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May 2018 · 898
My universe
Jolan Lade May 2018
She finds me, makes the beautiful show and see
Makes me believe god exists and love is a thing
She is my queen and I want to be her king
I feel the flowers and butterflies within
Just the thought of her makes me warm like sunshine on my skin
I miss her, time is hard to befriend
Till I see her again
Cannot breathe, my chest is swelling, from "I love you" yelling
May 2018 · 1.5k
Rewrite the endless night
Jolan Lade May 2018
One night walking on the sidewalk
Head directed towards the phone, not the mood for talk
Bumped into a lamppost
Noticed it shined more light on my path than most
Said hello and moved on, at the moment I didn’t realize
The light could repel evil lies and equalise, keep me alive and provide key allies
Should have stayed in the light
Then battling the dark would have been a, somewhat fair fight.
Just the surrounding darkness and a few lampposts, leading my way
May 2018 · 763
Cunning Little Prototype
Jolan Lade May 2018
A little prototype
So fortunate there was no one alike
A truly remarkable prototype, but after all just that
And as it goes with those, it got replaced with another,
slightly better
Terrified and afraid, it was now sent to the shredder

But before it got there, it was revisited
The prototype thought that was wonderful
Its future was a little brighter, and colourful
It was happy to get another chance, to enhance
It did its best to look good, as it should
It now had an outstanding design
But unfortunately, once again declined

Now crushed and defeated it wandered the testing site and factory grounds, wondering why the world could be so cruel
Just a single approval could be so crucial
And every disapproval so brutal and roughshod
Simply the prototype, must be no good

