How do you live with all
The lies, lies, lies, lies, lies
With so much desperation as
You try, try, try, try, and try
To pretend that you are so very
Right, right, right, right, right
But honey, you are just a joke
And if I care, I hold the truth
But you aren’t worth more words
We are only laughing hard at you
You’ve only proved what we knew
Trash like you all is beneath me, so
Never again would I get ****** in
Because I’m better and don’t need it

Twist what you want around
I know who I am and it’s sound
I’m honest with all those around
Maybe to a fault but it is real
No lies here, not perfect, but trill
I’m responsible, taking things slow
You’re living off the government
While acting like a ***, ***, ***
Alien face, flat, too thin, craters
Do you really want to go there?
Edit out the face in every picture
No one would recognize ya in person
I never cheated and never used
Seeing a guilty conscious is in you

So turn it all around onto me
I know I did the right thing
I hope you get psychiatric help
Take your momma right along
As she can lie all she wants
How she begged me to be involved
Trash like you all only just spawns
And now I am much better off
You never knew right from wrong
That is how you were taught
Some of us learn and grow
While you go back and forth
But go ahead and call it independent
Your own mom admitted different

Trash, trash, trash, how I laugh
Enablers are only simple kinda crap
Enjoy your drama because, baby
Mine is all in fun or either done
Trash like you will only stay down
Yes, time is showing my progress
I fought hard instead of spreading legs
And your continuous nasty demeanor
Will keep you being a terrible mother
I went there, the truth, I don’t care
Selfish people will never be happy
Good luck struggling now to forever
Trash like you just goes in circles
While I only continue to do better

Your words, they can not hurt
When they are not even true
So now I say, POW, bye-bye!
As it’s time to live my own life
With now more and more smiles!

I’m not so gone that
I can’t see what’s wrong
All the picture perfect
It was all not worth it

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

Not everyone stayed around
To watch what went down
Had their own lives to lead
But then there was we

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

Can’t rely on just anyone
But I’ve got the best one

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

One wants to start over slow,
And hide me from the show
Another often disappears
From me right in thin air
I attract and get infatuated
With the ones acting like babies
They haven’t grown up to settle
I always get stuck in the battle
I always find the immature ones
Afraid, having commitment issues
They all have excuses they give you
But can’t man up and share what’s inside
Leaving me crazy and feeling deprived
Only I can stop this game they play
Throw in the towel, finally call it a day

Whenever you are near
Is my favorite time of year
Every day is a vacation
When you’re next to me
With no cancellations

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

My flower in the spring time
My sunny day summer lover
He’s my fall back behind
My snow bunny all the time
My date each Valentine

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

I can not get enough
I need all his love
Because ...

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

They say when it rains, it pours
And you feel you can’t take anymore
You no longer feel like yourself
And it seems like no one can help

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

Like a tornado blowing on by
Feeling you can’t take more in life
It seems things will never feel right
But that’s really just a blimp in time

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

Hold on to your inner strength
Don’t let go of your inner faith

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

look up to the stars
And pretend that you aren’t far
I want to know, are you looking too?
So then I would be joining you

I miss you so much, I daydream
I get lost inside of everything
I’d do anything to feel your caress
But the way things ended was a mess

I look up to the stars
And think to myself real hard
Could we have been saved?
Could we both be happy that way

I miss you so much, I can’t sleep
All I want to do is fill this void and eat
I would do anything to feel your touch
I’m holding onto you like a crutch

I look up to the stars
And wish to bottle this view in a jar
Then I would always feel your near
Even though you’ll never be back here

ou’ve run out of chances
It’s just not meant to be
I’m over your reasoning
It has no real meaning
I can’t take anymore lies
I’m really done this time

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

I no longer trust you, that’s through
And you’re no longer going to
Have me up in arms, all confused
I keep playing inside of my head
All the things that you’ve said
I look to all the signs I misread

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

You’re no good for me
So I’m setting us both free
No more games, you see...

