Jaxey

Jaxey May 2019

Broken

I always believed
That you had destroyed me
But then I realized
The only person
Who had the power
To destroy me
Was myself

Destruction of the brain

#broken #destroyed #brokenheart #toxic #love #hate #lies #power #depression #sad

Jaxey May 2019

I'm fine

You ask
If I'm okay
But not because
You really care
But because you're trying
To convince yourself
That you do

Stop

#love #heartbreak #depression #selfish #stop #help #imokay #convincing

Jaxey May 2019

Small world

i saw you last night
in my dreams, such a small world
we are becoming

the universe is shrinking

#smallworld #haiku #love #dreams #night #growing #stars #beginnings

Jaxey May 2019

The End

I was waiting for a happy ending
But now I'm just waiting for the end

hopelessness is a dark place

#hope #acceptance #depression #theend #ending #death #sad #givingup

Jaxey May 2019

drawing

I showed you my art
expecting an "ew"
But then you rolled up your sleeve
and said "I draw too"

do you have unwanted art?

#selfharm #cut #draw #skin #pain #blade #art #help #depression #bonding

Jaxey May 2019

My bathroom floor

i watch the ink run down my arm
the pen, writing the feelings
i could never explain with words;
sitting on my bathroom floor
never led to anything
but unwanted art

pain isn't worth unwanted art

#selfharm #depression #art #razor #blade #drawing #bathroom #skin #unwanted #pain

Jaxey Apr 2019

Hugs (neck or waist)

I'm torn between
The comfort
Of your waist
And the warmth
Of your cheek

always the neck

#him #love #romance #warmth #hugs #kisses #gushy #lovey #comfort