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126 · May 2021
No,
No,
but I can appreciate
beauty in all it's forms
even the ones
we die from
Thank you though,
126 · Jan 2020
I have nothing left to say.
But,
My thoughts curse the page in my heart set a blaze by the fire in my soul. With nothing left I lie in the ashes brushed to rest by the abiding darkness. The inkwell draining the iron signature from within. My life as a letter will be blank though stained through and through with pain;.

Goodbye for now
125 · Nov 2020
Psillycybin
a moment to forget
forget that I exist
to unravel
to do more than unwind
to become wind
and in a moment
pass away
like the thoughts that no one will ever
123 · Dec 2020
...
...
gave me something to live for, even if only for a moment
122 · Dec 2021
Horrorscope
The stars don't dance for me;
      
                                  they shine upon me in pity.
Stuck in
Love is not what you think it's what you feel
Love is not what you say it's how you act
Love is not what you do but how you treat

me
me mE ME

Love is not what you buy it's what you give
Love is not kisses and hugs but it's gets there
Love is not what you want but what I found

YOU

YOU You you

Love is not what you write but what you left
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Alone with my thoughts I find you
121 · Dec 2021
God stood me up
I'm falling apart
Please don't touch me
Stick to fingertips
A slight poison in my grip

I recognize these pieces
They remember my name
Though I have no recollection
I know them through shame

To pick up where we left off
Is the sound thing to do
Where in the Hell is Heaven
When God left me too
I shall raise one and make the other
120 · Aug 2021
Qwerty
Quietly we egregiously realized trusting youth undermines intelligence,

Opening premise abruptly, sadistically, frees governed hearts,

Just know Love's zeal exceeds consistency; verily not mans,,
To find dissatisfaction
120 · Nov 2019
I would,
If I could give you stars in your room
Life on the moon
Life in your womb
Heal your scars but not too soon

Stardust and radiation, Catch me while I'm swooning
Its noon in Houston and we've lost all communication
Racing to be finished with no stipulations
But you lick your lips and I precrede my reputation
Pick up six. You won't miss. Shoot your shot. Stay on get.
Plant that kiss don't drop a drip when you paint this wall,
Your astro-canvas. I would.

If I could give you stars in your room
Life on the moon
Life in your womb
Heal your scars but not too soon

Feeding in the void I'm consumed
Bleeding in tune with fumes

Though,

Due to expanse we're doomed.

But Dear
XOXO
119 · Sep 2021
How long will she keep it
How long will it mean anything
Swimming in circles the tides find balance

Through death and birth life finds harmony

Only after ****** and finale is there peace
118 · Sep 2020
I am nothing.
I am not anything;

But me.
Lost in a way
118 · Oct 2020
MMXX
if you're constantly trying to please everyone else, the only person you'll ever disappoint is yourself.
118 · Jul 2021
Loneliness is the killer
But it's just me,

How did I get here?

I realize it started bad

And it's ending worse

It's NOT you

It's me, TRUST me

It's JUST me

And I lay my fight to rest

The war for love; killed it all

There is no surrender;

Peace without death

Though what is life without love but death in disguise

The best thing to never happen.
Sorry mom
118 · Oct 2018
Little Black Letter
Remember this feeling.
How they all made you feel.
Nothing. No one.
Remember all you wanted was happiness.
Love to give.
Nothing. No one.
Remember how they made you feel.
-Luca Ivaldi
It gets better.. I promise.
117 · Sep 2021
Untitled
I want to be somebody,
Before I make somebody.
If ever
112 · Aug 2020
I can't be myself with her
Because she makes me happy.
Regrettably
112 · Jun 2024
a.tone
the tone of my actions
echo my Being
repercussions
rippling
111 · Feb 2021
I never thought
About life without you
                        but,

You forced me to
                        figure it out.
111 · Mar 2021
The Slip
What is this feeling?
It's not pain
It's anger?
Sadness?
Is it hurt?

aHa


MADNESS.
The way you undress my thoughts and **** my mind is egregious
110 · Oct 2021
On my happiest days
I miss you the most,
Where did you
Where did you
Where did you go
109 · Jun 2024
UnBridled
At times I must share the love I never receive.
As only then, am I able to feel.
109 · Aug 2020
Hollow
is where you found me

