Old man
Old heart

Stuck in his old ways
Losing his good days

Old man it's too late
to be loved

Olden
Golden

Youth has stolen
Your daze
Your eyes are blurry
Old and worried

While wrinkles cover your face

Old man turning gray
Old heart slowing pace
She'll never love your gray

Old man it's too late
To be loved

Old man
Old hands

Time has taken away
Any chance for your past...


To change -


Stuck in your old ways
Losing your good days

Old man
It's too late

To be loved

In the heliopause
Where the suns magnetic field stops
Between the stars
Man has no cause
Where the solar winds drop
Away from the heliosphere
In a universe so cold
Interstellar space grows
In matters of gases, ionic & atomic
Wearing molecular masks
Cosmic rays blasts
Intergalactic space
Where it's safe from human trash
Primordial nucleosynthesis
Produce nuclei
Without hate without race
Bigs bang
unstoppable isotopes
In particle rains
In the heliopause
I had a dream
Where peace was
Radiating in a radiation
Far from us
Where transient astronomical events
Occur in evolutionary stages
Of massive stardust
Where there is no Hollywood
And progenitors accretion
Form the art
There is a space
Interstellar
Without a human face
To bring it to ruin

If i had your hand
If i had your endless kiss
If i wasnt such a buffoon

I'd have a sunny afternoon

If i had your love
If i had this dance
If i hadn't blown my chance

If i had your smile
If i had your embrace
If i wasn't such a goon

I'd have a sunny afternoon

If i had your desire
If i had your eyes
If i wouldn't have let love die

If i still had you
Under my moon

I'd have a sunny afternoon

If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

Because love isn't painful
And love isn't sad
If you're in pain
With tears in your lap

If she cheated
If he is always mad


You never had

Love

Because love is a feeling
That doesn't feel bad
It's joyful and cheery
A sacrificial lamb

Love is kissing
And holding hands
If that's what you're missing
Understand

You never had

Love

Love is patient and kind
Love is not jealous
Or boastful or proud

It doesn't demand
Or record any wrongs
Love never gives up
On a woman or man

If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked
Unenlightenment counterattacked
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Destitute of knowledge or how to act
You can't move forward if you face the back
Unaquainted with the state of fact
Incomprehension to what is lacked

We are all crazy
                   hear
                    Voices
In my head
Im not here
             Rings in my ears
My friend
Is a whisper
And said
    Mister
We're all crazy
We've gone completely
                                Mad
Sense is not so common
For man
It's crazy
     Hear
       Voices
In my closet
Under my bed
In my head
Their hands
Finger my sense
My best friend
Whispers again
And my brain
  Is cognitive
Yet impaired
We're all crazy
Or at least
          I am
Crazy
        Hear
          Voices
In my head
Susurrating
        Further
Uttering murmurs
And I can't comprehend
Why they're here
We're all crazy
                 Hear
Voices in my head

I've been talking in my sleep
Walking
Before I wake
Inbetween my sheets
I shake
Nightmares
Terrorize the peace
Of me I need

To dream
Is to speak
In a world obsolete
From being

I've been talking in my sleep
Tossing and turning
The other cheek
When I get beat
I bruise easily

Sleep walking
In my sleep
I began dreaming
In my dream
Waking up
Shaking sweat
Beads

Now now there
Close your eyes
The night in terror
Is awake
Yet your asleep
Walking around
Me
Staring at the ceiling

I'm only dreaming
About my
Dreams about my feet
Walking around
My sleep
I'm in a night mirror
Looking at me

Ghost
In my head
Shrieking around and pulling plugs
All my circuits

Run
       So wild

I hear techno
Synthesized
And my eyes
Turn circles
Inside out
Ghost in my blood
Pulmonary pulling
My lungs
Breathing so wild
Beating my drums
All my circuits
Running wired
Dancing on Red Bulls
And I'm still tired
I'm so scared
Ghost in my head
Whispering anesthesia
Chanting sacred words
Hallucinations
Form apparitions
Under my bed
Ghost in my invitation
Boo I love you
But I'm better off dead
Ghost in my
Ghost in my blood
Shrieking in love
Running through walls
All my curses

