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Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
I take it all back
It wasn’t all that
Guess it was a fad
So I ain’t even mad
Not gonna cry all sad
But it wasn’t all bad

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It’s just over now
Go get the plow
I smell a foul
It’s gone down
Spinning around
I’ll sport my crown

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It is what it is and I’m all done
I guess it’s another I couldn’t have won

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
I’m not gonna lie, I’m terrified
But deep inside, I’m too excited
By your words, by your presence
I think we could build a heaven

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

I know we both have apprehensions
I want you to know my true intentions
Are to make this thing go the distance
I think we might maybe make the finish

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

Tell me you feel it too inside
Let us just enjoy this ride

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Hey ex
I don’t wanna play
Swipe next
Your games are lame
Like the rest
It’s such a shame
Even perplex
Go find a new dame
There’s no test
Your time has came
No less, god bless
Done with that mess
I do confess
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Always said what I wanted to hear
Told me that I had nothing to fear
I thought we had it all figured out
I guess didn’t know you had doubt

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Told me it was you, just had to dart
Cried in my arms like it was so hard
I thought we had gotten so very far
But I guess we weren’t in the cards

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Tried to trick me it wasn’t on you
Now wish I would’ve already knew

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Might as well just lie through me teeth
Because what they going to do with me
I have been ran through the mill so long
That it’s so dark, I can’t remember dawn

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I always fantasize all types of things
That probably would state I’m insane
But there is no one that'd ever know
Because there is no point to show

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I just don’t want to do this all alone
But I have no choice, I’ve been shown

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Close the blinds, don’t want the light
Just go away, I no longer can be saved
I just don’t know, I just gotta get ahold
I need a grip, I can feel my fingers slip

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

This is hell and I can already tell
That I fell, I am now in a new realm
Things don’t feel right, I can’t fight
If this is real, I don’t know how to feel

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

It doesn’t seem fair, but it never is
I’m lost in despair, it’s another miss

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears
Jenni Littzi Nov 2018
Hey there, Genius
Don’t you already know
You’re not supposed to
Go and catch feelings

Suggestion, cut your heart out
Lock it up and throw away the key
Do so, before anyone else
Can rip it out for keeps

You won’t need it anyway
Because the one you play with
Aren’t looking for commitment
Or to handle a heart with care

Advice, stop thinking twice
Don’t let it be seen you are
So vulnerable and in need
Before they turn away and flee

Stop your heartbeat, no butterflies
Inside there, going crazy for somebody
Listen to resin, the heart is misleading

So smart, yet so dumb
Cautious until you let
Yourself get caught up
And stuck on just one

Don’t act stupid, when love
Is just an elusive emotion
With no proof, protect you
Before you are ruined

So, why did you go and catch feelings?
You have learned you’re fragile like glass
Told you no, but the heart doesn’t listen
Hey Genius, why’d you catch feelings?
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