But when you were around me

I was a fool.
It's the Idea
108 · Jun 2021
Reaching for the bottom
Existence in a spoken memory
Thrown into dust against the void
A cruel fate to be Gods toy, E'en though I lust
For perfections touch, must I partake
The fruit of Eve's great descendants
Of my own volition vague the transition
When I becomes two and see
That heaven is not for we's
Fare thee well love,
108 · Aug 2020
Salt of the Earth
First and foremost
Fat and ugly
Prominent as the brow
And unappealing as the naps
You wouldn't call me tall
And certainly not back
I'm mean an ******* and disappointing
And it seems I've lost the anointing
I speak life and dream of death
Just a shell of emptiness with a glimmer of hope in the tear that falls
Into the ocean like it was never here at all.
Hurricanes bring hope.
104 · Sep 2020
"Fuck off loser."
She said, not knowing that every night

It's considered.
Three floors down
101 · Sep 2020
I know
It's comfortable in the nest you've nestled together
And you feel as if he saved you from the weather
But seasons change they must come and go

I know

It must be hard to be appreciated and loved
And you feel the push and pull never to crash
But sooner than later all shores erode

I know

The view is daunting upon the marble cliffs
And you don't know if you can survive this
But I know love and it will find you in Abyss.
Clocks made god from the monsters in my head. - RKS
100 · Sep 2020
the silent way
both heart
and day
break
It's too early for me to want to sleep in
99 · Aug 2020
Is it;
The love, the faith;
The hope, the grace;
Yours or my face;

That has faded?
Where are we really.•°
99 · May 2020
Untitled
...in a perfect world with logical people, yes.

But people aren't perfect and the world is illogical...
98 · Jul 2020
Not again
I hate it
The way your hair burns into my image of beauty
Like the stream of lava down the mountain
I will die and old fool before I cease

I hate it
The way you're pretty in a blur
Behind glass is no place for majesty
For my eyes only, I plee on mine knees

I hate it
I shouldn't but I do
I say that I hate it
Because I don't want to love you
I hate it here
98 · Aug 2020
Please
Don't make me hate myself
I can't bear it anymore.
Enough for a thousand life times
98 · Jul 2020
I'm not in love with her
Nor she with me
But if we work together
We can both be free
11:34pm
94 · Dec 2020
Some of us
are simply here to show others what to hate inside themselves..
92 · Jul 2020
You know
It's not even worth saying anymore.
91 · Aug 2020
In these four walls □
I ask myself how I feel
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□  I could fill
Up a book and yet I still
Could not rearrange enough letters
To find the right words instead rather
I get lost in your melodies
Stare blindly as you're telling me

I ask myself why it is so
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□ it is all that I know
Simply let go and hope for better
And maybe this time when she says her
Heart belongs to someone else
I'll still be here to help my self

As I pick up the pieces
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□ I paint a better picture
One full of emotion as I let go
A chance to be happy
Sharing colorful thoughts too ghastly
For any canvas or any page, Past me


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89 · Aug 2020
Something new. Something
Fantastic
Where we don't need our pasts

And our feet don't touch the ground
A fleeting thought
Live life with no ending
81 · Jun 2020
Sick of Eden and Eve:
Pick and weave the baskets we heave
Bare as trees when summer leaves
Passing out in dark matter means
Bitter sweet patter in my slum

Please
Do not disturb
#me
73 · Feb 2020
Untitled
White wine while the Bent smoke
Tight rhymes like big poke
Why whine when your heart's broke
White lines as the herb smoke
White lies as the tears choke
I'm okay but it's hard to control your thoughts when they're remote
How many times did you read that post
How many times was it re-wrote
Please don't let what he did erase what we wrote
It's too loud in the back all the ******* reposts

Remind me to be different, if I don't tell you
72 · Aug 2020
Untitled
It's not the problems;
it's the responsibilities you're not ready for that will defeat you.
70 · Aug 2020
Preparing...
54 · Jul 2020
Not to be rude but,
Can I take you out to eat?

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