"No one ever loved me like you."

vous pensez que vous savez plus que moi.

It's foolish that I keep coming back to this place.
It's childish for me to continue living like this.
It's time I move on.

two pillars
they seem to be eternal
they are rooted into the ground like trees
reminders of human intervention
reminders of our industrial age
One day the pillars fall.
We realize they were only temporary,
but we are left with something that is more powerful:
the feeling of eternity.

buzz buzz buzz buzz
if I sit in silence that is all I hear
buzz buzz buzz buzz
if I sit with people that's all I hear

do do do do do do
i am so happy
da da da da da da
full bloom
could we perhaps
bloom forever?

Why do i feel so empty without you?
I've been looking for someone for so long
and now that I've found you all I feel in your absence is emptiness
It pains me to feel this way.
I don't want to feel empty anymore,
but when I'm with you I feel like I could do anything.
You fill me with love, joy, and hope.
Your love, your presence, you.
I cannot be without you.

I'm scared and confused
by the state of the world.

I'm shocked by greed.

I'm hurt.
I'm hurt.
I'm dying.

I'm dead.
…
I
wish
you
were
dead
too
…

I deny possession,
My Body is not to be contained
particularly by the likes of you.

Covet not the freedom I flourish within.
Covet your own existence, and leave me be.

Adieu.

days and nights of celebration
joyous, raucous, confrontation.
we bring forth the best of times
our lives filled with uphill climbs.

patience, breath, and listening to
things in life that come through-
and waiting, just waiting for it
to just feel right, the words
hanging off your lips

you know the ones
in between the sips
and careless whispers
and long glances.

just look into my eyes
and maybe stay a while.

we've been over for so long
but it still haunts me
rather, the idea of him

the best, most beautiful moments
linger in my heart.

holding one another
as we drift
to sleep

sharing our lives
good and bad

now i am
my own.

stronger

but i miss the company of a
lover

the touch of safe intimacy

Hot spring, meadow dew.
There are bodies of water
to separate me and you.

I am my body, though ragged and torn;
my mind & spirit weather the storm.

Inner turmoil, lay to rest.
good night dear, you tried your best.

Promise a world more fair and just
give me more than skin and lust.

Leave my mind, like we never met
I've seen **** I will never forget.

But I make this promise sans regret.