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Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I am so sick of living life as a lie
And being broken on the inside
Not knowing how quite to survive
Asking over again why me, oh why

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

Lost everything in a blink of an eye
Couldn’t hang on no matter how I tried
Maybe if I held on a little bit more tight
I could have salvaged something of my fight

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I just want to give up on what’s left
After spending so much time in a web

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I decided I needed to pack my things
And be on my own way for good baby
You play me once, played me twice
So I can no longer play with you nice

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

Just stop trying to reach out to me
What we had is in the books, history
I gave you all that you needed and more
And yet you still went off with that *****

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

I did my best to be the very best
But you still somehow wanted the rest

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I feel all I do is try and try
And as I do it, I tend to cry
It takes all I have to get by
I can’t help but ask myself why

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I hold on so tight that it hurts
This bad feeling in me truly lurks
See no light at the end of a tunnel
It feels I’m falling down in a funnel

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I have come too far to give up
I shall hold on to the chance of luck

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
Together like peaches and cream
Only you can make my soul gleam
I will show you I love you to the stars
I can patiently wait, but don’t hesitate
Because I promise this is the real deal
If you ever choose to leave my side
I will let go and say my good bye
But until then...
Our love I will forever cherish
And it shall never, ever perish
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
Treated me bad because it was easy
Never imagine you were so ******
Had me fooled with all the love talk
Now completely dead you can drop

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

I truly felt like such a fool
For always believing in you
Because it turned out to be
You could sell me out easily

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

Die, goodbye
I’m done this time
Die, goodbye
My love you won’t find

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
It may seem to be insignificant
But by special as it has went
I’m speaking of a blip on the meter
But of all things, it can be the center

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

Something tiny may occur
Making the rest all a blur
It puts up a strong fight
Then it shall stick for life

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

The best things are the little ones
That inspire to be memorable times

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I keep looking for acceptance in the wrong places
Like an empty man could somehow save all this
I’m trying to find closure in others like they have answers
Ones you couldn’t give me, like am I enough to be?
I treat them like they’re all you, giving me my due
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