Run
So wild

I hear techno
Giorgio Moroder
74 is the new 24
In my graveyard
Of pulley bones
Ghost in my
Ghost in my
Head
Shrieking in dimensions
Of dementia and demons
All my purposes

Run
So wild

I hear technologics
Advancing over
Common sense
Ghost in my
Ghost in my
Machine
My head
My misery
All my senses

Run
So wild

I hear energy
Making me tired
Shrieking invisible
Fires of miserable
Wires short circuiting
Ghost in my peripheries
On the edge of mysteries
Blowing in ghastly winds
All my fears

Run
So wild

I'll hear anything
Ghost in my ear
I hear techno
Glowing light sticks
Ghost
In my head
Whispering

I'd be better off dead

On the fourth of
Jewel eyes
Red in her blue
Whites
Turquoise diamonds
Exploding in the skies
I'm in love with my country
She makes me feel loved
When I wave my flag
I'll pay the tax
If you stab my back
When I stand for the Anthem
When the fires crack
And the m-80s blast
I kiss her face
Of the fourth of
Jewel's eyes
Such a lovely patriot
Proud of our Nation
American tasty pie
Red in her blue
Whites
I'm in love with my country
When I stare in her lovely
Jewel eyes

They can't see him
Invisible man
They can't hear
Anything he says

Looking through the air
No one is there
To know

They speak to each other
About how he looks
They said he's like someone else

They can't see him
Invisible man
They don't want to know
Where he is

In the middle of nowhere
In their life

Maybe he's someone else
How would they know
If he changed his clothes
Or combed his hair

He's the invisible man
That no one cares

For

They can see right through him
And they can't hear him talk
Because they erased him
From their thoughts

They can't see him anymore
Everything they wanted
Is gone

How would they know
If he loved them
How could they see if he cares

When they see nothing
While he's here

Invisible man
He's so clear
Maybe too transparent
To see him there

They erased him
To a color so bare

He disintegrated
And disappeared

Under the moon
She did all these things
We couldn't talk about

the moon saw everything
the way her dress felt

Silky as her lips
when they fell

I caught them with mine
Well

And the moon saw it all
Glowing in the nightfall
The things she did to me
We couldn't talk about

The moon saw everything
the way she loved me
When no one was around

Under the moon
She did all these things
I loved her about

while the moon watched
and followed
he saw it all

And is a witness to record
The love we shared
In the night

Under the moon
In the telescope of his eyes
We glowed brighter
Than what the sun reflected
In his sight

He saw my hands
Trace her thighs

Squeeze and pull her
Closer to my side

And as he drooled
Her lips moved
In places he thought were private

Yes
He saw it all
Like a fly on the wall
Of the universes night

He saw a fool in love
And the gravity tug
Like the moon does
To the tides

He watched me inside
Thrusting with might
As she begged for the depth of my bite

Under the moonlight
It wasn't Vermont
But It felt like
That old classic song

The way the moonbeams
Danced along
Her eyes in my arms

He saw it all
All we couldn't talk about

Under the moon
We weren't alone

He was watching it all
Tonight

Kanizsa Triangle

Electrochemical
Photons of light
Signal in the eyes
Visions of the world
Through the thalamus
of our mind

Perceptions are conceived
with the belief
Of what we see
As each part of our brains
Collide

We decipher codes
With linguistic notes
We wrote when discovery
Wore a **** dress
That we took off

When a blind man dreams
What does he see
If he was born without eyes

As I ride the ponto-geniculo-occipital waves
In R.E.M states I fall into a vortex
Into my visual cortex
And all these things that happen
I can't explain

Imageries paint endlessly
As random neuronal firings in my brainstem
Continue religiously
My unconscious always stays awake
Through the interstates of my dreaming

Imagine me
A concept of a virtual reality
sensing and seeing hallucinations
In a subthreshold of my bodys activity

We dream
And when we wake up we dream
We open our eyes and see
And when we close them we see

The difference
Remains in the submission
To achieve what your brain
Finds delicious
When you control what it eats

When I die
And the earth cries
I'll be seeing without eyes

In the blindest dream
Maybe I'll realize

Real eyes have no need
Floating in white light
I'll see the prisms of my Gods

A new spectrum of colors called
New life

I'm goin' to crystalize
Into a body I've
Never put on
But dreamed about
When I
Was alive

