I looked through you
but it was still blur,
you never opened,
nor surrendered.

Despite of attempts,
of any social encounters,
I can't unlock,
hideous ways you preferred

I have had enough,
my specrtrum has been filled
I've waited patiently,
yet you killed

Directions are accepted,
taught me,
Operated me, like
a well oiled machine.

right from the eyes,
your mind games was a success,
despite of your numbness,
I'm still a victim of your caress

Followed your ways,
still believed and inspired
despite of the danger
despite of the gap.

Spill some of your yourself,
Sweet southerner,
your smile graced,
chants a lost stranger.

Carried the spirit
of positivity and cheer.
Divine charm,
ah, your sweet voice I hear.

I've married your graces,
your poise is unimaginable,
heart's melted
attitude's desirable.

How I wish,
I can have you with me;
oh, Sweet southerner
let me take you to my city.

where we can walk;
like there's no dead ends.
where we can eat,
all the delicious cravings

where we can satisfy
our needs, In our precious ways;
my dream, Our days,
Under Sweet southern rays.

Your ego is just an illusion.

pain; just let it pass by.

live by the moment

and savor your time.

critics walls your maze

so be it, seize, get by.

regrets could pull you off

momentum backfires;

just when you reached success,

you face your  bid of decline.

and when we give in to pleasure

reality check is sublimed.

Your ego is just an illusion

wake up establish your stable.

It's the years that will reveal.

truth's harsh, and is inevitable.

Any ****** word
don't deserve
cannot release,
the angst I feel,

I've warned you
but you swayed,
felt *******
and betrayed

Seemed like
I am the one sorry,
and I am the one
harshly blamed

For your
Ill-Advised acts,
your unworthy
decision pays

****
this scenario
Your mind games
come into play

Decoy your ego
hear my
"*******"
on the way

*******

Lucky man
You're a lucky man
you've unlocked her mystery,
not everyone gets a chance,
and it's every man's misery.
to see you walking with someone,
Just like you're an enemy,
to each man's eye.
you cut and make them burn,
provoke; made a complete turn

Lucky man,
oh boy you got a real winner,
she's one of a kind,
no one should be better.
all these years
I have laid all my cards,
chasing ghosts of our mem'ries.
long lost memories.


Love she didn't feel
Love that's just her option.
nevertheless,
No worries, Congratulations.
I know there's no looking back.
but I'm still thankful,
that some point,in my life,
I've been the luckiest man alive.

And yes,
you're such a lucky man.

As rain dripped the gutters
fluidly poured over roofs
and plants and flowers
nourishing the soils
of busy boulevards
and it washes out smoke
from cars and cigars and filled cups.

killing time, waiting for you at the bus stop.

As I observed over a million buses,
go swanky in a zap,
passengers, bystanders,
vendors going loco
as the rain blew harder
it made their heads nod.

As I still wait for you here at the bus stop.

As the rain toned down
as it trembled to whispers
like gushing bits of sprinkles
and droplets but so soon they are gone,
daydreamed the possibilities,
my head's deaf and stuffed.


As I still wait for you here at the bus stop.

As the sun shined its rays,
crisp yellow diamonds
penetrate my retina nerves
telling me to wear my sunglasses
along with traffic submerged
along with a reason that it is the same plot,
and everything has changed.

As I wait for you here at the bus stop