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

Sometimes I can’t even bear it all
I often feel the universe wants me to fall
Day by day, you can never really know
What exactly life is going to throw

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

I am going to keep being strong
No matter what may go wrong
Because I was taught that
You must help yourself back

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

Faith with inside yourself is the start
Even when you feel you’re falling apart

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

You may be my confidant
As I talk that talk
And reveal my thoughts
You just keep them locked up
It’ll be our secret, only between us
Does that sound like a plan?
I may also need a helping hand
Shh, you are here to listen
So no questioning anything
Now just trust me

I get lost inside my mind
Thinking of the past times
I think of all my mistakes
And what I could have made
If only different paths I stayed

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming

I imagine what could be
If I were just someone else
A better version of myself
I stay daydreaming about it
My mind racing, never quits

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming

How can I be sleeping beauty
If there’s no such Cinderella
How can I find my Prince Charming
If there are no decent fellas

Call me naive
‘Cause I want to believe
In this cute little fantasy
But that’s just not happening

I’d rather it be my destiny
Where fairytales could find me
No choice of this, I won’t fathom
Anything surreal can happen
Even the unbelievable
Good will triumph over evil

How about a fairy godmother?
Someone to help me go under cover
An Angel or some pixie dust
Something I can’t see, but I can trust

If it’s delusions, that’s okay
Anything else is a mistake
Helpful creatures and the dwarfs
Leave me be with the singing birds

Trust me that I know it’s untrue
But dreams are what I hold on to
With none, what else would I do
But to get lost into a world
That’s just way too cruel

A story with happy endings
No more lies or just pretending
There has to be some magic out there
Or this world is just too unfair

It all goes dark in a matter of time
You’ll waste more, the harder you try
To fight what nothing can escape
Not even millions of light years away

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on or off
All depending on the odds
Even the stars far in the sky
Eventually burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

Lightening wakes up the night
A fire burns warm and bright
Forever is only a comforting lie
Changes are the universe and maker
Of death being apart of each life

The more energy you put in
You will not receive back
You will just burn away the wax
Quicker and miss out on living
So smartly use what you’re given

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on or off
All depending on the odds
Even the stars far in the sky
Eventually burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

We take everything for granted
Wanting what we cannot have
Life always looks more bright
Dreaming up the future you idolize
Not dealing with what’s in sight

It’s easier to run and lie, alright
Hide and play pretend tonight
It won’t stop the morning lights
Once there is only darkness left
You haven’t left the cycle yet

In time and space, even stars die
It’s never goodbye, just goodnight

I’m choking on your lies
Flying at me like bullets
And your mouth is the gun
It’s time for goodbyes
I can not control it

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

I guess this round you won
You kept pulling the trigger
Now you regret it, it figures
But get the hell out now
Because I’m done feeling down

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

Bang, bang, I’m gone
It’s time to say “so long”

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

I have waited so very long
For a moment to visualize
After I have always realized
It’s all about you, the way you do  

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

Longing each day, longing each night
Really hope you don’t put up a fight
Need you so bad with all my might
It’s just what has always felt right

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

Merely, eagerly reaching out
And eagerly singing aloud

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

I didn’t know how to deal
With the changes I endured
It all was eventually fulfilled
I swear it happened over night
Can’t believe it wasn’t in my sights
I feel like I was robbed of my life

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

I look in the mirror
I don’t know what it is I stare
Who is that standing there?
Imposter, get out of here
Call me conceited but I’m gone
This is not how I belong

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

Now that I’m aware where I’m at
How do I get my body back

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

It’s easy to lose your mind
When there’s issues all the time
I’m not as blind as you think
Because below I’ll sure sink

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

May be a little jaded
Since your love faded
Acting unusual to me
Lying through your teeth

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

I will get back at you
If it’s the last thing I do
This continues

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

Met him one afternoon
And he changed my views
Felt like I didn’t know what to do

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

He’s so rugged and cool
I feel like I am such a fool
I’m stuck with this other dude

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I’m so stuck on two, what to do?
I guess now it’s far too late
As I have myself a set date

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

You were like a best friend
One I always confined in
Helped me to get on by
Always were by my side
At least through online

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

I was unhappy with the truth
Didn’t be what I thought of you
But how did you even contemplate
Leaving me stranded in another place
Your actions, cool to you, a disgrace

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

Karma comes back in time, your *** is mine  
Because your actions were so unjustified

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

I didn’t want to give it all up
But it was just all too much
And now I can’t get enough

I was physically falling apart
Losing it all just one-by-one
Then he had to break my heart

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

I never wanted any goodbyes
But it was all too much drama and lies
And it all nearly cost me my life

Letting go is real hard to do
When do many left you *******
But everyone’s life’s go on too