When I cried
My neurological
Schizoaffective
Illusions of blue skies
Fell upon my hide

I hid behind my flesh
After ******* the breast
As a babe into adult lust
I died

Everything I've ever needed
Wasn't where I breed in

It was in a peace too far above
A homosapiens confabulation
Where the memories disintegration
Fade into the past of relations
That never mattered
Too much

When I die
The payment of what it cost
For a Gods Son to save mine

Will belie
The worth of what I
Became
            For sight

Shining light
Why so dim
Is it because of
The shadows
Flickering

I'll watch you burn out
Through the tears
And all your feelings
Will remain a mystery

Because I won't tell them
Why you lost the energy
To shine again

Your aging filament
Incandescent
Has lost electricity

I'll watch you burn out
Your ability
To shine your lights
Luminosity

Why so dim
Is it the shadows
Flickering
Will you ever
Shine again

Or will darkness
***** your victory

Smoke fills the air
With what's left to breathe

And I'm left watching
              you fade away

             From me

Covetousness
What's wrong with a little lust
For what I love to wish

?Does it equal happiness

What if I desire to be the tiniest camel
And walk through the eye of a needle
With a gold filled chalice

Should I strive to be poor
And not want more
Than to never give

To live in a shack
Rather than a palace

Shall I covet
And want more of it
To put a smile on my feckless face
Or be worth less

Am I so greedy
To want what I'm needing
To live

Covetousness
Then tell me what to wish
If there is no desire of this world
A man could kiss

If all the riches are in heaven
A hundred fold given
Then what are we doing
on this earth futilely living

;

For a man wants more
As his nature is attracting
What his flesh is asking
But tell me
What's so wrong
About wanting
What makes you happy

Now I ask
?What is money
Something everyone needs

Men say it's sweeter than honey

And as the offering plate
Passes me by
I covet the earnings

More than my pastor

Through the mud
Four by four
Spinning
dragged
low gears
Sinking
I think I'm going to need a tug
I've got all these RPM's
And they're still not enough
I'm going to blow my engine
And leave my vehicle right here
Stuck
On the earth
Throw me a rope
so I could
Get out

;How responsible am I
For my hands
My minds culprit:

My mouths pulpit

How accountable am I
For influence
And what I'm doing

•Am I just A baby
In a gorillas hands
Or the tangerine in a sunset•

How responsible am I
¬For the skies turquoise
And the moons blue
Interrupting  hues¬

,Am I in the belly of a whale
Or just a wild ride
★Failed
Destined to the corrupt shores
¡Spit out
In a place
I never wanted to go,

Am I just a dilemma
That's never solved

On the frontline
Of my soul

How responsible am I
For the grenade  I hold
If the pin is your hand

¿Does it matter who pulled

I thought she would want to know me

A few words in the inbox
Showed me
I was just a thought

Its no wonder I'm lonely
some say im damaged goods
But i only wanted a chance
To be more than

Anyone would

Want

I thought she'd ask
What i looked like
So i could disappoint
The spotlight

Loneliness is ugly
And that's why
My inbox has no life
To live in her eyes

I thought she would want to know me
If i only looked liked an emoji
She would have told me
About herself

I saw the climate change
Right through my eyes
Maybe the government does need
More of my money
So they could turn it off

Raindrops kept falling on my head
They kept falling

Reminded me of the old tune about it

They said the climate was changing
And we need to be afraid of the danger
The environment needs our money
Because were only going to live 12 more years

I saw the climate change
And all the politicians held out their hands
And said make a change to our benefit

