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I want to know
why I'm afraid

was this choice
a mistake I made?

or was this brave
and necessary?

sometimes good things
can be scary

I don't know
where I am going

there is terror
in not knowing

all I know is
I am here

courage feels the same as fear
Live long enough
and we end up alone
No matter our fortune
no matter our throne

Life will have sway
as our journey unwinds
One breath at a time
โ€” our voices unrhymed

(Augustinian Seminary: July, 2025)
Save me, so sweetly,
with your expert advice
on how to live someone else's life.

Advice is ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก opinion.
It should be dissected, examinedโ€”
an understanding of ๐‘š๐‘ฆ situation.

Put yourself in my ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘,
not just in my shoes.
Tell me what Iโ€™ve forgotten,
๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ meโ€”donโ€™t remake me.

Open my eyes to ๐‘š๐‘ฆ goal, not yours.
Tell me how to achieveโ€”
๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก what you believe.

Otherwise, donโ€™t be surprised
when I seem not to listen.

I do.

I ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘  do.

But only the good advice
will be used.

Still, I should be thankful
for how kindly youโ€™ve killed me.

And now,
what an honorโ€”
for you to save me, so sweetly.
**** Me Kindly Pt. 2
Acrobatic
Elegance
Mixed
With mystery
Wise to the rise
Giants of the sea
Breaking free
Through depths
Of blues and greens
Like brush stokes
Through a dream
Lines and curves
Become serene
In the depths
They sing
Where
Beauty leaps
From the belly
Of the beast
Bubble trapping
Curiosity
Forget the
Baguette,
Slumber, in the arms of a
Cucumber.
Never doubt the
Sprout.
Don't be mean to the bean.
Make drama, when peeling a
Banana.
Use a heron, to squeeze
Your lemon.
Feed a grape, to that ape.
Carve a kiwi into a kiwi.
Stare at at pear.
Pretend a spring onion,
Is a bunion, but! Don't leave it
In your sock.
Do the tango, with a mango.
Make mashed potato,ย ย look like a chateau.
Excite a parrot,
With a carrot.
Is that pea, a she or a he? Whatever! Have tea with that pea, in a teepee.
Make rice mice.
Don't make a scene, with an aubergine.
Take that courgette, to the vet.
Visit the planet, that looks like a pomegranate.
Dye your boot, with beetroot.
Take the lead, when planting your seed.
Drink sherry with a berry.
See, with glasses made of brocoli.
A horse with dapple, loves an apple.
Don't play dumb, with a plum.
~ A Nursery Rhyme ~

By night the lamplights bloom in blue,
and Squinty Bat comes lurking through.
A flicker, a whisper,
a crooked spin,
she twirls in the hush where dreams begin.

She nibbles moths that orbit the glow,
grim as the gossip graveyards know.
Around the lamp
she loops and slides,
a velvet ribbon on moonlit tides.

At morning sun - dreadful, bright! -
Miss Clara Parrot claims the light.
She squawks and scolds,
so green, so loud,
a herald of day to the mortal crowd.

She tattles from trees with her feathered choir,
spilling the secrets that night conspired.
Their laughter clatters
like shattered glass,
naming each sin the shadows let pass.

Neighbors groan and pull their sheets
as Clara reigns over waking streets.
While Squinty swings
in her secret nook,
dangling like crime in a dusty book.

By day, itโ€™s Clara, gossip and glare,ย ย 
by night, itโ€™s Squinty, a ghost in the air.ย ย 
And before you ask:
Which one is blessed?
the sun and the moon will refuse that test.
And a credit to Mr. Edward Gorey, an inspiration.
There was no when. Only hush, folded in silence so deep it hadn't yet learned the name "dark."

A breath, not taken but imagined by something that would one day remember being God.

Time crouched in the corner of nowhere, unstrung and unborn, counting moments it had yet to invent.

Then the exhale.

Not wind.

Not sound.

But everything!

Light in its first vulnerability, heat like a promise, matter scattering like doubt that finally believed itself.

Stars bloomed like rumours, planets tumbled into questions, and gravity whispered, "Stay."

The cosmos blinked, still wet with origin. And in that blink, myth became memory draped in motion.

Before laws, before names, before the ache of wondering, there was this: a sigh so infinite it sang itself into becoming.
Do I have a mind to map? ๐Ÿคฏ
A wrinkled maze, a twisty trap? ๐Ÿชค
Or just a spark that zips and zings, โœจ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’ƒ
Uncharted thoughts with flappy wings?๐Ÿฆ‡

๐Ÿ’ฅ What if the mindโ€™s a sketch unseen, ๐Ÿคฏ
Drawn in dreams or in between ๐Ÿ’ญ
A tangle, giggle, sigh, surprise; ๐Ÿชข๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ˜ฏ
A galaxy behind my eyes?๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿ‘€

I chase a dot, it loops, it darts, โš†โžฟ๐ŸŽฏ
It scribbles over all my charts. ๐Ÿ“Š
Each idea - a bounce, a swirl, ๐ŸŒ€
A jellybean inside a whirl.๐Ÿฅก

So here I sit, map in hand, ๐Ÿ—บ๏ธ
No compass, no strict command. ๐Ÿงญ
Just wondering where the neurons nap... ๐Ÿ’ค
Do I have a mind to map?๐Ÿคฏ
From a WhatsApp comment.
while taking coffee
in a particular place
******* on chocolate torte
slightly melted,
the lord of the manor,
reading.

grew a headache
from the stuff, too much
sweet , too much
information, all too true
to pattern.

so we drove home, and
got on with it.

nissan huts.
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