I was about to break down
when a friend came in.
she told me stories of wisdom,
inspite of my grin.

inspite of everything,
same insecurities I've fell on,
adviced and reminded me,
not to apprehend expectations.

She gave and lifted,
when I was deep down.
with her easy approach,
had released myself in frown.

Her knowledge base foundation,
she earned by timed waiting.
shared and inspired,
even wihout a smoke and wine.

She sailed my boat,
without an equal exchange.
lend an even-honest ear,
unlocked my heart in cage,

from these black biles,
that turns off the tide.
mere worries and immaturities,
are thrown and kept aside.

Now, how very lucky I am,
to have this heaven sent.
A rare, and precious jewel,
A real gem of a Friend.

I do not believe in fairytales, so be straight,
Experience was present, and it's worth the faith.
I do not want to rely, on repeating hopes in oblivion,
If promises were prayers, I don't have religion.

Continuing is just a self-detonation, prolonging the agony,
blaming myself, living life hard sadly.
I am seeing the inequality, on every angle and scopes,
sometimes I am thinking hanging my neck on the ropes.

and as I blame,
negative tendency,
occurs.
comes, sudden,
unexpectedly.


but,
when I see you, negativity's gone,
my inspiration's overflowing,
keeps me away from frown.

but,
when I see you, my depth dissapears,
and all of a sudden,
I want to lend an ear,

but,
when I'm with you, my heart skips a beat,
I step out of my seriousness,
in your cup, I sitdown and take a sip,

but,
when I'm with you, I want to listen
I want to know you further,
overlaps, to what they're just seeing,

to hear every stories told, with your cheerful voice,
your warmth, that caresses my body,
builds up my poise,

transcends a choice, to be happy or not,
I forget all my worries,
and say I'm a little pessimist, but

..I am looking forward,
to stay this way,
for as long, as we both can,
complete our days.