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118 · Dec 2021
Horrorscope
The stars don't dance for me;
      
                                  they shine upon me in pity.
Stuck in
118 · Oct 2018
Little Black Letter
Remember this feeling.
How they all made you feel.
Nothing. No one.
Remember all you wanted was happiness.
Love to give.
Nothing. No one.
Remember how they made you feel.
-Luca Ivaldi
It gets better.. I promise.
118 · Jun 2024
Chances
I'd say everyone gets one
Until I met the one I gave too many
Granted
I'd say they cannot take what is
Until I gave what I could not get back
Now
I say I'm better off alone
I am
I make time and you give what you can afford
116 · Aug 2021
Qwerty
Quietly we egregiously realized trusting youth undermines intelligence,

Opening premise abruptly, sadistically, frees governed hearts,

Just know Love's zeal exceeds consistency; verily not mans,,
To find dissatisfaction
115 · Jun 2024
Tilted
I'm obviously not meant to be in Love
Otherwise it wouldn't hurt so bad
115 · Oct 2020
MMXX
if you're constantly trying to please everyone else, the only person you'll ever disappoint is yourself.
115 · Dec 2021
God stood me up
I'm falling apart
Please don't touch me
Stick to fingertips
A slight poison in my grip

I recognize these pieces
They remember my name
Though I have no recollection
I know them through shame

To pick up where we left off
Is the sound thing to do
Where in the Hell is Heaven
When God left me too
I shall raise one and make the other
115 · Jul 2021
Loneliness is the killer
But it's just me,

How did I get here?

I realize it started bad

And it's ending worse

It's NOT you

It's me, TRUST me

It's JUST me

And I lay my fight to rest

The war for love; killed it all

There is no surrender;

Peace without death

Though what is life without love but death in disguise

The best thing to never happen.
Sorry mom
115 · Nov 2019
I would,
If I could give you stars in your room
Life on the moon
Life in your womb
Heal your scars but not too soon

Stardust and radiation, Catch me while I'm swooning
Its noon in Houston and we've lost all communication
Racing to be finished with no stipulations
But you lick your lips and I precrede my reputation
Pick up six. You won't miss. Shoot your shot. Stay on get.
Plant that kiss don't drop a drip when you paint this wall,
Your astro-canvas. I would.

If I could give you stars in your room
Life on the moon
Life in your womb
Heal your scars but not too soon

Feeding in the void I'm consumed
Bleeding in tune with fumes

Though,

Due to expanse we're doomed.

But Dear
XOXO
114 · Sep 2024
Did I?
Did I have to die for you to cry?
Did I have to die for you to miss me?
Did I have to die for you to come see me?
Did I have to die for you to say you love me?
Did I have to die for you?
Did I have to die?
Did I have?
You?
Well?
113 · Jun 2024
SunBleach
As I gaze upon thee; cast thine inhibitions asunder;
For thy desires be of faithless and fruitless crop;
Bones be dry; bones be clean;
Bare bones bear witness to thy King.
113 · Sep 2021
Untitled
I want to be somebody,
Before I make somebody.
If ever
112 · Sep 2020
I am nothing.
I am not anything;

But me.
Lost in a way
112 · Jun 2024
Nothing to Nobody
No affection
No hugs no kisses
No eyes no smile
Yes I'll listen but I'm not the one she wants to talk to
We're friends but I see nothing
I'm here where she needs me she's there and else where
I know she don't hate me but she certainly don't like me
Okay she "likes" me but I fell in love
Nothing I can write that hasn't been before
This level of lonely is the bottom
Grinding and gnashing of teeth
Hair pulling and breath held not to scream
Love isn't part of the equation
112 · Sep 2024
Love or lust
It's all bad

Which is worse?