First it rained
Then it snowed
there was hail

I just don't know
because the climate changed to hot
We used to call it summer
But now every news station calls it something other than what it is for a profit

how much would it cost
to change the climate to something you'd want

A mountain appeared  before a man
He said I'll climb it

When he reached the peak
He said the only thing that changed

was the climate

Worry about
Another days
Worries

Today  is gone

And i still have
Many more problems

to solve

Yesterdays caused
Enough frustrations
And never paused

Worrying about the payments
And what they charged

Worry about
Another days
worries

Happiness is a fraud
Everywhere I owe something
I can't afford

Nothing ever happens
the way I  want
Everytime I gamble
I win the loss

And I am
Left to worry
What tomorrow
Costs

Worry about
another days
Worries

Yesterdays fault
Was leaving me in a hurry
With nothing solved

And I haven't any solutions
for anything at all

Each day has enough
problems
On its own

Let tomorrow worry
About tomorrow

For today is a woebegone

Give us our daily bread
Theron

Worries

post me a poem
about the passion you feel

make me cry
love

and die in your words


nevermore a ravens quoth

post me an oath

of sorrow from your soul

The length of her legs
Were miles

She had the longest

Smiled
At me

She walked like a Jaguar
With a foxy physique
And It made me harder
Than masculinity

She slid
and slipped
                    By

dipped and sighed

Then left  her perfume
Right at my feet

The scent of this woman

Was a lion prowling
                       for roses

Pouncing on every motion
During the chase

In her mouth
The meat of her prey
Dripped oceans

Into the deepest abyss


I was left on the bottom

And the only way to get up
Was to climb the longest legs
Were miles

She had the longest
Smiled at me

The way she walked
Made me bark
And gave me a leash

The past
passed

After it dragged
And dragged

My body
Pulled by the rope of tomorrows

Pulled me through all kinds of towns
And different scenarios

The past
Passed

And everything that was...

Had

The future  had the last laugh
That began with my embryo

Ever since that first day
The past left me behind
After it tied me to tomorrow

And it dragged  me through the mud
Mangling my body
and spilling my blood
Breaking my bones
And carving out the marrow

The past
Passed

I had wondered
How long it'd last

It stayed

Until the passed
Past

Was gone

Some decisions are hard to make

Some may not understand
Why
They're made

Maybe one may cost a life
Or hurt your pride
In what's believed

Some decisions
Really just don't matter

Either road taken
Could end in the same
Placement
Or disaster

Some decisions are hard to make

Pulling the trigger
Or saving the whole mess

Some may not understand
Why they're made

She ate my eyes
When she found out they were edible
After looking at her all night

It was the way her dress
Clinged to the way her curves bent

I couldn't turn away my thoughts
or my rubber neck

She ate my eyes
And I gladly fed her a kiss

It was love at first bit

The dress came off
And I was lost in her flesh
I was mesmerized by
the softness of her feminine

The way she ate my eyes
I fed them as grapes
With the taste of wine
She loved to sip

Love is blind
and I don't mind
Feeding my eyes
To her appetite

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
It made you lust for its flesh
With a passion too incredible to resist

Forbidden fruit

You couldn't resist the ****
The way it tastes in your mouth

i laid in your palm
A playdough
Like
You out of me
Formed
One thought
we ate of

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
we could blame it on the lust

The snake told us we could be Gods
If we ate of what we knew we shouldn't

we ate the apple and left the *******
On the foot of the fall

It was terrible
the taste of miserable failure
to the God we loved

But the fruit was unbearable
when you have everything else
But what we couldn't have
created a want
With a desire whispered by the liar
In horns

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was left alone
And the parable could be
About  how we resist   one

Wouldn't it be terrible
if we had a second chance
The ******* sits on the floor
Of the coming at task
Like a thief in the night
With the jewels in his bag

He says
The terrible has yet
to come
Here

A soft said
in a voice calm enough
To put you to bed

My love"

whispers crept
across my neck
With her tip toeing lips
Leaving red tracks on my skin

Embedded in a kiss
We dipped into the middle of the nights
Sweat
Panting and drips
Of sticky yes
Moaned while her tongue bit
Deeper into my flesh

My love"

In my ears
She chants
Every thing i want to hear
She does
What I ask
And In my ears
The softest laugh
The way she looks at me back
Playing my ears
Like a harp
Those magical fingers
Strumming my back

How could i not fall
Into this trap

Luring me with the love
I've always wanted
Teasing me with the allure of satisfaction
and what our bodies attracted

