear night skies
Closing doors
Or
Wild paths

Choose wisely

#choose #city #wilderness #wild #clear #doors #paths #light

400 · Jul 2019

Dimple

Jolan Lade Jul 2019

Dimple

Rhymes are beautifully simple
Like the dimple beneath your nose
And for those who just don't understand
That love is just you who expand in my heart
I will start by explaining your dimple

Your beautiful dimple

#love #lovepoem #dimple #rhymes #understand #heart #simple

378 · Dec 2020

In The Winter Night

Jolan Lade Dec 2020

In The Winter Night

Winter night, dark and odd
Some words are right, others not
Some seek the fires, some phasing out
Some like to love, some winding up
Winter night, cold and strange
Hold me tight, now let me fall
Let me die and let me awe
With what I had, felt and saw
Winter night, you poor thing
Shh and sleep, soon comes spring

The day was good, I let it die, regret what I did, now I´ll live my life.

#night #sleep #winter #words #love #cold #spring #dark #sad #happy

373 · May 2018

Seeing protons

Jolan Lade May 2018

Seeing protons

Hello
Sweet blow
Feel the flow
I just know, everymind can grow
Although its snow, we find the comfort below

To me
Every electron
Cirkelig every proton in
Every atom
Has a purpose

#proton #hello #grow #snow #comfort

367 · Mar 2019

Peanut

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Peanut

I want to be a peanut
My life would be much simpler, and
My feelings would be much smaller, but
I would be a peanut

Yep.

#peanut #me #feelings #life

356 · Mar 2019

Look at you

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Look at you

When my eyes look at you
My heart turns to me and shooks
Tells me you are on my pages
The óne in my books

Just really "a lot in love"

#love #look #heart #eyes #books

352 · Apr 2018

Wait, please

Jolan Lade Apr 2018

Wait, please

I keep thinking out loud
Keep uploading to the cloud
And wondering, what its all about.

Just daily maintenance :)

#thinking #outloud #cloud #wonder #everyday #thoughts

350 · May 2018

Hoi Polloi

Jolan Lade May 2018

Hoi Polloi

Educated people
That think they
Know everything
There is a need
To know
-
To them
I have
A mind
To blow

I don´t mind, being a little behind

#education #know #mindblow #thoughts #knowing

345 · Mar 2018

Just how it feels

Jolan Lade Mar 2018

Just how it feels

No one sees, no one knows, the star that floats and glows.
I feel the heat, the cold dirt under my feet.
Im in the rain, the pain, like a stain on my shirt.

Just how i feel sometimes

#stars #heat #cold #pain #stain

337 · Mar 2019

Kid

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Kid

I want to go back
Before the me I am now
I want to go back
To the me I was then

I want to live in the world
Full of magic
I want to live in the world
Where the moon was reachable
And the earth simple

If I could tell my past self one thing it its, "toughen up my friend, you'll need to."

#kid #childhood #world #magic #past

330 · May 10

Fear

Jolan Lade May 10

Fear

My fear is you
It is rare
But when it is me
It is true
My fear is me
It is rare
But when it is you
It is true

#love #fear #heartbreak #life #living #tears

328 · May 2018

Collapse

Jolan Lade May 2018

Collapse

By the sight, of you
The cold withdrew
By the voice, of you
My heart was jumping, like a kangaroo
I tore my mind to pieces, as my attraction to you increased
And by happiness I was lit, hit
Even if I must admit, it made me shatter but that won´t matter

Speechless by weakness

#collapse #cold #you #heart #mind #happiness #hit #matter #love

323 · Mar 2019

If we love.

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

If we love.

love love                                                   love love
love love                                        love love
love love                            love love
love love                love love
love love    love love
XYouX
love love   love love
love love               love love
love love                           love love
love love                                        love love
love love                                                    love love

Layout inspired by Ciel Noir

#love

315 · May 2018

Neutron

Jolan Lade May 2018

Neutron

I am a neutral
I write popetry, supposedly

My note
I would probably write my own quote, but I’m a neutral, I don’t vote.
Called popetry

#neutral #write #i

306 · May 2018

Elektron

Jolan Lade May 2018

Elektron

Im high on neuklear energy
I could travel to infinity
But i crushed into a star
I got so far, so close
So nearly reached the sweetest rose

Roses are red and violets are blue, that i know and otherwise i have no clue

#elektron #energy #stars #rose #crush

301 · Apr 2018

Forrest

Jolan Lade Apr 2018

Forrest

I have to be careful, not to lose my mind.
I wonder in a world of thoughts, drawn to what i can find...

That i think of, is love, hate... might be fate

#forrest #careful #mind #wonder #find #world

277 · Mar 2018

Tower

Jolan Lade Mar 2018

Tower

Once i saw a tower, on top grew a flower.
The flower was dark, but comsumed the light, that had traveled a billion mile flight.

When you are sad, even the least of light, can make your day bright.

#sad #tower #flower #light #dark #help

276 · Apr 2019

See you

Jolan Lade Apr 2019

See you

I see you, and how you feel
I see you, and I've been there too
But put your mind though
Because you have to see yourself at the goal
Before you can recapture the controls
Before you can take back the rudder they so viciously stole

Fight against it or live with it

#you #fight #goals

270 · Mar 2018

Ladder

Jolan Lade Mar 2018

Ladder

I need to write, I cannot stop.
Hang on tight, I´ll reach the top.

You have to start at something, to go to somewhere... I guess

#rocketscience #succes #writing

264 · Mar 2018

Greedy Wishes

Jolan Lade Mar 2018

Greedy Wishes

The night is clear, the stars are here.
They need to listen, they need to learn.
They need to shoot, they need to burn.

Because life is not about getting... My mind tells me

#wish #stars #learning #greed #night

261 · Mar 2019

Letter

Jolan Lade Mar 2019

Letter

I have a letter for you
I would like to know you better
No pressure, we can talk, or never
It's up to you, you can leave it altogether
As long as you take your time to read it
Before you slip it in the shredder

I wrote it with ink and a few pixels

#letter #you #never #time #relationship

260 · Dec 2024

You love

Jolan Lade Dec 2024

You love

You love me.
But do you love me.
Or do you love that I'm here?
Is love a permanent?
Or a temporary?
Is it a right now?
Or a loss if I leave?
Is it who ever is by your side?
Or is it a me when there is others?
Would you choose me at the loss of your freedom?
Or would you write me of as an expense of living?

#doubt #loss #freedom #love #sad #feelings #panic #crisis

253 · Jan 2020

2020

Jolan Lade Jan 2020

2020

Oh, twenty-twenty
You came quickly
Will you be long?
Help me get through?
Carry me to twenty-twenty-one?
I´m worried I wont get to see next year too.

2020 January.

#help #2020 #guidance #year #lost #thoughts

213 · Apr 2018

Notice

Jolan Lade Apr 2018

Notice

If i may;
It´s quite a cloudy day
But who says there is not, a life to live anyway?

*Thinking really hard*

#clouds #life #live #sad #happy

198 · Mar 2018

Talent

Jolan Lade Mar 2018

Talent

Im not good at mathematics or acrobatics.
Im not good at drawing doddles or cooking noodles.
I am no Martin Luther King, but i dream just about anything.

When school is boring, so you choose to spend you time usefully

#talent #dream

149 · Nov 2024

I think

Jolan Lade Nov 2024

I think

You said I love you I think
I said What do you mean?
But I knew what you meant
That's exactly how I felt

#love #think #feelgood

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