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

Always getting too close, too soon
Always expecting to reach the moon

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

Don’t get too close, I won’t let you
Don’t fall for me, whatever you do
You’ll just end up being let down
Can’t be the girl you knew around  

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Lost amongst the big world
You really don’t know this girl
Hidden away in my palace
It never would have lasted

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I wish to be set free
But you can’t take a chance on me

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Maybe I tried too hard
Maybe it took me too far
Maybe I tried to be strong
Maybe I ended up losing it all

You brought me this low
I can rise again to the show

Maybe I should’ve said goodbye earlier
Maybe you were never really sure
Maybe I invested too much to endure
Maybe I should have just surrendered

You don’t have the answers anyway
You’re the one who gave our love away

Maybe we just grew apart
Maybe you lost your heart
Maybe we did our part
Maybe it was time for a dart

It’s over and done with now
It can’t haunt me longer anyhow

Maybe, just maybe
It all saved me
From a worse fate later on

Reputation like Marilyn Monroe
I’m known as the girl next door
I’ve been the classic blonde bombshell
Even the most innocent angel

I’ve caused my share of trouble
Leaving damage along the way
I’ve been too naive and easy
Desperate for one love for me

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
My crime is trying too hard to win
Something that I needed from within
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Beauty can’t change it; the forsaken

Spent a life at fighting in my head
So many tears behind the curtains
Smile and pretend to have it all
By reflection, who is the girl I saw?

Be the best at everything; a queen
Manners, appearance are everything
But they all want me now, my baby
I can dress up and make it *****

I didn’t mean to do it, at all
Learned the hard way with her
Miss Monroe, you had to fall
They won’t let you win in society
You can’t be the ***** and lady
No way to tease and be classy
I didn’t mean to do it; to do either

Legacy and memory will support
No matter the judgements; distorts
There are love, truths, and non-users
Only too late, for some lost females

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
Beauty had forsaken and taken me
What I wanted, was my crime spree
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Us girls, Miss Monroe, didn’t mean it

Fascination grows, history repeats it

Physical pain but numb inside
I look fine, you can’t see what lies
The invisibles get me every time
But you don’t see the tears I cry

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

Living chronically, feeling crazy
They just try to actually blame me
Clam to what they don’t understand
Some days I don’t comprehend the plan

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

This is my fight, don’t get it, take a flight
This is all my fight, to again see the light

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher
I’ll be rough to this stuff, I’m a warrior

More bad days than good
Living a life misunderstood
So why explain myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

You would not comprehend
So why bother to pretend
By explaining myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

I’ll cry a million times
But I’ll always have to hide

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

I’m certain there’s many great
Places to be called home
But there’s just one that I know
It is right where I’ve grown

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

Come on justice, let freedom rise
Let’s continue to fight for rights
Equality and plenty of respect
That’s what I think is best

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

The red, white, and blue
I say a blessing for you

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

Alone here with the girl in the mirror
I can’t help but have a growing fear
She’s familiar, though neither of us know
What are the truths and what are the lies
I feel I can’t trust anything through her eyes
I couldn’t even tell you which is the real deal
Which way is the truth, behind the mirror

It may seem to be insignificant
But by special as it has went
I’m speaking of a blip on the meter
But of all things, it can be the center

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

Something tiny may occur
Making the rest all a blur
It puts up a strong fight
Then it shall stick for life

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

The best things are the little ones
That inspire to be memorable times

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

Bruised my soul, out of control
Bliss be told, we’re on our own
The truth will always be shown

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Tick, tick, goes the clock
Stop in amazement
Do not engage in it

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Things get a little too tricky
Life got a little too wicked

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

It all goes dark, in a matter of time
You’ll waste more, the harder you try
To fight, what nothing can escape
Not even millions of light years away

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on and off
All depending, on the odds
Even the stars, far in the sky
Eventually, they burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

Lightening wakes up the night
A fire burns warm and bright
Forever is only a comforting lie
Changes are in the universe
And death apart of each life

The more energy you put in
You’ll not receive back
You’ll just burn away the wax
Quicker and miss out on living
So smartly use what you’re given

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on and off
All depending, on the odds
Even the stars, far in the sky
Eventually, they burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

We take it all for granted
Wanting what we don’t have
Life always seems more bright
Dreaming up the future you idolize
Not dealing with what’s in sight