I'm  
falling through your trap door

you caught me

Wiping my lip

I could taste the blood
And your lipstick

This universe changed

While the polka dots
Did a strip tease

The drool from my lips

My spinning heart
Maybe its my head
Each  one for her
To hold on to
It was the earth
The culprit
merry go round
And round
she goes
My heart like a record
Under her needle
Playing song
Listen  to that 808
Beat the drums
Expressing atmosphere
And the ambience of sound
As wind chimes are a voice of the wind
I am heard as a resounding gong
Clanging my cymbals
Where did i go wrong
Entering this world so dizzy
Spinning  round  and round
Maybe its my heart
Maybe its  my head
That just cant take the spin
The sound of hope
I just cant hear it
Spin another  record Sammy
The one about  the desert
how it was so dry
Till she wet  it
Her lips moistened with kisses
And therapeutics  
Messing with my heart
messing with my head
I just  cant take these revolutions
The earth spinning me
Into convulsions
I'm  sick to my nuisance
My song.of violins
Can you hear the deep cello
Plugging his strings
I see a black swan on the waters
Of imagery
lookin me.bacc
She did
Playing that 808
Deeper into the.night
My spinning  heart
Maybe its my head
Each one for her to hold on to
We already knew.the culprit
From dust to death
We have to get back to the garden
But where is the path
Someone change the record
put  on songs of forget  me nots
We could change the picture
before you take one
The 808 was beating down
And she licked her lips
Like she's  does
When she needs.them wet
I just looked at the way she did
And remembered it
A few times over again
My spinning heart
Maybe its my head
In a million circles
Spinning away

Something for the night
A whiskey bottle
Jazz
Some deep bass
Candlelight
Something to twist your feet
Slide pull
A little closer
And leave
Something for the night
To remember
That song in the guitar
That old saxophone
Belting tones and exploding them
Shooting stars
A comet with a fiery tale
Blazing upon the atmosphere
Leaving a trail
Like a musical note
Floating in your ear
Something for the night
Could be what you hear
When the sounds penetrated
They entered the brains stem
They pounded a dope beat
With a dope drum
And it pounded continuously
Into my cranium
Something for the night
When the night came
There was a magical existence
Of a phenomenon appearing
Out of thin air
Another whiskey bottle
I can still hear the jazz
Tugging on my ear lobe
Molesting my hands
The way she wraps around me
When the song began
Something for the night
To have

This side of the fire
There was a glow
Reflecting the flames
Red orange
It was her face
Befallen on a distant gaze
While the fire burned
She stared at it
And he  her
In-between the crackles
And embers dancing in the heat
This side of the fire
There was a fire
You didn't see
When the fire burned
Her lips looked parched
For a drink
She looked hotter than the fire
Could ever be
And he burned his heart
On the temperature
This side of the fire
Desire burned into the night
I heard a crash
A burn
And a dive...



Cloud of smoke

I never knew success
I heard she was quite the celebrity
I've always wanted to dance

But she never wanted any of me

I can only fantasize
About her lovely lips
I could only dream of a passionate kiss

Success and I
A warm embrace
And staring at her beautiful face

She's just a dream I love to dream
But I've never known her

And I've heard she's the best

But I've never known success
The only girl I've ever known is

              Loneliness

All those struggling eyes
There within belies
The pains that antagonize
Our lives left carbonized
Each morning dew

All our youth
Long in tooth
Wrinkle in the flesh
Of a crows foot

All those struggling cries
Tears of whys
Get crushed in fathers time
On mothers fertile eyes

As our lullabies
Intensify
Our songs
Memorialize
The love of lives
That improvise
All that's personified

In those struggling eyes
Lives the woah of a man
Synchronized
Within the days he has
Each morning due

Tommorow gets murdered everyday by yesterday as today just stands around and watches her slow death

The anger in man
Clenchs like a fist
Teeth grit
While flesh reds
The mind of a mans head
Pulses his heart rate
In a rage to seek and destroy
Another mans face
And pummel it to death
Cain you understand
Why we are Able
To ****** and then love again
The flesh of our skin
Flexing a masculine
Victory to win
Busting chops
With a hard fought
*** to kick
The danger of anger
Is the other man may have more than your strength could comprehend
A man could fight with himself
Aggravation and frustration
Completeing tedious tasks
His aggression is fuel for the fire
Of stressing over things that never matter too much
Are you mad bro
Don't you kno
You're only beating yourself
Up