Suddenly a pair of kind, caring hands picked it up
A pair of hands that understands the prototype
It was carefully looked at and a few screws was tightened
New technology was inserted, and a few bulbs was lightened
New hope rose as the insecurity was broke
Once again examined carefully
Now the prototype was truly a beauty
It jumped up and down, as it was finally accepted
and put into production, happy and relieved as it had now served a real function
Just a day, someone somewhere will find you and think, "Awe how neat".
May 2018 · 474
God Damn
Jolan Lade May 2018
Standing here, feeling the fear creeping up my spine
Like clouds covering sunshine
Monsters peaking from every little corner
I continue the suffering from this cancerous disorder
Shadows and danger crossing my border
My pile of hope is shrinking shorter
As mortars are tossing shells of torture
I who said to be a warrior
Ended a mourner
Drizzling ink
May 2018 · 977
My Liberator
Jolan Lade May 2018
She arrived like rain on fire
She possessed my every desire
She poured fuel into my cup
Inserted a sparkplug and started me up
Rocket engine fired up, boost activated and racing towards the top
Exiting the atmosphere
Never has my vision been so clear
Stars and planets cheering in excitement
Her voice is my drive in a space so silent
Thundering past gas giants and supernova’s
Competing against science in alliance with the gods, odds in our Favour
Hearts greater than nature
My saviour
Far off star struck
May 2018 · 426
Down hill
Jolan Lade May 2018
I'm trapped.
I'm trapped in a bottle.
Its got an engine, and goes full throttle.
There is nothing stopping this bottle, one day it will hit a wall, smash. now a billion pieces of glass with me in the middle, free of my pickle.
Bleeding but pleasing, now I can die.
I didn't survive.
My cockpit
Jolan Lade May 2018
Long years it is
Sitting on a bench
People trying to teach me
But teaching me is like teaching a tree to talk or a rock to walk
They expect logic to be self-explanatory like a self-writing story
But not when you are surrounded by space and your mind is a rocket
Because then there is no time for them and what they call knowledge
Only how fast the rocket goes, with how many voltage
Me in my head and them in their world
May 2018 · 695
Automatonic
Jolan Lade May 2018
My fingers are typing machines
My brain is a steam engine running on the vapor from my emotions
Poems are life supporting potions
And she is my drive, my reason
She is the weather, that makes every season
*never running out of ink*
May 2018 · 403
Robots can dream too
Jolan Lade May 2018
My mind is weird
I feel like its wired differently, a little more gently
So, I sometimes sit down and watch words, flying by
Words passing by, passwords, almost like birds, but just words
Telling me a story, about glory and a dragon, guarding gold and territory
Bless my brain, what an electric and wirery mess
With an engine, leaking oil onto the paper...
May 2018 · 315
Neutron
Jolan Lade May 2018
I am a neutral
I write popetry, supposedly
My note
I would probably write my own quote, but I’m a neutral, I don’t vote.
Called popetry
May 2018 · 401
Papersss
Jolan Lade May 2018
City lights
Or
Clear night skies
Closing doors
Or
Wild paths
Choose wisely
May 2018 · 507
Popetry
Jolan Lade May 2018
It is noting
It is not being hurt, feeling the pain
Its like it sticks to the outside, like a stain.
That is not what keeps me sane.
Its telling you how lost I am.
Because it is in her eyes
All of my fears dies.
Unable to stop.
May 2018 · 350
Hoi Polloi
Jolan Lade May 2018
Educated people                                          
That think they                                      
Know everything                            
There is a need                          
To know                            
-                                
To them                      
I have                  
A mind      
To blow
I don´t mind, being a little behind
May 2018 · 328
Collapse
Jolan Lade May 2018
By the sight, of you
The cold withdrew
By the voice, of you
My heart was jumping, like a kangaroo
I tore my mind to pieces, as my attraction to you increased
And by happiness I was lit, hit
Even if I must admit, it made me shatter but that won´t matter
Speechless by weakness
May 2018 · 306
Elektron
Jolan Lade May 2018
Im high on neuklear energy
I could travel to infinity
But i crushed into a star
I got so far, so close
So nearly reached the sweetest rose
Roses are red and violets are blue, that i know and otherwise i have no clue
May 2018 · 373
Seeing protons
Jolan Lade May 2018
Hello
Sweet blow
Feel the flow
I just know, everymind can grow
Although its snow, we find the comfort below
To me
Every electron
Cirkelig every proton in
Every atom
Has a purpose
May 2018 · 484
Esthetic
Jolan Lade May 2018
I.
Am.
So.
Lucky.
To get this opportunity
She was so beautiful
Personality funny and her eyes colorful, flowery
She was my idolatry, just so lovely
My feelings became uncontrollably brokenly
My heart exploded like allometry, cant be expressed in poetry
She is unlike nobody, and does it beautifully.
Eyes just so brigt its worth the fight
May 2018 · 1.4k
Holding my own will
Jolan Lade May 2018
They took me as a slave
But no man, no grave
No rope, no chain
Can me contain
Break out
May 2018 · 402
Word of the world
Jolan Lade May 2018
They say you are dead as soon as someone said your name for the last time.
They say darkness will come with destruction and suffering and just then will the sun stop to shine.
They say happiness is unoptaineble and needlessly trying to acheive it will cost the dear ones of mine.
I reply to that i dont believe a word
And with that im fine.
I dont listen to devils and demons, only the people that i consider the
real ones.
May 2018 · 2.2k
Breathing air
Jolan Lade May 2018
I look and my brain is swelling
I listen and my ears are bleeding
I feel
Im desovling
Looking at the dark cornors
Listening to the white noise
Makes a gray world
Apr 2018 · 213
Notice
Jolan Lade Apr 2018
If i may;
It´s quite a cloudy day
But who says there is not, a life to live anyway?
*Thinking really hard*
Apr 2018 · 301
Forrest
Jolan Lade Apr 2018
I have to be careful, not to lose my mind.
I wonder in a world of thoughts, drawn to what i can find...
That i think of, is love, hate... might be fate
Apr 2018 · 1.1k
Just that
Jolan Lade Apr 2018
It is the pen and the paper, backspace and eraser, that makes this place better.
*Note*
Apr 2018 · 352
Wait, please
Jolan Lade Apr 2018
I keep thinking out loud
Keep uploading to the cloud
And wondering, what its all about.
Just daily maintenance :)
Apr 2018 · 672
The small things matter
Jolan Lade Apr 2018
A little beating heart
Creating simple but beautiful art
It dosent matter if you are smart, or a little behind
Because love, is just as kind
Love might be a little late, but it will come to you. That is fate.
Mar 2018 · 277
Tower
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
Once i saw a tower, on top grew a flower.
The flower was dark, but comsumed the light, that had traveled a billion mile flight.
When you are sad, even the least of light, can make your day bright.
Mar 2018 · 345
Just how it feels
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
No one sees, no one knows, the star that floats and glows.
I feel the heat, the cold dirt under my feet.
Im in the rain, the pain, like a stain on my shirt.
Just how i feel sometimes
Mar 2018 · 518
You
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
You
You are the captain of my lifeboat.
You are what keeps me afloat.
Even if im William Bligh, you will raise me high.
That one friend you really need.
FIE - FIE - FIE
Mar 2018 · 264
Greedy Wishes
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
The night is clear, the stars are here.
They need to listen, they need to learn.
They need to shoot, they need to burn.
Because life is not about getting... My mind tells me
Mar 2018 · 508
Sorry
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
Im sorry.

Im sorry, that im not what you expected of me.
Im sorry, that you are stuck with me and me with you.
Im sorry, that Im not the bear to fight the fear, or there to wipe the tear.
Im sorry, Im the needle on the neck and the riddle in the head.
Im sorry, Im the beer to bring up the tear.
Im sorry, Im the frame to capture the shame.

But you are the light, that just shine too bright, that just might, make me pick another fight.
I desverve to bleed , but forgive me please.
Mar 2018 · 270
Ladder
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
I need to write, I cannot stop.
Hang on tight, I´ll reach the top.
You have to start at something, to go to somewhere... I guess
Mar 2018 · 198
Talent
Jolan Lade Mar 2018
Im not good at mathematics or acrobatics.
Im not good at drawing doddles or cooking noodles.
I am no Martin Luther King, but i dream just about anything.
When school is boring, so you choose to spend you time usefully

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