She said that it's the heart
no matter what.
it's her choice
so I'll let her go by.
A personal decision
she will never drop;
It's really hard
dropping from the top.
I respect her;
for all that she is.
never badmouthed
any actions that flees.
it is a two way panel
even if in reality, they might only see one.
I never had a control
on circumstances under the sun.
I hope we can compromise
because I am reaching out;
as far as I can
whenever I am out.
Everyone knows life is happening
as it happens.
I hope you would forgive me,
before I fly into heavens, *dying

When Some logic,
does not make sense
and there's a disconnect
when you close your minds.

and this is the time,
where you do not care;
even a single notice
is washed away to the oceans

and you've reached your point,
your previously endless limit.
where you care for nothing.
you've hit the road for nothing

and some false ill-gotten headlines
you know cannot bring any good.
but it is alright.
if that will feed you, your brain food.

and I came in to a point,
where no thing is given
and I  have realized the main reason
that attitude I have seen


is the main villain
that we're fighting.
is the main enemy,
when you start dropping.

and this time,
I will not be the same man.
who always seek to please your brilliant minds,
I am banned.

and when judgement
creeps in your tight veins.
those dark vibes blocking your nerves
are all winning

when you let those dark forces,
whispering in your ear does not speak balance.
and the other side is in the woods,
seeking trance.

this time
I will give nothing.
if I am the reason then I will go.
despite of the sober things that gives me blows

and they are all gone,
then I guess this is a goodbye bid.
hats off people
now I  will live my life free

I will live my life alone inside a walled castle,
if you don't mind.
I am the center of the universe and I see only me,
who cares at nothing.

You've worked hard
payed the bills.
you've dropped your guard
and sacrificed.
yet, you are still under rated.
yet still resilient;
never backed down.
gut is your main ingredient.
Never appreciated,
always a second option over.
recurring heartache;
so this is what life has to offer?

Breathe in this hazed smoke
flowing from roots of the earth;
a gift from heaven.

aesthetic nature,
green grasses and bluest seas;
the answer, the cure.

The bright sun sets dawn,
waving goodbye to green fields.
covered by mountains.

cattle's in gestures;
Stars shone making its harsh bid.
hiding in velvet.

when clouds made its way.
murmuring thunder at side.
Waiting, heavy rain.

Dragonflies dancing
in bliss of summer weather;
in swarms they gather.

Flies around flowers
green, winged creatures of nature;
old mystic creatures.

Roams in tall grasses,
through seasoned swamps they hover.
Pleasant winged wonders.

Fresh rain drop showers
sprinkles on her bubbly face;
A joyful scenery;

with vivid flowers
and honeybees scampering;
canvass as teary

her infectious smile,
joins with the chirp of birds;
Obviously happy