Liquor

Her
licks tastes like ***

Tasty tongue

I don't need the bottle
When i can pour me her

Lick her love
Get me drunk
Liquor all night
Till the morn

I'm a drunkard
Wanting more

Grab me another bottle of her
Liquor

Until I've drank it all
Drunk on loves alcohol

Taste like ***
In her mouth
I don't need a bottle
When i can pour her out

Liquor
All afternoon
Lick her tongue
All I've consumed

I'm a drunkard
She's my *****
Stumbling around all day
She's the bottle i choose

Liquor tongue
Tastes like ***
Lick her
all night long

Ears for the crowd
Lips for the writer
Rain for the clouds

Purple wears a jacket
And blue dances with the moon
He writes in rainbows
For the gold in a girl

If he could've bought her diamonds
It would've saved him the pain
Liquor for the violins
Numb for the brain

If he could've been a different man
Perhaps she would've stayed

Love for despair
Cowboys for angels
Trotting on mares

There are gardens for a woman
snakes for the scare
Poison for an old man
Decisions for mirrors

Black wears boots
While miracles wear truth
He wrote to her in metaphors
Deciphered in ****

A tree sheds its garments
Fall comes through
Seasons change everything
She was for you

Nothing last forever
Time is for youth
Broken is for the hearts
That thought eternal was true

Tears for an alligator
A crocodile for luggage
Traveling out of town
Looking for another

A forest found a lover
In an ocean of lingerie
Fish were found plenty
At a partys masquerades

Souls are for lovers
Lust is for lemonade
When life gives you lemons
Leaves give you shade

Fruit for the summer
The same as her name
Gone faster then she'd come here
Fools are for blame

Yellow wears a melody
Of blue turning green
New is for the calenders
Beginning of spring

He started a joke
But the joke was on he
Every one was laughing
As you know he was me

The odd shadows
Of a dim neighborhood
Filled with broken windows
And stolen goods

I left my heart on the table
It was gone
But my wallet was still there
I had already emptied it

So i was forced to sell my soul
The devil didn't want it
And my God just ignored

I tried peddling it on the darkened streets
On every corner where they hustle
It wasn't worth much
And I was only asking for a nickel

Behind the shadows
Under the beckoning cloak
I see the the theives wandering
Around the world

They've taken everything from me
But left me my soul
I couldn't pawn its value
Or sell the *****

So i walk this timeline
With nothing else
But a worthless soul
That never sells

The old possessive past
Collections of everything
Owners have

Get the suitcase packed
Nothing ever lasts

Into the clouds of the next years path
Ain't gonna miss nobody
Never gonna think back

All my possessions got me
To no where

And they were never in my hands

They were never mine to pack
Where I'm going

The only thing I'll have

Is the past

The red in my eyes
           Closed them
It tried to take the pain away

The color was just temporary

  So I kept coloring
My lids got heavier
Red with delirium

It tries to take me away

But it won't erase the memories
No matter how far
           I fade away

The red in my eyes
                      Dyes
In a crimson cry
              Of pain

It keeps painting
          A faint me

                 Disintegrating
What's left of an old man
With a heart in decay

            My vessels
The color of devils
         Leave me mental
In a whole other state

  Closing my eyes
The color of why
I choose this earth
    Spinning in space

The red in my eyes
      Never subsides

As long as they continue to wake

Every thing under the sun
Lays in the sum of the world
Homosaphiens calcuate science
In the memories of the past
And as they multiplied
They tried to understand their historical graphs
While the sheeps get slaughtered
And children are taught our
Habits repeating their tasks
I heard a man say
We are living in futility
Each of us owned by talents
And abilities
Behind the flesh of a mask
Our hearts beat separately
Together yet differently
We survive the good
tempered by bad
Nothings really matters
As matters are gathered
Their futile in the bed of our death
Yet what is our path
Following time
With the sun and moons ryhme
We spin on the earth in a skeletons
Worth
never knowing why thoughts
Control minds
We contemplate
Reason in four separate seasons
Completing the days into years
But have you asked yourself the question
Why the answer is a lesson
You still haven't learned as a man
Why are you here
Living in the fear
That your age just may not last