It’s easier to run, to lie, alright
Hide and play pretend tonight
It won’t stop the morning lights
Once there is only darkness left
You haven’t left the cycle yet

In time and space, even stars die
It’s never goodbye, just goodnight

I just wanted to escape
All the pain and misery
I made it through the rain
But lost myself that day, anyway
The years come and go, but I stay

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I fell from my pedestal all the way
It came crashing down on top of me
All that was left was darkness surrounding
I could no longer make it through life
But that time is slowly passing by

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I stay the same, lost in anxiety
Loneliness, is putting it mildly

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

You speak the truth like a politician
Engaged with others in a conversation
You steal the show at another’s event
So do you care what’s even meant?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

You know how to twist the truth into a lie
Just as if it were you trying to save a life
You’d have someone fall for the laugh
So would you leave me in a draft?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

It’s all about you, you, you
Forgetting how to act
Not knowing what to do

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I must be insane, doing things
Expecting something else, I need help,
Thinking it’d all go well, this time
Saying maybe it would all be fine
You said you’d always be there
But I see you never even cared

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

Sick and tired of being tired and sick
You never understood what I struggle with
Being right next to you, I was all alone
I gave up on you, oh so long ago
You didn’t think I would be okay
But I’m better without you, I’d say

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

It is time for the harvest
I am all done charging

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I am so sick of living life as a lie
And being broken on the inside
Not knowing how quite to survive
Asking over again why me, oh why

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

Lost everything in a blink of an eye
Couldn’t hang on no matter how I tried
Maybe if I held on a little bit more tight
I could have salvaged something of my fight

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I just want to give up on what’s left
After spending so much time in a web

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

Make me feel special
Without gifts or words
Just use body language
And don’t get confused

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

The beauty and the *****
Not afraid of what she wants
And that’s okay, rough love
With you it’s still emotional

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

Like ecstasy, are you feeling me?
Bodies entwined, let’s do this right  

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

I was holding on by love
Until you dropped me hard
Always so protective of me
Until you chose to be free
So you knocked me down
To where I can’t be found

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
Now that I am fully capable
You act like this is impossible
Your love was all mistakable

Did everything I could for you
Even cared about your family too
Went out of my way in every way
And now I’m left hurt by everybody
Out of nowhere, traumatized by lies
You used me but you’ll be surprised

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You pushed until I was finally able
Then you forgot who I even was
Your love was all mistakable

Who do you think put forever in my head?
Who do you think wanted commitment from the beginning?
Feel like the last year of my life has only been a lie
And I blame you for me being here, bleeding scared

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You are a fake, a lying snake
And you erased a great thing
Your love was all mistakable

The closer I feel, the further I am
I had to give up on all my plans
I let go and accepted my fate
I already knew it was too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

Im all locked away inside
I’m only awake in the night
When it is dark outside
That’s when I come alive

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

So I’ll just sit here and gaze
I already gave up
I know it’s too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

Dissipating, aggravated
Feel I can no longer take it
Far from an emancipation  

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

Intangible, invisible
That is this girl
In this big, lonely world

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

So delicate, yet strong
So imaginative, yet lost

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

Fill one with tears and let them float
Away in the ocean with the Earth
Fill one with love and keep it close
For that day you feel you just
Can’t make it through the worst
Fill a third with laughter
And never forget It exists
Lastly, leave one open for
That “just in case” wish

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

Poured your feelings all into a jar
Trapped until they’re overflowing
And you can’t make it stop
It all catches up, but let it go now
Harmony may still come
Learn to walk away that
Which is not your part
Nurture the soul
And kiss the heart

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

Don’t lose yourself in their selfishness
Don’t run from what’s already done
They do, start anew, just for you
Accept what is gone
But turn around and gain what is now
Pull the cord and sail on your own
Into the rain clouds unknown

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

I hope it hurts bad when you fall
Off that pedestal you put yourself on
I hope you choke on your lies
And they finally see it in your eyes

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

All the pain you put me in
I hope you feel it times a million
And you can drown inside
All of the tears I already cried

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

Things are clear now
Go ahead and ask me how

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

She is too pretty to be sad
What type of waste is that?
She’s too beautiful to have scars
But there’s hurt beyond those marks

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

They don’t understand at all
Silence brought her to these parts
Something cut her, way too deep
Yet she keeps, standing on her feet

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

There is a reason to her madness
It is that she hasn’t forgotten
These scars speak from the soul
She is still just as beautiful

