All this time I've been staying late,
I see through your light,
Dancing in my tired, blamed,
Resting mind.

Never a second passed
Without your saved glimpse I cherish most.
I think of you always,
It's this sweet victor I toast,

Despite of the distance,
The miles and the times we're apart,
Love is felt, glows,
And shines throughout the night.

Covering up uncertainties
I want to kiss farewell and goodbye,
Wishing to feel your embrace
Next to mine.

I wish I can make you feel this kiss,
From where you lay down your bones,
A goodnight bliss,
A sweet midnight toast.

I hope we can share the night.
Hug you through these words I wrote,
Right now I'm hoping for your comfort,
I'll be thinking of you til' the time I woke

Despite of the stress and hassle of the day,
The sun rays and sweat,
Thankful to have your company,
I will love you until my last breathe.

Through the stars and sun
I am looking at you.
Everyday when I open my eyes,
I'm hoping that you'll get through

your day should be good,
no worries should I get?
Wishing you all the best
in this life you can bet.

I hope you beat all this sickness
all this jungle are to offer.
**** the bad vibrations,
all of your problems will be over.

For I am nowhere
and all I want is your true victor.
in all your endeavors
I will be with you, I am your mentor.

Please stay happy.
I am just here a call away.
all I need is a happy you
to complete my busy day.

Don't mind my scope and territories
I can manage to pull out my pawns.
all that matters to me is your outlook,
positivity will bring charm.

Please take my heart with you,
whenever we are away.
I wish my soul would look up to you
to keep you good and okay.

Get well.

You've taught me not to forget you
by forgetting me.
by ignoring my failed attempts
in reaching your ****** territories.
by splitting my heart into two.
you've effortlessly pulled the plug,
you treat me like an canine
who's sleeping on the rug.
you make me wait forever
as if there's forever.
you've taught me to be patient,
a one way ticket giver.
Heart's crushed and mind's free.
You've taught me to leave you cold
by leaving me

Whenever you're feeling down.
You just need a clown.
to release you from frown.
living in this wicked town.
to mask your loneliness,
to free up your heavy bones.
mesmerize you in pure bliss,
in his talkative humorous tones.
to tickle your thoughts,
and pass through your worries.
to make you feel at home,
inhibitions will be buried.
with this magical tricks
the medicinal antics.
talents he mastered and shared
jokes you found candid.
never a single dull moment,
a clown is all you need.
happiness that a friend, acquaintance,
or lover can never give

I will never stand,
in your spotlight again,
attitude is the villain
you and me cannot blend.

passed the wicked road,
you are trying to route.
Gave you things freely
reached as far as I could

but nothing has changed,
you did nothing did you?
time flew so fast
it left us down and horribly blue.

Please do not consider me
in your vision most likely,
I am dead and sinful,
I will look for better opportunities.

Grinded with feelings
that is nurtured to slide a *****.
never a positive outing.
ideas you promote

Killed my inner soul
Knowing I've stereotyped your kind.
Who would love to prolong this,
Stop this, You're Undoubtedly blind.

Shortened by your own expectations
to a son, whose a workhorse.
who's under the shade of others,
ill and hidden under the rocks.

Under dog they say
does not brag any stellar milestone he's been in,
giving all the drastic efforts
but still gray and merely unseen.

Questioned himself
when he learned the term "black sheep"
Child in the heart, strong,
operates at his own risks.

of epic proportions and stars
he sees but only to himself,
hidden angst and questions to his own blood,
kept in the inner skirts of his chest.

A son, whose emerging,
underrated with his dreams.
a follower of the art
waiting until dawn, forever it seems.

We all feel insecure now and then,
even without infidelity lurking in the background.
We don't deal  with *******
but some people are just bullshitting in the background

People wear masks on standby, maximizing opportunities.
Just like crows waiting for the right time,
to attack and slip between lapses,
lapses you and I just don't mind.

I personally feel bad dealing with these thugs,
as if I have nothing against them,
I'm just having a hard time to hide and let them pass through
I'm always a giver in this game.

Forgive me if I'm this cold,
I'm a first timer to live in this house of odds.
I preach art and believer of reality
and I cannot easily hide my thoughts

Jealousy stings and hurt sometimes
and You have nothing to prove to me.
it is just the natural outside forces
that is is getting into my nerves, It kills me.