Both hurt

Which is worse.
Seething
111 · Aug 2020
I can't be myself with her
Because she makes me happy.
Regrettably
107 · Sep 2021
How long will she keep it
How long will it mean anything
Swimming in circles the tides find balance

Through death and birth life finds harmony

Only after ****** and finale is there peace
107 · Mar 2021
The Slip
What is this feeling?
It's not pain
It's anger?
Sadness?
Is it hurt?

aHa


MADNESS.
The way you undress my thoughts and **** my mind is egregious
106 · Feb 2021
I never thought
About life without you
                        but,

You forced me to
                        figure it out.
106 · Aug 2020
Hollow
is where you found me

But when you were around me

I was a fool.
It's the Idea
106 · Oct 2021
On my happiest days
I miss you the most,
Where did you
Where did you
Where did you go
105 · Aug 2020
Salt of the Earth
First and foremost
Fat and ugly
Prominent as the brow
And unappealing as the naps
You wouldn't call me tall
And certainly not back
I'm mean an ******* and disappointing
And it seems I've lost the anointing
I speak life and dream of death
Just a shell of emptiness with a glimmer of hope in the tear that falls
Into the ocean like it was never here at all.
Hurricanes bring hope.
105 · Jun 2021
Reaching for the bottom
Existence in a spoken memory
Thrown into dust against the void
A cruel fate to be Gods toy, E'en though I lust
For perfections touch, must I partake
The fruit of Eve's great descendants
Of my own volition vague the transition
When I becomes two and see
That heaven is not for we's
Fare thee well love,
102 · Sep 2020
"Fuck off loser."
She said, not knowing that every night

It's considered.
Three floors down
99 · Sep 2020
I know
It's comfortable in the nest you've nestled together
And you feel as if he saved you from the weather
But seasons change they must come and go

I know

It must be hard to be appreciated and loved
And you feel the push and pull never to crash
But sooner than later all shores erode

I know

The view is daunting upon the marble cliffs
And you don't know if you can survive this
But I know love and it will find you in Abyss.
Clocks made god from the monsters in my head. - RKS
98 · Jul 2020
I'm not in love with her
Nor she with me
But if we work together
We can both be free
11:34pm
97 · Sep 2020
the silent way
both heart
and day
break
It's too early for me to want to sleep in
96 · Aug 2020
Is it;
The love, the faith;
The hope, the grace;
Yours or my face;

That has faded?
Where are we really.•°
92 · Jun 2024
UnBridled
At times I must share the love I never receive.
As only then, am I able to feel.
92 · Jul 2020
Not again
I hate it
The way your hair burns into my image of beauty
Like the stream of lava down the mountain
I will die and old fool before I cease

I hate it
The way you're pretty in a blur
Behind glass is no place for majesty
For my eyes only, I plee on mine knees

I hate it
I shouldn't but I do
I say that I hate it
Because I don't want to love you
I hate it here
92 · May 2020
Untitled
...in a perfect world with logical people, yes.

But people aren't perfect and the world is illogical...
91 · Jun 2024
a.tone
the tone of my actions
echo my Being
repercussions
rippling
91 · Dec 2020
Some of us
are simply here to show others what to hate inside themselves..
91 · Aug 2020
Please
Don't make me hate myself
I can't bear it anymore.
Enough for a thousand life times
88 · Jul 2020
You know
It's not even worth saying anymore.
85 · Aug 2020
In these four walls □
I ask myself how I feel
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□  I could fill
Up a book and yet I still
Could not rearrange enough letters
To find the right words instead rather
I get lost in your melodies
Stare blindly as you're telling me

I ask myself why it is so
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□ it is all that I know
Simply let go and hope for better
And maybe this time when she says her
Heart belongs to someone else
I'll still be here to help my self

As I pick up the pieces
□□ □□□□□ □□□□ □□□□□ I paint a better picture
One full of emotion as I let go
A chance to be happy
Sharing colorful thoughts too ghastly
For any canvas or any page, Past me


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83 · Aug 2020
Something new. Something
Fantastic
Where we don't need our pasts

And our feet don't touch the ground
A fleeting thought
Live life with no ending
75 · Jun 2020
Sick of Eden and Eve:
Pick and weave the baskets we heave
Bare as trees when summer leaves
Passing out in dark matter means
Bitter sweet patter in my slum

Please
Do not disturb
#me
69 · Aug 2020
Untitled
It's not the problems;
it's the responsibilities you're not ready for that will defeat you.
65 · Aug 2020
Preparing...
61 · Feb 2020
Untitled
White wine while the Bent smoke
Tight rhymes like big poke
Why whine when your heart's broke
White lines as the herb smoke
White lies as the tears choke
I'm okay but it's hard to control your thoughts when they're remote
How many times did you read that post
How many times was it re-wrote
Please don't let what he did erase what we wrote
It's too loud in the back all the ******* reposts

Remind me to be different, if I don't tell you
51 · Jul 2020
Not to be rude but,
Can I take you out to eat?

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