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

You got me to fall for it like the rest
Had me feeling like I was the best
But the whole thing was just a lie
You had one foot out, on a flight
Just laughing I was down for the ride

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

I can’t express how much I cried
I no longer even wanted my life
That’s how deep you rooted in me
And that’s how blind I was being
Took so long to reach out and see

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Should have left me be, I’d never grief
Should of said no thanks, not on any day
Should have saw the signs in time  

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

You wish and pray
For that special day
The moment you touch
Love and no more lust
Then one day, once yours
Is finally all given away
You may get heartbreak
And wish you never knew
What you now had to lose

You may also have to break
Hearts that you didn’t take
It can become complicated
Love and no more lust
Just not feeling your part
Then your heart may feel guilt
Even if it necessarily shouldn’t
You may wish you never knew
What all love can really do

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

Crimson red, runs down again
Taking away temporary pain
That’s distorted inside the head
Worrying about being more and more thin
While covered in scars, all over the skin

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It’s never good enough to stop
Because the problem isn’t in the mirror
As it’s hard to end, once you begin
You found a lifestyle, more than addiction
Controlling something, in the friction

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It feels high, each and every time
The guilt then sets in, hiding again
The baggy sweaters commend
You question perfection

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

I couldn’t set it all aside
But I kept my tears inside
Because I knew if I cried
I would lose the fight
So with all of my might
I took everything in stride
While steadily asking why
Feeling as though I had died
Wanting to say my goodbyes
To the pain i held onto but lied
Though I keep on and try
An end is out of my sight
I can’t seem to see the light
So I keep my tears inside

Hey there, Genius
Don’t you already know
You’re not supposed to
Go and catch feelings

Suggestion, cut your heart out
Lock it up and throw away the key
Do so, before anyone else
Can rip it out for keeps

You won’t need it anyway
Because the one you play with
Aren’t looking for commitment
Or to handle a heart with care

Advice, stop thinking twice
Don’t let it be seen you are
So vulnerable and in need
Before they turn away and flee

Stop your heartbeat, no butterflies
Inside there, going crazy for somebody
Listen to resin, the heart is misleading

So smart, yet so dumb
Cautious until you let
Yourself get caught up
And stuck on just one

Don’t act stupid, when love
Is just an elusive emotion
With no proof, protect you
Before you are ruined

So, why did you go and catch feelings?
You have learned you’re fragile like glass
Told you no, but the heart doesn’t listen
Hey Genius, why’d you catch feelings?

Said he’d be there at eight
Showed up an hour late, then
Said this wasn’t a real date

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Went around bragging to friends
How he’d hit it then quit it again
Then later try to make amends

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Every clown has their day
Sorry, yours ain’t here to stay

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

I beg you, don’t miss out on the key
Passion just gets better and better
While lust is temporary and fleeting
Grab yourself something with meaning
The key of passion is to freely dream
Don’t let the real thing pass you by
While you’re focused on the wrong type
Shouldn’t settle for s temporary lie
Strive for the key to be happy

My heart skips, skips a beat
As I fall to my feet, so graciously
I desperately try to feel complete

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I feel as though I’m falling down
A current that spins me around
But I’m not done with this town

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

Keep your head firm
Remember all you’ve learned

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I know these are all very serious feelings drudged up
Because when I’m around you, I can’t help but go nuts
I can’t seem to keep it cool, as I am not sure what to do
Try too hard to be the perfect girl that would be viewed by you

I know I’m a fool

Now I know my first love wasn’t so true as I thought
Because he never made me as nervous as when we talk and walk
I know I can’t love you, it’s not that deep, I’m fully aware
But I know from what has progressed, it’s down there

Let me play it cool

There are no set rules but I am not feeling blue
I have faith you will come around knowing it won’t be now
You give all the wrong ones chances to see, you’re scorned
But I promise I’m worth the rose with the thorns

I took for granted the time that we had
Truth is I was nervous, liked him so **** bad
I made some mistakes, then he went away
But here he is, I feel it must be within fate
So here I am, I am going to wait and wait

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Why can’t he see that I am different?
I’m not like the ones he has spent
Dealing with all of the others craziness
I know it’s hard, but he should give a chance
Twice is nice, we are older and more wise

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Anyone would tell me to let it go like my Queen Elsa
But I’m stuck on ya ‘cause I feel love

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay